Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Better do this while I'm still sort of calm. Oy, even though I have four days off (and pretty much everybody else in the United States) I feel so very distressed. Very, very distressed. Within this week some things happened that have me questioning myself. I have this restrained anger building up inside and I have to vent it somehow. Lest, something terrible happen. Like back in 5th grade... Well, let me start off by saying that it is pretty obvious that I'm a Dragonball fan. I'm not trying to make people love the series, I only ask for one thing mutual respect. I learned this from a friend of mine way back in 10th grade 4 years ago: respect for other people even if they don't like the same things you do. I don't like a lot of things myself and just because I don't doesn't mean I'll ever go "oh God, blank aw that's stupid" everybody is different and just because they are different doesn't give you a right to belittle them. All of the things that I've experienced and the fact that it happened so quick one after the other. Since it happened one after the other and so quickly the past few days I've been thinking "gees, am I a moron or something for liking Dragonball?" "or am I not fully developed in the head yet? or what?" I mean you guys are thinking "what's his connection to it anyway? why would he care so much?" Well, first off I wouldn't be an otaku! Second off I connected with it, I connected with the characters more deeply than I did in any other show. I'll stop there because it kinda felt like I'm trying to force people to like it or something. Which would be contradicting myself. Anyway, I never mentioned (or wanted to mention) a certain personality disorder that I never mentioned (not that one, not the schizotypal one I don't know if I have that one yet) but one called Borderline Personality Disorder. Which is one I don't have to think about I know when it comes to that. I never did because I don't want to use it as a crutch. If you ever can look up something called Borderline Rage though. Geez all I've been doing is rambling I don't even think I've brought up one valid point but I just feel the need to vent. All those things happening in succession had me feeling as if I were inferior.

Another thing that doesn't get me angry but rather straight up confused. People who like one thing but don't like a very very very very I stress very similar thing. I mean when I hear things like that I go "what's the diff!?" Seriously how can you like Vectorman but not Mega Man? Really. Or how can you like Final Fight but not Streets Of Rage? Those are just random examples but Final Fight and Streets Of Rage are very similar, though I like SOR's music better.








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Thursday, November 6, 2008

What's up now?
First off, thanks to Iruka and AngelBest Dream for being the ONLY folks who came here last time. >_> I already have a wallpaper I recently uploaded dedicated to you Angel.

I already have an e-card for you miss Iruka but of course I have no problem drawing something for ya.
Now for the post.

UGH! Check it, a song that is the "Soliloquy of Chaos" What about it, it reminds me of who I am. I was starting to feel uneasy about staying here on theO due to recent events but it's like I'm focused again. Chaos... in Greek Xaos..."Men of Athens! I see that in every way you are very religious. 23For as I walked around and looked carefully at your objects of worship, I even found an altar with this inscription: TO AN UNKNOWN GOD. Now what you worship as something unknown I am going to proclaim to you. 24"The God who made the world and everything in it is the Lord of heaven and earth and does not live in temples built by hands. 25And he is not served by human hands, as if he needed anything, because he himself gives all men life and breath and everything else. 26From one man he made every nation of men, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should live. 27God did this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from each one of us. 28'For in him we live and move and have our being.' As some of your own poets have said, 'We are his offspring.' 29"Therefore since we are God's offspring, we should not think that the divine being is like gold or silver or stone—an image made by man's design and skill. 30In the past God overlooked such ignorance, but now he commands all people everywhere to repent. 31For he has set a day when he will judge the world with justice by the man he has appointed. He has given proof of this to all men by raising him from the dead."
—Acts 17:22-17:31
The Unknown god
Gives me some ideas of drawing xaos too. Soliloquy of chaos look at him and listen...








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Monday, October 27, 2008

myO only: Since Halloween is coming soon why not put a song that fits the mood? Keep listening and it might just sound familiar...

First off let me say to Ralf Jones... darn it! You guest posted and now my world rank dropped!O_OJust kidding I love ya man.^____^ (it actually did drop though) I hope to see you again and we can chill out before you leave for boot camp in South Carolina.

Now for the actual... thing. I have some questions for those who, you know care about or have been following what I've been trying to do.

