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• Belina

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Anime Fan Since
• Ever since Pokemon
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• I'm not that obsessed anymore, to be honest. Mostly just Kare Kano, Ceres, Furuba, Ouran Highschool Hostclub, FMA, and, of course, ShinChan. X3
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• Make it out of here in one piece
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• Paranoia, mood swings, and the occasional emotional meltdown
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myOtaku.com: X Shadowme X

Tuesday, January 9, 2007

Shot-gun Wedding...
Okay...Heres what happened last Friday.(I think I was talking about Friday,last Saturday,at least.*shrug*) Basically,I auditioned to get into the high-school of my dreams,Carver..and I don't find out weather or not I failed to get in until Febuary.(Or,I think its Febuary...)
Yeah,thats the nerve-wracking part.
The inconsistent part is...Well,no,the inconsistent part is too hard to explain,but basically,I was suffering from a bad case of apithany(sp?) on the way back from the audition.
Yeah,thats when I started to wonder-is it REALLY my dream to go to a magnet high-school, or is it my parents dream? Because they give out GINORMOUS,TORTUROUSLY LARGE amounts of home-work there.As in,more then your usual high-school.

And would I EVER agree to doing that amount of work for anyone else? No,I wouldn't. Because that would mean, I would have to give up my easy-going,comfortablely lazy life-style.Dude,I didn't even give that life-style up for my boy-friend! I'm a notorious sloth. Thats when I realized- THERE IS A BRIGHT SIDE TO NOT GETTING INTO THE HIGH-SCHOOL OF MY DREAMS.And its a GINORMOUS bright side.If I don't get in,I get to continue with the mundane,yet ever-so-comfy life I have now.(Of course,with that attitude,my future is going to completely suck...)
Whereas,if I DO get in,I'll be driven mad everyday by the mounds upon mounds of samples of Hell called home-work; whilest my writing skills increase, until I am of the same caliber of talent as my idol,Eloise Jarvis Mccgraw.(Of course,the mounds of Hell/homework will probably drive me SO mad,I'll have to go institutional for awhile..) So,yeah,in that respect,everything works out evenly! Theres a down side AND a bright side to both possibleties.In other words-I don't have to give a rats ass. And it feels wonderful to not have to give a rats ass.^^ Well,thats it.I'll see y'all later.Bai,bai!

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