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Tuesday, April 28, 2020

Codependency the Musical
I used to think I I liked gamers. Turns out I just liked you
I used to think I liked nerds. Turns out I just liked you
I used to think I liked Libras. Turns out I just liked you

I don't know who you are these days or who you're with or who you want to be tomorrow
But when you were with me you were a firecracker a warm blanket a lullaby a storybook a one way ticket home and a few more of my favorite things

And I shouldnt write and I shouldnt speak
And I don't know if you listen
And I dont know if you read
But I am bound to leap and bound to fall again
So I just had to write down the recipe for loss
Spent all of last year running from me and tripping over you
swimming upstream against the memories.
every reminder and every reflection of you in everyone else

And I want to metaphor and I want a simile and I want a parallel and I want to irony I want to write and wit my way out of this but I can't make comparisons when there are none
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I don't really want to turn this into a shrine for my ex but it is something I do not trust myself to post to Facebook about and it must be the millennial former quote-unquote emo I won't let these poems gone published they're really not that good maybe that's another reason I don't want to post on the Facebook LOL also I don't really want to get back together that would undo all the progress I meant I don't know is it progress? I go back and forth about that all the time. Whether I really am better off about him
But at the end of the day I realize half the people I have dated in the past including him are not good for me in the long run. I love them all and I wish them all well I am definitely recognized codependent Tendencies Within Myself and that's no way to love or live

Hope everybody is well
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