Q1. What should I do next on the Street Fighter world? Summary of the story, background info on characters, guides on how to use characters in certain games like SF2 or SF Alpha? Post chapter 1 of the fan-fic I've been working on? (which is the reason I made the world to be honest) What? This world is about you as a Street Fighter fan (if you are) and getting more people involved.
Q2. Same question different world. What should I do with the Ikari Warrior world? Guides, info, what?
Q3. Ok this is about Fantastic Children my contest. Who's in it!? O_o Seriously. So far I have Dafeather and Lunalei (I think) and... yeah. Also should I make a world for the contest?

Also, on the subject of Fantastic Children, it's a category now! Yay!^___^ Still holding the contest though, you can go see the contest world for it they'll send you the link on the info. This is more for those who didn't even know I was hosting one. Just go to the contests world.


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Monday, October 20, 2008

Thanks to those who commented my previous post on my world and theO, especially Angelgal who I haven't seen in a long time! No, I haven't forgotten you, and I really hope everything gets better for you! *hugs* I posted yesterday on my world about my new pic. Now, I'm PIMPING this pic because I worked so hard on it the final version had me staying up until 1 in the morning working on it! Dafeather and Cloudstrife777 can attest to that as they were with me chatting at the time. ^^ So please go see my new pic!

But DEFINITELY go see the finished version on deviantart! Please, I worked really hard on it. *puppy dog eyes*

Heroes Inc suit fly mode by ~the-world-is-mine on deviantART
Also great news! I achieved one of my goals! My Street Fighter world (which you can go to by clicking on the URL) has become a published world! ALRIGHT! I finally did it! ^___________^ http://www.theotaku.com/worlds/newwarriors If you go check the Street Fighter category it says they have one world for it and it's MINE! YES! ^^
See ya around I just finished a research paper that was due today a little while ago. (I also started it today I'm so last minute)
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Friday, October 17, 2008

NOTE: For myO this is the original mix of the song.

Yeah! the dark cloud has passed! Those of you who know me for a while, you guys noticed how I have been so depressed the past... oh 5 months? I finally feel REENERGIZED! Why? A song! Why you guys know I'm an aural person. What's aural mean?click here. Means most things about me are related to my sense of hearing. Anyway. So I hear this song which is just amazing it really speaks to me. It feels like my dreams, my ambitions. This is the song I would hear in my head when I was younger and think about what I wanted to be, my ambitions. Yet, this song only came out this year! See last year was a good year for me because I had 2 songs to get me going The World Is Mine by David Guetta and Feels Like Home by Meck featuring Dino but this one is my song this year. I also know why I've been utterly depressed before for those 5 months. Usually I get over it so soon but I believe the kind of damage I took, took longer to heal. In May my cousin, and my godchildren died. That was so much that it would take a long time to really start feeling happy again. But today I'm reborn! God, I feel like dancing all day! I feel like drawing all day! I feel like training all day! I just feel so good! Even if nobody reads this I don't care anymore! When I was depressed I was looking to others to try and cheer me up. Which is why I got so depressed for the lack of comments. But now I feel good and I don't care anymore. Just one thing though, IF YOU ARE ENTERING THE CONTEST PLEASE SAY SO! YES OR NO, I DON'T DO MAYBES I NEED TO GET THE LIST OF ENTRANTS STARTED! Alright? Good. Yo! Guess who's back? Ha ha that's right! XAOS True chaos! Ha ha ha! Without further ado here is the official music video for the song: Pjanoo by Erik Prydz
Spirits! If you see the vid instead you'll notice Native Americans (or what's supposed to be Native Americans) dancing. Hence 'spirits' I consider Native Americans to be very spiritual.


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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

JOIN/HELP
Yeah... PLUG! So, I got the contest details hammered out. Like deadlines and how to enter. Go check this newer post.
Click here.

If you click on that it'll take you to a new window
Also again I definitely can use help keeping track with entries since I'm busy with school.

Latest deviantart only pics from me:

Doppo Orochi by ~the-world-is-mine on deviantART

Nariko in LittleBigPlanet by ~the-world-is-mine on deviantART

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

Thanks a lot/ Challenging contest!
First off I want to say THANKS to ALL of you who commented on my previous post both here and on my world! I cannot tell you how pleasantly surprised I was when I went to my background and saw that I had 9 new comments waiting for me. Which mostly were for my world post and some were for my art. I mean really all of you thank you.

Well, now for the actual post. It's actually a "go see other things post" Mainly my "challenging contest" ^^ So go here To check the details.
Now! Even if you aren't planning to join please look anyway! I can use help too! Judges, organization, prizes whatever if you are offering help pm me.

