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Male Member Since • 2007-01-21 Occupation • commercial artist
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Achievements • becoming a commercial artist Anime Fan Since • 1992 Favorite Anime • Dragon Ball, Super Robot Taisen OG: The Inspector, GetBackers, Fantastic Children, Yu Yu Hakusho, Mobile Suit Gundam 0083: Stardust Memory Goals • To get into comics (this is very close to happening) Hobbies • model kit building
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Just listen. This has to be one of the most moving songs I've heard ANYWHERE let alone a movie. I get teary hearing this song yet I don't feel weak when I do. Matter of fact when I hear this song I feel stronger, like I feel the spirits of my ancestors.
The original inhabitants of the islands in the Carribean (including Puerto Rico) when Columbus was exploring were the Arawaks. The Arawaks came up from South America, places like the Amazonian rainforest. Anyways, I feel sad not knowing about my ancestry so much. You know most Puerto Ricans don't know? If you know me from before I already explained about Puerto Rican ancestry before. All I'm doing today is sharing why I feel more spiritual and connected. This song and the images I've found and what I've read, makes me sad that I never knew before. These images all have to do with the Arawaks specifically.
An actual Arawak stone carving.
Other things:
Boy is this city a lousy place to have adventures. I mean I go outside and wander around and... nothing! Yeah I was going outside for the sole purpose of just finding something to do or see something strange. That way I could have something to put in my comics! :D
Another thing: I'm feeling better now from yesterday. It's just I didn't expect to get reminded about that in a quiz and... I guess the pain of that just won't go away.
See ya 'round. I'm not going to be on anymore today. I used up my time. Comments (0) |
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Saturday, July 19, 2008
A bit different from theO post
Boy was today something. Little things first. I had some problems with changing my avi and I pmed Adam and... boy I feel dumb I just had to delete my temporary internet files. Thanks Adam!Ok bigger things I uploaded three art works. Two of them music related, one was a member of DBSK for CD and the other was my favorite house DJ David Guetta who did the song The World Is Mine it's up there in the intro to my primalxaos world. It's up there. The other was just to celebrate uploading art again the last art I uploaded before today was at the beggining of the month! That was weeks ago. So I wrote "Don't Call It A Comeback" on it, because I just didn't upload any art doesn't mean I was gone. Here they are check 'em out if you didn't already:
Yeah if you didn't read theO post you're only getting the links, no thumbnails for you... because I don't know how to do that. <_<
Oh yeah another thing! I just found my uncle's youtube account! I never knew he had one! Seriously I didn't. It's cool too because my uncle is a stuntman and a martial artist and he's been in movies like True Lies with Arnold Schwarzzenegger (is that spelled right?) He also has his own martial arts system he calls TDK. Check this vid of him out!
Thanks a lot for listening and I hope to chat tonight with some of you when it launches.
myO only: Well, I chatted with only one other person I know when it launched. That person being Ryosuke Forever. Everyone else was new person, though I didn't mind that I made some new friends because of it. Also if you can check out the guest post I made here http://www.theotaku.com/worlds/movetechno
WHR and xaos (I actually preferred posting this on theO all this html copy and pasting was a hassle)
I said next post I'd explain the relation between Witch Hunter Robin(from here on referred to as WHR) and xaos how this show inspired him. I remember seeing previews of the show before it even started airing they had previews for it and I remember thinking to myself this seems... familiar. I was thinking "a group of people all wearing black and fighting bad" sounds like something I thought of, seems like a show I dreamed about." Back when I was younger and I saw something that seemed like I would do I would yell 'rip-off!' and this was no exception I promptly yelled 'rip-off!' Note: another show I yelled 'rip-off' at that was so similar to a comic I was making was Elfen Lied a little too similar to what I was making at the time. But that's another story all together. Anyways from that you could say xaos was already sort of there in my mind since the beginning but I just met him three years ago. I remember even when I first met him I was half asleep on my bed after coming home from school then all of a sudden I have a vision, a daydream, whatever you want to call it of a guy in a big black coat. He was pretty tall and he looked menacing he looked like he had some strength in him that no one else had. I remember it well I could see him clearly and not only that I remember the area as well it was in a bar a dark bar and it looked like either A)he was getting in a fight or B)just finished a fight and was looking if anybody else was going to start trouble I couldn't tell that very clear he was so mysterious. I couldn't draw him so good for a long time but when I finally saw WHR and saw the character Amon seen here
I saw how I wanted to draw him Amon's personality and his design was something I wanted to integrate into xaos, there was also another character name Haruto Sakaki that was an influence. By the way the english voice for Haruto is none other than Johnny Yong Bosch aka Ichigo aka black power ranger. Haruto had a blue shirt and jeans under his coat instead of a black vest and all. So bam, I was thinking of giving xaos regular street wear under his jacket. The characters of WHR did have an influence but that's not to say I just ripped them off and made my "own" series but based off of them. I'm just saying the show is an influence. Xaos is his own man, no team stuff like in WHR though there is a team out there that fights and they look at him as sort of a leader or idol or something he has nothing to do with them. Xaos calls those people his 'groupies'. Why I haven't drawn these 'groupies' or said anything more about them, well truth is I haven't fleshed them out more yet. I have some basic designs for a female member though. Also like I said xaos was kind of always there I just never fully realized him then. I was looking through the very first drawings of xaos and I noticed I never gave him a name yet. Matter of fact I don't think I named him until senior year of high school. I saw that I just named him the unknown character. Man, even back then I noticed that calling him the unknown character makes sense now. As for where I got the name, again that's another story, same with his powers but I will tell you one thing about his powers and his 'identity' the show that made me realize that part of xaos was E's Otherwise. Yeah well, I'm starting to forget the other things I was going to mention so i should wrap it up. See this pic?
