Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: xDarlingxDollx

Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.

Pages (12): 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 [ Next ] [ Last ]



Friday, May 22, 2009


I've Grown Patient...That's Just Abnormal! Lol Jk XD
ROSIE!!! XD *glomps* It's been awhile since i updated. well not much has happened with me but alot has happened with Justin. Very Frustrating at the moment. He's moving out of nick's 'cause they're ( when i say They're i mean Alicia nick's Gf & her Mom) are giving Justin shit so He's moving out & he's going to get a place of his own. Plus if he stayed there he'd had to ask alicia's mom if i could stay & since i'm a stranger to her she would have said no.

So Since he's getting his own place he won't have to ask anyone if i could stay. i dunno if i said this already but he got his truck =] We're both healthy & well. His job isn't going to give him a raise so he's going to quit that job & get another one. As for me, i've been learning how to be patient & learning that in relationship's theres alot of give & take. Sometimes at night i don't get to talk to him 'cause he's exhausted so he just wishes me goodnight & we just talk the next day ^_^

Hmm... i bought a Domo plushie at Boarders =] Oh! & i seen the movie "Forgetting Sarah Marshall" OHMYGAWD! It's effing awesome! XD I've been reading this book that i bought at the thrift store, it's called "Prozac Nation" The girl in the book reminds me of myself so much that it's creepy, Lol. Except i never did coke to calm myself down -_- that is one drug i will never fucking touch.

I've been good, truly. Been thinking about you alot Rose, I miss you sweetie, tons & tons. I wish so much to email you & that's another thing, i have a new email. Well they say tomorrow it's suppose to rain.. i hope so =]
Update soon Doll i miss hearing from you, even though i know your exhausted from work, Heh & all you wanna do is just sink into your bed & just sleep. Well heres some pix that i took just yesterday, Enjoy! ^_^

This pic right here i took on the second of this month. it's not that new but i still wanna share it with you. It's a Geisha theme. My own version, sucks you can't see the lipstick tho.
Photobucket

Nobody puts baby in the corner.. NOBODY!
Photobucket

A friend of mine says i look so "Asian" in this pic, Lol.
Photobucket

"You look SO Japanese, General!"-Tyler
Photobucket

Listening to atmosphere & Lily allen
Photobucket

I lost my stud so now i'm wearing a hoop nose piercing :) My lips are sexy as hell tho! XD
Photobucket

Chillin' with my ma's plants & yes i have freckles >_<
Photobucket

Justin's my lithium. He's my favorite drug :)
Photobucket

I don't like the fact that i have a tan now >_< But Justin says i look like i'm gold like the goddess that i am, Lol.
Photobucket

In ten days there gonna open the pool! I can't wait! Summer is so fucking awesome! XD hope to hear from you soon Rosie *Hugs & kisses your forehead* Later sweetie, take care ^_^

Oh yeah! I almost forgot. I put up my Snapvine player so you can hear me. 'Cause my sister is having a fit so she's not letting me on so i'mma just leave voice comments so you can know how i'm doing. I will go to your site & see how your doing. I can only comment on your post's from my cell, I can't even post on my own site 'cause it logs me out on my cell -_-

Comments (0) | Permalink



Saturday, May 2, 2009


Your Skull Is Red :)
I love that song! XD It's by Team Sleep, check them out peoples. I've missed you bunches & bunches too Rosie! =] *hugs you tight* How you been, Doll? I see why you've been away for some time, one busy girl =] I'm so proud of you sweetie, truly i am & can't wait to see them tattoo's ;)

As for me, i'm doing well as always! On monday [my payday] i went to boarders my new shop spot :) & bought this badass manga/horror book called "I Luv Halloween" twisted edition, i loved it! ^_^ oh! & i bought some pocky as well, can't read manga without pocky now can i? XD Lmao. Then i went shopping with my ma to wally-world and it was thunderstorming bad! we had to call a cab & it was taking for-fucking-ever! to get a damn cab, so i saw a cabby checking his meter, he told me he would take my ma & i so i was like "Awesome" :)

Now my ma wants me to stay home 'cause of this damn swine flu. UGH!!! if anyone knows me best, knows i HATE to stay cooped up, i get cabin fever, Lol, seriously. I can't stay in one place for a long time i freak out, that's why i go out alot sometimes. Justin is doing well too ^_^ i told him to be careful of the swine flu 'cause i heard it reached vermont. He's actually the first man EVER to be welcomed in my family, that's a huge honor 'cause no one has ever been welcomed in my family like that, everyone in my small family loves him, the most shocking one is my ma, Lol.

