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Saturday, January 5, 2013

Doubt has me in a death grip.

On the precipice of sheer terror.

My rabbit heart is about to burst.

This is all from taking a virtual tour of a university in Illinois. The plan is to transfer there after I get my associates degree from CCBC, but just looking at the website had me all kinds of intimidated.

My whole life, except for home-schooling, I've only gone to givens and minimals: public high school, community college. What if I'm not as clever as I think I am, as everyone else thinks I am? What if I can't make it a school that's not almost completely government sponsored?

The truth is, I'm not strong or independent. I've always had someone to hold my hand be it my parents, my family, or whoever I was dating at the time.
I think this song sums up my state of mind right now:

I love you all
~Belinda
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