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Tuesday, May 14, 2019


Every Dot Coms Refreshing For a Journal Update
"but, Belinda," your therapist says. "why describe sex with your exboyfriend as a relapse? Why not just say you needed physical intimacy?"

For that matter, why describe him as a drug at all? Why is he heroin? Why was that other guy suboxone?

Because sex with him is never just sex.
Because love with us was never just love. it was a reunion.

because nothing destroys
nothing builds
nothing heals
nothing kills like love and we were almost addiction. I hold a legacy of co-dependence like cravings for apple slices and wormwood.

I'm on my mothers couch again. rejected my mothers mothering again. Hurt some people i love again.
this whole adulting thing is so much more difficult than i thought.

at a starbucks... where else?

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