I took some new pix & i have gotten hit on like you wouldn't believe -_- Some guys are really disgusting i swear. Oh! & Noe sent me new pix of her & Zorion [her baby boy ^_^] on my cell. Hope to hear from you Rosie! *hugs* take care Doll!

Noe's Baby boy Zorion =]
Photobucket

Noe & Zorion <333
Photobucket

Me as a blonde! XD
Photobucket

Bombshell!
Photobucket

My niece says i look like an angel in this one :)
Photobucket

In the wise words of Rachel Ray "Yummo!" Lmfhao! XD
Photobucket

Love my black eyeliner <3
Photobucket

Comments (0) | Permalink



Saturday, April 18, 2009


I Use To Be In The
Yeaah i use to draw on my eyebrows, not anymore though! Lmao! Back in '08 you can't really tell in pix. Anywho, how you been Rosie? I've been fantabulos :D I'm madly in love, Justin is amazing as always & i'm the happiest that i've been in forever. You know i could have a bad day or be sad & he can make me smile & laugh. He knows how to keep & make me happy.

Anyways. I have a new shopping spot that i go to that i've never stepped foot in & i'm glad i checked it out.. BOARDERS!!! XD Yeah, yeah, i know everyone goes to boarders but i was a virgin to it so give me a break, Lmao. i Spent $67.91 in one day there. i bought 3 dvds which are: The Virgin Suicides, Secretary (1 Of my favorite movies =]) & Queen Margot. OMG that movie is very hard to find & i'm glad i found it there. It's a fucking badass movie, it's long but worth it, i've been wanting to see it since i was 16. Then i got me some Manga :) i got Strawberry panic Vl.1 & 2, Princess Ai the complete edition (it's a huge fucking book with all the volumes together) & Gaba Kawa (which is very cute & i totally recommend it ^_^) The nightmare before christmas (Badass manga version! XD) A manga diary & lily allen's first cd "Alright, still" Psssh! I'm a official boarders card member too! Hahaha!

I'm a shopping fool! once you put money in my hand i'm off to shop! Lmao. Then i went to Subway & bought my usual, an Italian BMT, delicious. & i went to burger king to get an icee & went home to enjoy my manga & movies, it was a great night. On a sad note my Pet ferret Kimchi Died. My ma Didn't let me see her 'cause she knew i would breakdown in tears. I Loved Her. It's odd 'cause the last day she was alive i took her to my room & i was playing with her & we took a nap together, then the next day she just passes away. At least she was happy on her last day with me :( my friend Noe had her baby on thursday, she has a beautiful baby boy! :) Omg.. he is such a little prince, i'mma try to upload the Picture that Noe sent me so i can show ya ^_^

I had a great day & night. Well i will wait for a post from you Rosie, let me know how your doing Doll, i miss you :( *hugs* I hope everything is going good with you sweetie

Comments (0) | Permalink



Saturday, April 11, 2009


Yogurt!
ROSIE! *glomps* sorry it took me forever to post. Hmm.. i named the title that 'cause that's what i'm eating right now, Lol. i've been busy but this time i've been packing my bags & getting ready to go soon. Again we had to postpone me going, the reason this time, justin's car messed up so now he had to get a loan from the bank, was having a hard time to get a co-signer & so on. His mama is going to help him though. He moved into his friends place & he loves it there ^_^

So now we have to wait a little more. Which is okay 'cause it will give me more time to spend with my fam & all. My friend Noe is looking gorgeous day by day, she's going to have her baby soon! I'm so happy for her ^_^ I think my fam & i are going to do somethin' for easter, Justin & his fam are going out for brunch. Nothing else exciting over here, except for the fact that the carnival is coming back into town again!

Are you doing anything for easter Rosie darling? :) Ttyl Doll! *hugs* Take care

Comments (0) | Permalink



Tuesday, March 24, 2009


He Calls Me Giggles & I Call Him Goatee! XD Lol
Ahhhhh!!!!! It feels so good to be back at myotaku, babeh! it's been awhile, my bad Rosie :( My sister moved her room around and had the compy disconnected for some time and she finally hooked it up earlier today. I've been hella good, babeh! i've been doing fucking fantabulous! Justin is amazing as always. When he got off of work at 10:30Pm we were talking & he told me he cut his thumb & he told me it's not as bad as it sounds, he said the blood soaked up the band-aid, wtf!?

