Birthday • 1989-07-26 Gender •
Male Member Since • 2007-01-21 Occupation • commercial artist
Personal
Achievements • becoming a commercial artist Anime Fan Since • 1992 Favorite Anime • Dragon Ball, Super Robot Taisen OG: The Inspector, GetBackers, Fantastic Children, Yu Yu Hakusho, Mobile Suit Gundam 0083: Stardust Memory Goals • To get into comics (this is very close to happening) Hobbies • model kit building
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Better do this while I'm still sort of calm. Oy, even though I have four days off (and pretty much everybody else in the United States) I feel so very distressed. Very, very distressed. Within this week some things happened that have me questioning myself. I have this restrained anger building up inside and I have to vent it somehow. Lest, something terrible happen. Like back in 5th grade... Well, let me start off by saying that it is pretty obvious that I'm a Dragonball fan. I'm not trying to make people love the series, I only ask for one thing mutual respect. I learned this from a friend of mine way back in 10th grade 4 years ago: respect for other people even if they don't like the same things you do. I don't like a lot of things myself and just because I don't doesn't mean I'll ever go "oh God, blank aw that's stupid" everybody is different and just because they are different doesn't give you a right to belittle them. All of the things that I've experienced and the fact that it happened so quick one after the other. Since it happened one after the other and so quickly the past few days I've been thinking "gees, am I a moron or something for liking Dragonball?" "or am I not fully developed in the head yet? or what?" I mean you guys are thinking "what's his connection to it anyway? why would he care so much?" Well, first off I wouldn't be an otaku! Second off I connected with it, I connected with the characters more deeply than I did in any other show. I'll stop there because it kinda felt like I'm trying to force people to like it or something. Which would be contradicting myself. Anyway, I never mentioned (or wanted to mention) a certain personality disorder that I never mentioned (not that one, not the schizotypal one I don't know if I have that one yet) but one called Borderline Personality Disorder. Which is one I don't have to think about I know when it comes to that. I never did because I don't want to use it as a crutch. If you ever can look up something called Borderline Rage though. Geez all I've been doing is rambling I don't even think I've brought up one valid point but I just feel the need to vent. All those things happening in succession had me feeling as if I were inferior.
Another thing that doesn't get me angry but rather straight up confused. People who like one thing but don't like a very very very very I stress very similar thing. I mean when I hear things like that I go "what's the diff!?" Seriously how can you like Vectorman but not Mega Man? Really. Or how can you like Final Fight but not Streets Of Rage? Those are just random examples but Final Fight and Streets Of Rage are very similar, though I like SOR's music better.
