WARNING: RANT
Intro
I don't know what to say. There have been a lot of ups and downs lately, and I've been rather depressed, which is why I haven't been talking to people. I can't guarantee I'll go back to talking to people anytime soon either.
Downs
On the down side, I've been bickering with my parents. My mother recently told me that she hated me. It makes me sad, because I love my parents, and I don't know what I've done to deserve hatred. T-T I don't know what to think. I feel that everyone around me is stressed out beyond belief. I don't know what or why, because my parents don't tell me when things are wrong, and it makes me paranoid. >_< I don't know what to do, because I want to make them better, only I don't think I can. Is there anything I can do? I'm only one person, and I'm not even out of high school yet. O_O
Ups
On the up side I got my first SAT back about an hour ago. I did insanely well on the reading and writing, yet rather bad at the math (I never did like math). XD I was very surprised that I did well on the essay. I had braced myself for a perfect zero, because I thought I was off-topic. Our topic was something along the lines of teamwork vs individualism, and I wrote about the utopian socialists. How are they related? That's a very good question! XD
One of my friends lent me an RPG, Tales of the Abyss, about two weeks ago. I've been having a lot of fun with it. I also bought the first .Hack game, and Xenosaga, although I haven't really played either yet.
Bye
The bell's ringing, and I have to go to physic now. I'll see you.
May the gods of sporks and insanity be with you,
~Xanth~