He told me when he was younger & when he wasn't working he'd stay at home & watch tv, he told me "Guess what i would watch baby?" i told him that i gave up & he said "Powerpuff girls!" Hahaha i thought that was the cutest shit ever. You have to understand one thing about Justin, he was raised around females. He'd always be around his mama, his sister & their friends. Like me his father left him when he was a kid.

I'm leaving to go to Virginia at the end of this month, once he's settled with the place he gets, i'm off my way :) i can't wait! Hmm... nothing else to talk about, nothing else new. I took new pix to celebrate my nerdy side! & my pin-up side ;) hope you like'em! Awww.. i miss hearing from you too Rosie, hope to read a new post from you, Doll. Lol awesomness! I miss the rain it hasn't rained over here in houston for some time, Lol well your in my thoughts as always sweetheart. Kiss the rain for me my sweet Rosie ^_^

Bettie page's daughter XD
Photobucket

Strawberries
Photobucket
Photobucket

I'mma Thinkin'
Photobucket

Sex Kitten =^.^=
Photobucket

He Makes Me Swoon ^_^
Photobucket

NERD! XD Lol
Photobucket

Blowing Kisses
Photobucket

His Giggles
Photobucket

Laterz! =]

Comments (0) | Permalink



Sunday, March 8, 2009


   Oh Won't You Walk Through & Bust In The Door & Take Me Away?
Hey Rosie! *hugs* How you been sweetie? I'm doing great. Thank you for wishing Justin Well ^_^ He's finally over his damn cold, thank god, Lol. Not much going on over here, just same ol' same ol', Heh. Well my love & i have postponed me visting him on this month 'cause he's now thinking about living with a friend, they have a empty room and they might rent it out to Justin for $500 which is really cool. It's a master bedroom, we'll have our own restroom so we don't have to worry about nothin'! At the end of this month he'll be moving. But they haven't decided if they're going to give the room to him.

So somewhere in april we'll finally be able to be with eatch other. It's funny 'cause i've actually learned how to be paitent, Haha. Took me long enough that's for sure. *Sighs* i can't wait to be with him. I will have extra money to spend, $200. so i'm going to get a new pair of boots XD and some more pants. I'm also going to color my hair purple =] can't wait to show you & Justin. BLUE OCTOBER HAS A NEW SONG OUT!!! XD omg i love that band! Justin Furstenfeld is the shitness! yes, yes the lead singers name is Justin too, Hahaha! the new song is called "Dirt Room" check it out ;) i went to go download it onto my MP3 player, i've been playing that song none stop, just like with this other song by Katy Perry "Thinking Of You" I like that song alot.

I had fun spending time with my baby lastnight. He was busy helping a friend install speakers for his friends girlfriend. He spent time with his friends. Then a friend of his called him & told him it was his 21st birthday he didn't even know! so he went to the birthday party & had some BBQ & went home to spend time with me :) He told me on his way home he went to get some gas at a station he goes to all the time and that the buisness owners son told him he had some bongs & wanted to know if he wanted to see them & Justin was all 'Hell yeah, lemme see' so he bought one off the dude.

Justin told me 'out of everyone, he came up to me & asked me about looking at the bongs. man, i guess i look to much like a stoner, baby. i might have to shave my beard' Lmfhao! XD Guess what he named the bong?...... he named it OCTOBER! XD Hahaha. He said 'A beautiful bong deserves a beautiful name' ^_^ he said he's going to be all 'Hey i'ma take a hit from the Veronica bong' Lol. My silly goose. Then i let him go 'cause he was tired & sleepy so i wished him goodnight & continued working. I was finishing a movie '30 Days Of Night' Omg, what a great movie, i totally recommend it to vampire lovers.

Well i'm going to change my site up a bit then i'mma go listen to some more songs. I get off work soon, it's already 12:00PM, i don't get off until 2:15PM, i can't wait to sleep.

Alrighty then, i will post again soon Doll *hugs again* Laterz! =]

Comments (0) | Permalink



Monday, March 2, 2009


Meh..
Hey Rosie! how you doing Doll? I'm doing good. Well today went great, i gots paid babeh! XD now i have $300 for my trip. Omygawd! I'm ready, all i need is for Justin to give me the okay so i can go over there. He's waiting to get a house for him & i, a friend of his is going to be his roomie, which is cool. Speaking of justin, he got sick :( again. Jesus H. Christ! i told him he doesn't bundle up properly, all he wears is freakin' jeans, a ICP shirt, a hoodie and a beanie, i mean Wtf?

