Birthday • 1989-07-26 Gender •
Male Member Since • 2007-01-21 Occupation • commercial artist
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Achievements • becoming a commercial artist Anime Fan Since • 1992 Favorite Anime • Dragon Ball, Super Robot Taisen OG: The Inspector, GetBackers, Fantastic Children, Yu Yu Hakusho, Mobile Suit Gundam 0083: Stardust Memory Goals • To get into comics (this is very close to happening) Hobbies • model kit building
myOtaku.com: xaos
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So yeah I've been on a binge drawing Allysa and this is the song that started it. I love this song so much in the second attempt pic I put the Portuguese part of the lyrics up. It has a whole lot of energy and that made me think of her.
One thing though, I noticed that Allysa has now took over my portfolio! That's bad Linda would be very angry. She's my anime selves wife ya know?
I worked very hard on this pic and the thing that surprises me is that the dA version is MORE POPULAR THAN THEO VERSION! I never thought that would happen ever. I have such low expectations on dA. Also noticed that on theO version XAOS is on the corner there but the dA version I took it out.
Allysa by ~the-world-is-mine on deviantART
Oh yeah, that's not even the news I wanted to mention. You ready? I GOT INTO COLLEGE NOW! I got accepted and got my schedule today. I'm going for a graphic arts program and almost every single one of my classes is just graphic arts, the only non computer class is Psychology, that's it. I also get three day weekend every week. I only go Monday to Thursday. I'm fairly happy I feel I should do well and that I should be pretty well off.
Oh yeah and thanks for the comments on both my mom's anniversary and my whole venting one. That one had 6 on my myO and 7 on theO but Dafeather commented on both... so 12 comments all together! (ha ha ha you're cool Caprisha) ^_^
I just heard this song this morning and I already like it. It relaxes me, reminds me of a time in my life when things were good. Back when I was still just a little kid. Reminds me of growing up in Connecticut and even a bit of Chicago too.
Thanks to those who saw my last post all both of you, literally. Oh and thank God you understood the post Caprisha, if you didn't I would've gotten more depressed and begin to question if I can even speak right. Yes, it was a message. See I hate to say how I feel out and out especially online so I like to put hints and stuff up, but most of the time people either don't notice or don't care. I just don't like saying out and out "I'm depressed I feel like crap" so I put up a song that pretty much says how I felt.
You know I've noticed I seem to feel I'm in a lot of ways like a character from Grand Theft Auto named Dwayne. If you choose to spare his life you can be friends and learn more about him. The way he feels and is now is how I am here. Once he ran a gang and owned a bunch of places and was a high roller now, no one seems to care (except you if you spared him) and he is living in a cheap apartment and all. Feels like how I am, before I was up there and people seemed to care and it looked like I may even get somewhere with my art. But now, I'm hmm how do you say... abandoned... ALMOST. There are still some of you that stick by Tommy and Caprisha thank you guys. The thing is not only do I feel hardly cares what I'm saying. "You all have love for a fool at the top and don't know a fool at the bottom. Out." But I also feel I just don't have it as an artist either. Well, the artist part is resolved I JUST DON'T CARE ANYMORE. If you don't like my style, tough. Some things I understand but most of the time I feel people are getting at me for what's just my style man. I want things to look a certain way and I was looking at other things, cartoons, namely Family Guy and The Simpsons and I was thinking "my stuff looks about the same" The stuff I was hearing was to do this extra bit or add more here and stuff. Ever thought I wanted to look like he's glowing? Or that I like the way the colors look? So just because it isn't what you're used to seeing it's automatically bad? I thought art could be anything. Of course I'm not saying I don't need critique that would be EXTREMELY ARROGANT of me. I'm saying think of the person's style first, how they want it to look, even if they don't say it look at it and think "how does this person want it to look like in their head"
Anything else? Ah, nobody reads this anymore... wait! Yeah, one more thing the people I'm talking about are those that just skip me over I'm not talking about you guys who are legitimately gone like you were on vacation or had internet troubles or what have you. I know because I always feel bad reading those and I always say "I'm not talking about you!" :(
AH! This song portrays exactly how I feel about my dumb modem! It keeps kicking me off the internet! Dumb thing. What's going on with me? Well, the college I plan to go has instant acceptance week the last week of August all I need to bring is my high school transcripts since I already brought my test scores. Hopefully everything will work out and I'll be able to start school September 2nd. One small thing, I feel like stating, what am I chopped liver? I finally try and come back to commenting and I get hardly any love back on my updates. I've seen people with less friends, subbies, what have you get more comments than me. Not trying to sound like a comment monster or anything but it just befuddles me. What I bite or something? Don't get what I'm typing? Whatever... >< These are my latest art things for theO it's:
for dA it's the same pic but without any thing added from the computer.
I'm too lazy to do it again and I really think I should shut down the comp anyway. So yeah go there, it's about the game that caught me by surprise. Comments (0) |
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Saturday, August 9, 2008
Hold On
If you read this on theO no need to comment again. Just posting this here as well so those who stick with myO can know what's up.
Just saying, that I plan to get ion the groove of things again soon, commenting and all that. But for now I need some rest, and I have lots of other things to do that are [B]very[/B] important. I'm shooting to get back in business by Monday. So give me a chance and some time and I'll be back to how I used to be on here.
As that weird guy giving props to everyone. I wanted to type a post about this game that I'm completely caught surprised by, in a good way, too...