The contest will have a theme of a sort it has to be Fantastic Children related. I made two cards last night just so there can be some submissions for it. Here they are:



This is the opening song for the show.

Fantastic children - opening
Uploaded by nanala30

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Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Defender Of Justice hymn

Right I feel bad not visiting everybody like I used to back in the day when people cared. But I feel I should at least tell you what's been going on. Before I turn this off and get ready for school tomorrow. COLLEGE... how's it been you ask? Alright I'm behind on some assignments unfortunately I'm handing them all in tomorrow but I wanted to do it today however I was missing part of one of the assignments and now I have to HAVE to hand it in tomorrow. >< Can't fall anymore behind.

I'm so sad... the Cubs lost! But K-chan's precious Phillies won. My precious Cubs lost. Being from the North Side of Chicago (but now living in Massachusetts) I feel like we can't catch a break. But that's why I put this mix up. It's from one of the best Chicago Mixmasters Dj Marski. Showin' some Chi love. ^^ Matter of fact here's the locations of his two stores.
5745 W. Belmont Ave.
Chicago IL 60634
773-889-5400

5106 S. Archer Ave.
Chicago, Il. 60632
773-838-8448
Eh? Eh? ^___^ Also about this mix I was coloring my pic Super Linda while listening to it and it kinda rekindled my passion I was passionate already but what I mean it made me feel the passion of when I was younger. It reminds of my roots and why I wanted to draw and make stories in the first place. Even though it's called "Dj Marksi's Progressive Trance mix" I call it the "Defender of Justice hymn". Since it reminds me of my younger days and what I wanted to be when I was a kid was a defender of justice after watching all those cartoons and anime and reading those comics... Though at the same time I realize I never really was a talented artist, it was all hard work that I got to where I am. Though I put all my soul into it and those close say that I do have talent... it never seems to be enough. "You always seem to be just short of greatness..."

Well, I have some new stuff up if you haven't seen. Have you ever put all your hard work into something but or like me into everything but, it never gets noticed or worse yet gets ridiculed or criticized? I'm making all the forms of Linda. I did her normal form and her super 1 and 2 all that's left is 3 now.


Both of those are her normal but the top one is her usual outfit.


This one I dedicated to K-chan.

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Friday, September 26, 2008

For those of you who don't go on theO
Hey there peeps! I'm definitely going to try and at least see all these updates in the backroom. If you have something you REALLY want me to see don't be afraid to pm. Well, what's was going on? Hmm, I was pretty busy this week, All because of an assignment that was due yesterday. You had to scan and print out 5 grayscale images from a color photograph you had to bring. Oy. All the week I had a hard time to do this because the line to use the scanner and printer was very long. (You HAD to use the schools printer because it was a true PostScript printer) and I was like gees, I wouldn't make it to my classes. So yesterday I finally go ahead and do it and DANG it took me three hours! That scanner is unbearably slow, then I had to type a report on it too! Man. Well, I'm good now I feel great because I'm all caught up with the work I had to do.

Oh yeah I found something that I totally feel some of ya should see. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Puerto_Rican_(people) Go and look at the part that says Puerto Rican Heritage Look at the European part on what makes Puerto Rican and the Asian part. This is why I really want to look at my ancestry! I found out I have Irish, so what else? Do I also have Chinese ancestry? Would make lots of sense. Side Note: If you missed the last post you missed some funny stuff, and about that last post, to those that read it, I asked her and she is indeed that girls sister.

Oh yeah I've been tagged.


-What's your full name?
Jeremias Unknown de Leon

-What's your nickname?
Gosh, I can do a post solely on nicknames.... Jerry, xaos (because people just love calling me by my username here), Goku, red ranger, jay, Yagi, Jared(one girl mistook hearing Jerry for Jared and called me that all year), J hova (work name), J Miah (another work name), Unk (yet another work name), Satan, Power Boy. Can't remember anymore right now..

-When's your birthday?
July 26!

-What's your favorite color?
red and black

-What do you hate most?
phonies, whiners, fish, taxis, rain, lightning, lots of other things

-What do you love most?
video games, anime, thinking, martial arts, potato chips, curvy women...

-What are your favorite creatures?
the Bible, my hair, this model of a Ferrari I have

-Do you watch cartoons?
Oh yeah man. The Simpsons, Yogi Bear, Magilla Gorilla, Tom and Jerry, the Flintstones, The Jetsons, The Smurfs, The Snorks, Wait 'Till Your Father Gets Home.