I told him to just rest and not to worry about calling tonight & he's all 'I love you, your so good to me' i just laughed. He told me he's never had a woman like me that treats him like i do, he said all the girls he's been with would get pissed off at him but not me, he loves that i'm understanding, Lol. I try, that's all i can say. I love him to pieces and i'm going to treat him like the king he is to me. He calls me his 'Goddess' Lol i love it when he calls me that, makes me blush.

Hmmm... Nothing new with me really, nothing exciting but some friends of mine were telling me there fun night around town picking up girls and shit. my friend david told me 'psht! i was ready to go deslocate some vagina's!' Lmfhao! i dunno about you guys but i found that fucking hilarious, he's just stupid funny like that.

Ehhh.. Hmmm.. that's about it really. Oh! my sister is going to be a third shifter at work so that means i gets to sleep all day! XD awesomness!

Alrighty well i will post again soon, take care sweetie! *hugs* :)

Comments (0) | Permalink



Wednesday, February 25, 2009


I Can't Get Enough Of His Clown Love ^_^
Hey Rosie! *hugs* Sorry i haven't been on here in a while, i've been busy with work and such. How you been sweetie? i've missed hearing from you! i can't wait to E-mail you, i want to so bad but i know i can't 'cause your mama :( I'mma try to have more time to post on here okay, Doll? so you'll know how i'm doing.

I've been doing thug-tastic! Hahaha nah but for reals theres no words that can describe how i've been doing, God i swear, Justin is a really amazing Juggalo. He promised my ma that he's going to take care of me. no man has promised my mother that. I CAN'T WAIT TO GO!!! XD

i can't wait for the fucking end of february! Hmm.. lets see... I got this badass polka dot dress, pinup girl style! Lol and these shoes, Omg.. They look like stripper shoes! I have to take a picture of them and show you! they're fucking awesome. I was going to wear that when i meet his mama and friends but he told me to just be myself so i'mma wear jeans & a shirt. My nieces love him & he likes them, he told me there cute, he loves my nana, he says she reminds him of me XD meaning a 'Smartass' Hahaha! Already well i'mma go but before i do heres a picture of my handsome baby :)

Photobucket
Photobucket

Justin & his niece :)

I hope you have a great day/afternoon/evening & night, sweetie ^_^ Laterz!

Comments (0) | Permalink



Tuesday, February 10, 2009


This Is How We Do In VA!!!
Hey Rosie! How you doing sweetie? I'm doing good. My ma & i made up, she's no longer mad at me, she's being understanding now, which is good. I'm leaving houston in march on the 6th. Gosh damn, i'm so happy & excited but i have to come back to H-town to get some stuff, so i will be staying with my boyfriend for two weeks in VA. When i get there Justin's going to have his own place so we can be alone and whatnot. He's going to introduce me to his family & friends and his juggalo homies. Go to parties, get drunk and high, that's going to be the shitness. oh yeah, J & i are going to take pix together ^_^ He's an amazing juggalo. When i come back & get my stuff i can go back to Virgina & stay there for good.

Hmm... oh! my sister finally figured out how i can upload pix to her comp, so when i'm done updating here i can show you some pix i took ^_^ The pic i have on my pro is when it was Mardi Gras on this month, i had mah mask! XD Lol.

It's really beautiful today, it's raining. I missed the rain. Well i have to go breaks up and i have to finish working, i'm off on Thursday, i'mma sleep ALL day, Lol. Have a good day rosie *hugs* Ttyl Doll =]

My ferret Kimchi Sleeping on top of me & my Malcom X shirt, Lol
Photobucket

Smiling For Justin
Photobucket

Look at that sexy bitch! Haha
Photobucket

Laterz!

Comments (0) | Permalink



Sunday, February 1, 2009


Virginia
hey Rosie. it's been awhile since i updated here, damn. it's good to be back =] well alot of things have happened. I got a ferret for my birthday, she's an albino, i named her Kimchi ^_^ I'am now 21!!! >_< My mother is kicking me out of the apartment, i have a new bf & i'm moving to Virginia. All in all i got over my cold that i had. On monday i get paid, i need to save up $300 & believe me, i never wanted something so much then to get the hell out of here. It sucks that my mother is kicking me out but it's whatever. Maybe soon i will explain all of this.

well i better get back to work, I Love You Rosie *hugs tight*

Comments (0) | Permalink

Pages (12): 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 [ Next ] [ Last ]