Does the lady on the left look familiar? That's the girl who my mom's avatar is of.
This pic is of the STN-J team. Now I actually forgot a lot about the story of the show so if you want that go to Wikipedia and for a quick synopsis go here ANN synopsis. Oh yeah what would I be talking about a show and not putting up the opening theme song?
I hope for those that never heard of this show before might Comments (0) |
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Friday, July 4, 2008
Which anime was it?
I was asking if people could guess which anime had an influence on xaos design. NOBODY got it.
It was Witch Hunter Robin. I'll do a whole explanation next post.
Ah! Just go there, I know a lot of you guys are myO only but just click that link and see the post, besides I got tagged and I took care of it on my world in the previous post. Comments (0) |
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
Hey there...
I've come back from a long sleep. I haven't been on in a while, I've been extremely busy (housekeeping stuff) and I have my batteries recharged, I went to church after having not been in church for like almost two years. I feel better I'm not angry, still feels like there's a bias and as my cousin showed me from CosmicSailor it's like theOtaku has a "...double standard" My e-card got rejected for "poor image quality" O_o I keep looking at it it doesn't look poor at all, I wonder if it's because of the watercolor effect. So I've got to "keep on trying, don't give up that fight" The song is perfect. Well, I was so busy but I could check my messages, I never got on the comp until... now but I can check messages on my PSP and PS3's web browser. *sighs* I wish theotaku ranking system was different. I feel I've done enough to not be an otakuite anymore. Well then! I have a mini-contest I'd like to announce. If you can guess what the motif for xaos comes from I'll do... something. Oh yeah, when I say where it comes from I mean which anime does it look like I inspired for the design of xaos. Not powers, or anything like that just design wise. Uh... here's a pic if you don't know who xaos is.
I need some ideas for a prize though. It is only a MINI contest however. Oh and see this pic of him too. It's not even done by me but she did him about right. ^_^ http://media-fanart.theotaku.com/495702-20071106204206.jpg
I'll see ya around. (watch me remember what I wanted to say AFTER I post...) Oh yeah and go visit C ko on theO! Comments (0) |
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Update
Hey there! How's it going buddies? Me? Well, I've been doing alright. I just beat MGS4 and I think I'll do a seperate post about it. Maybe make it a fan-word if it's well written enough. Wow though, I must say one thing THANK YOU GUYS For visiting my mom. Wow, I did not expect that much support. I'm shocked, but very pleasntly so. I don't even think I get that much comments on a world post. But then again I get plenty on myO but she doesn't have one. (Which is sad that newer members can't get one but they can comment on myO) If you haven't visited her yet and you said you did go for it now, late is better than never. Mom. Other news? I just submitted an e-card and I honestly hope it doesn't get rejected, I really like this one. Honestly I do. If it does I'll just re-submit it and make it look as much better looking as I can. Well then see ya.
Ah! This song is one of those songs that's in tune with my essence, my soul.
Thanks a lot:
Mainly to Tommy aka Cloudstrife777. You really said what was in your heart and I thank you for it, for letting me see the path again. Wallowing in self pity is not my style. So yeah, forget 'em. It's hard going in some of those biased contests and then when you call 'em out on it. I saw animepulse's response to those saying about those drawing in traditional style. Let me say these guys (or the guy who typed that out) don't sit right with me.
On another note. Shireishou updated! She says she wants to leave myO too. I was chatting with her in yahoo messenger too. Wow it was 6 in the morning where she was and it was 7pm where I was. She uploaded one more art to theotaku (dedicated it to me as well) and now she says she's going to be on deviantart almost exclusively. It's all up to her of course but I said it before if she wants to be there, I'll stick by her. ^_^ So please go check her myO and her art uploaded today. Or tomorrow since it's kinda late.
On another note. My mom joined theotaku! I told some of you already but now I'm telling all of you. Since she joined today she doesn't have a myO since you know, new members after VV launched can't get one anymore. But please go to her and make her feel welcome. Her username is C ko. The url to her portfolio is Make her feel welcome.http://www.theotaku.com/portfolio/c_ko thanks to those who already did. ^_^
She loves C-ko Comments (0) |
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Thursday, June 19, 2008
Ugh...
More Korn! Just to mess with ya. *laughs* That and I grew up with this song... shoot. Plus I'm angry right now... yeah.
Well, as I type this, my primalxaos world on theO has 1,200 views exactly. So to those who came by and always commented and to those who just dropped by, thank you. On other news, someone unsubscribed me... and it begins! I am not on as much (due to a whole bunch of crap happening out of my control) and people don't see me comment (because I can't) and decide to unsubscribe. Well, whatever. On something else changing it up again Contests forget them I'm sick of them. I am not entering a contest (except the two I said I would because they're friends) at all anymore at least until.... whenever I feel like it but it's going to be a long time months at least. I'm going to spare myself the disappointment. I'll still do art-trades and collabs and requests and whatever. But not these competitive things. I don't know I'm sitting on an awful lot of rage and shame right now, I definitely don't think continuing in these types of things will help any for now. Thank God I have GTA4 when I get angry I just kill a tom of people in that game and let it out then come back cooler. But still, I'm not going to forget. I'm starting to ramble now. Er... what else? I was watching Doctor Who, heh they were repeats from 2006 but they were cool. People were thinking ghosts were coming but it was really the cybermen. Heh, Timechaser knows a lot more than I do. HA! just checked out youtube right now and it says reccomended for you and it has a muay thai video.
All I want is, some love for mom 