-What's the dumbest thing you've ever done?
Oh man too many to name

-Wow, you're pretty stupid...
Don't make me hurt you

-Which one of your characters do you like most?
Hmm... Hideoroa Benitez! Plus Xian Wudao, and 11/X and and... *goes off on a long list*

-Which one would you trash?
None of 'em man! Oh wait, the ones who are shameless knockoffs. They know who they are.

-What would you do if someone stole your work?
I'd kill them! I don't mean that as a euphemism either. I would strangle them and cut off their air supply until they passed away. (For extra credit which movie is that from?)

-What are your views on online dating?
I really wouldn't do it. My friend found a girl who would be his wife online though, but yeah I'd stay away as most people like to lie about their age and who they really are. If I happen to find someone that I loved online though, then that's alright though.

-What kind of people do you like?
Honest, simple folk. :) :D

-Would you still be nice to a boring deviant or otakuian?
Well, can't help it if they're boring so yeah I'd still be nice.

-What would you do if someone flamed you?
You moron! Now you've jinxed me! I've never been flamed before so I don't know.

NOW FOR YOUR CHARACTER:

-Hi
Huh? Oh hi.

- 0____o What's your name?
xaos that's pronounced caos or house.

-How old are you?
I'm ten th.... I mean I'm 20

-What species are you?
Some people call me a demon, others call me a god

-Are you male or female?
I guess I'm a dude. That would explain what I'm seeing between my legs...

-If you had to chose just one place to live for the rest of your life, where would it be?
The Elysian fields

-how creative do you think your human/creator is?
I don't know if he's so much creative... rather I believe he's whacked out. So very creative. ^^

-Could you describe your personality to us?
I like to think of myself as the most awesome being ever! (note from me: arrogant) plus I like to sometimes mess with people's heads you know? (Note from me: prankster) So yeah, I'm a cool guy who likes to have fun. But don't push my buttons, ya feel me?

-Hmm...Interesting...tell me your life story, if you don't mind.
Well, starting back when the earth was created... I mean back in 1988 some stuff that I shouldn't talk about here happened, then nine months later a boy was born. This boy was a rare occurrence the personification of chaos itself. I was born in Greece and while growing up I learned the fighting art of Pankration which in Greek means "all powers" or "all skills"

-*snore*
Hey! Wake up or I'll turn your head into a fish, then make random huge birds appear and peck your face off!!!

-If there was any other character here on TheO that you would do *wink wink* who would it be?
O_O Kinda confused... I guess there was some characters here I kinda maybe thought were sexy.... O///O

-Are you planning on getting re-designed anytime soon?
Ha! I've been redesigned already. But I believe that this guy is planning to change me up a bit again.

-Good or Evil?
Heh heh, whatever you think it is

-ok so this quiz about your highness is over, any last words?
Tell that "woman" she'd better not surprise me like that anymore! You hear me Sidra?

-Oh yeah, who are you going to tag?
I tag Ryosuke Forever, umm... whoever else has OCs This post only SEEMS long because of the tag.

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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

How I feel about those social networking sites

It's so true! See the video you'll get it. *laughs* Sad thing is I HAVE a Facebook, however doesn't mean I'm a fan. I only have it to keep in touch with old friends from school. Matter of fact I found TWO people who I never knew existed... O_o Well, there's lots of people in the world I don't know but I mean, I think they're relatives of a girl I kinda, maybe had a crush on. She never mentioned a sister, or brother (maybe cousin?) I'm kinda scared, I want to ask them but I'm not sure if they'll get all defensive all of a sudden. I guess I'm like that because of an experience asking if this girl was a friend of mine's relative and that friend was all of a sudden getting defensive. Well, I'd understand being protective but if you think I'm going to do that, then how much of a friend am I to you in the first place? You don't trust me? Whatever that's not what this is about. It's about this person and her sister (?) and brother (?) may be different. Starting to feel like I'm being tortured by this. Well, I'd explain why and the whole history I had with that girl and all, but that'd take too long. On a brighter note, college is going real well! ^^ I mean it's going fantastic, only complaint is that on Thursdays I have this huge gap between classes. This is how Thursdays go until October 20th. One class at 9:30 AM through 10:45 AM then my second (and last class of the day) at 2:00 PM! Gees... Well, I'll be off then. Fridays are when my weekends start so I should be commenting and all that by then! ^_^




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