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Birthday
• 1993-05-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Here
Member Since
• 2005-05-30
Occupation
• Life preserver :)
Real Name
• Belina

Personal

Achievements
• http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb281/Soul_Resistance/Untitled.jpg... Nuff said
Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
Goals
• Make it out of here in one piece
Hobbies
• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
Talents
• :)

myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Saturday, February 23, 2013

I can't decide if my childhood grew up or died.

Just got out of a psycology exam. Wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Had some extra time so I doodled on the back for about an hour. haha
EXTRACREDITPLOX?

I don't know where I'm going in life. I just know I can't go back--no matter how much I do or don't want to so I might as well move forward.

"You'll be happy just to see me someday."

Been keeping my heart under strict lock and key. God and Chris is the only one that goes in. Well, Margaret too, but she's so busy these days I barely get to see her.
Might not be healthy, but it's a survival instinct. My friend Erika resents me for it. It's not very "girl power" of me to hold back from everyone except my fiancee, God, and my bestfriend, but my darkness creeps over the corners Lex Luther style (yes, that was a Smallville reference. Don't hate.) and I really don't think she could handle it if I were to unleash it all on her.

Got a hug from Josh the other day. He smiled like we were best friends, ran over, and wrapped an arm around me. I'm not sure how to feel about it. It's weird how you can go from being someone's whole world to just an outsider in a few months.

I hope you're all doing well. I hope I get to talk to you all again one day.
ily
~Belinda
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