Oh well why not check this out then? It's by Dafeather, or Caprisha
This got featured on the front page of otaku. Ugh, AND people say to continue it. I really don't want to. Where is most people anyway? I posted on my primalxaos world and what little feedback I got didn't make things better matter of fact it drove me to add another page of that time bomb of a comic. Which gets featured of all things. Maybe if it was my other two comics I would be happy but this one? I've been feeling so depressed so attacked lately, it's not from here I know it yet here I am taking it out on here.
The Abridged War Continues! Show love for your favorite abridged series! It's hard for me to choose between Naruto Abridged, Yu Yu Hakusho Abridged and Gantz Abridged. Here's some more videos of the creators pwning each other.
This song isn't done by him by the way. (It's a totally different genre than the one he does)
So anyway you can vote for him or any other dj's you dig at djmag.com Totally free and heck they even give you a free mp3 to download (your choice, they give you a voucher and you pick, I picked the one up there, it's pretty rare) and a free digital issue of djMag! So go out there and vote! (If you care about dance, trance, house, drum and bass...)
edit: About the song, it's one that resonates very strong with my psyche (if that means anything) the melody of the song reminds me of dreams, more specifically my good dreams, to a point where I could've sworn I heard it in my dreams. I have a goal. There is a picture I want to do with based off this song. But I'm not good enough now to do it. My goal is to finally do the picture, so that I am satisfied with it. It doesn't matter what anyone else says. If I can do this picture and I'm satisfied with it, THEN will I call myself an artist. Comments (0) |
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
It was a hard choice for me but this song was the one playing in my head so... Not only that but this is a perfect summer song! Really, it's even made for a cd that's about mixes for the summer. So basically this song was made specifically for this season. Not only that but it just makes me feel relaxed ya know? It's got a nice mood to it.
Soul Calibur 4 came out... this is X-Play's review of it. Seems the online play needs work from what they say. I hate laggy online play. Well, thanks to those who wished me a happy birthday and all. Wasn't many of you on myO who did so. Most of it came from theO. Which is something I keep hearing about people sticking to myO yet most of the time the majority of my comments are there. I'm thinking of maybe deleting my other worlds on theO too. I mean they get little to no support. I mean a lot of times I have nothing to say about what's going on with me, I'm a bum until the fall so I don't have a lot of reasons to post on my main world and myO. So I find things that seem interesting and make a world specifically for that. Thanks to Yamchaa and Ryo for supporting the Streetfighter world but my fandom world gets zero support. So it goes like this Streetfighter= some and fandom = 0. What's the point of sharing things if there's nobody to share it with? I mean I have a strong desire of sharing lots of things but none of it gets noticed. *sighs*
Happy birthday to Knight Edge. (Me and him have the same b-day)
if you remember this pic here that I did.
Of my David Guetta? The f**k me I'm famous dj? The man who did the song The World Is Mine which is what inspired me to make deviantart name The-World-Is-Mine. Well this is the reference pic. I'm not ashamed to admit he is a handsome man.
Tomorrow is my birthday! I'm going to be one year older. Oh this? It's my self-proclaimed theme song. Matter of fact the one comment you see that it has? You see how it says one comment? That's from me saying this is my theme song!
Anyway since tomorrow is my birthday and all I just felt like showing pics of me in my early childhood kind of show you how I was growing up. ^_^ Yeah... two are baby pics, one is of my grampa and one I'm like...4 or maybe 5? I'm with my mom too and we have little plushies in our hands. Ready?
Here, I am being held by my mom and next to her is a family friend Chela holding her son and my earliest friend Aaron. By the way, I'm the blonde one. For those who seen a pic of me nowadays. I was born blonde and I have black hair now.
Another baby pic. Those were some old friends too and again I'm the blonde boy in the stroller. ^^
Me and my mom, I'm holding a little plush dragon and she's holding a plush cow.
This is my abuelo! My grampa, dad's dad. You know I still never met him in person? O_o My dad calls him Tony Stark. His name is Antonio and he's always after ladies and a bit cocky. So Tony Stark is a perfect comparison! (For those that don't know Tony Stark is Iron Man)
Hmm, since there's a theme song and stuff I guess this is a character profile! Since I made myself a character it's logical to start with myself since I'm killing two birds with one stone, about the character and about the creator.
name:Jeremias de Leon
age: tomorrow it's 19!
weight: 245 (I'm in shape and not portly though, that 245 is mostly muscle)
height:6' or 6'1" I'm not sure
about me: I like comedy, as you can probably see from my comic Mixtape. I'm not 'insane' but all signs point to having schizotypal personality disorder which some just call mild schizophrenia. I love martial arts! I started off in karate and am now doing muay thai but I also know some jujitsu, sambo, tae kwon do, eskrima, silat, xynyi liuhe quan, t'ai qi quan, sanda, krav maga, wing chun... dang I can't even remember all the crap I learned. Oh yeah I'm a Christian. I'm not one to shove beliefs down people's throats but I'm also one to get offended if you don't respect that I believe what I believe.
Since it's my b-day tomorrow I probably won't comment, I will see pms though most likely. Confused? I get on my PSP every day but not my comp. The PSP can't handle otaku so well, so I'm unable to comment but I can still read and reply to pm's though. Basically I'm saying I won't be on my comp but that doesn't mean you can't pm me and stuff. I'm also going to upload Sidra today. Caprisha put up her version and I think I should finally show otaku the "official" colors for her. I'm going to have to downsize it though. Comments (0) |
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Ha ha! So I'm in! 
