Thursday, August 30, 2007

Oh Yeaa!!!
not that many of my friends know i love blues music, but you guys know now Lol. the guy that's singing he goes by "John Doe" i love his music. i took some pic's of the boys skateboarding, i will post the pictures whenever i find my damn camera -_-

oh yeah and to answer your question Tristan; yeah they changed when i was four. my eyes are now brown, they turn hazel when i get pissed off though.
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

I Got Tagged By Crows
The rules are:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more people are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.

okay well my eight fact's are

1. i have alot of irony with dolls. i was named after a doll, i have nicknames that are from dolls. i look like a doll and i have a porcelain doll collection.

2. i'm obsessed with vampires

3. i can speak italian (just the curse words) Lol

4. i once had steel blue eyes

5. i pierced my nose myself when i was sixteen (i still have it)

6. i have a connection to the moon (it's odd)

7. i have relatives that are gypsys

8. i've never broke any bones in my body

Mm'kay now i tag : XbangXbangX, xXTristanXx, Zanthos Octavian, FunkyArtMonkey, SergeantTickles and Shiro Kageryu.

the rest of my friends don't really post that much so i just picked seven friends that do so yeah Lol. good luck guys..
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Monday, August 27, 2007

i called Tim yesterday and him and i are good, i'm just a brat, a senstive brat. i was just fragile at the time and whatever anyone would tell me i would just get pissed off. but i've been doing better. he wasn't mad at me, that's what Tim said. so while i was talking to Tim on the comp seth called me and told me his dog died, he was a pretty old dog and he knew his time was up but he didn't know he was going to pass away so soon. he was all "tobie tonight i want to get fucked up, i want shots and beers none stop" i told him he better snap out of it.

so when i i told Tim bye i went to my room and grabbed a new shirt and i walked all the way where seth lives at and he was in the backyard with his dog, his name was "moose" Lol. he was a sweet little dog. when he was finished burying him he told me we were going to wait for henry, scott and Todd. so when the guys got there we all got in seth's car, rachel called me, she said "he's hurting right now Tobie, can you do me a favor and keep a eye on him? he needs his little sister" so i promised her that i would make sure that i would keep him out of trouble for her.

we went to downtown and just made fun of the cops Lol. they were on horseback though. it was funny cause they didn't mess with us Lol, we were making snorting noises and i yelled out at one "HEY PIG! GO BACK TO YOUR DONUTS!" Lmfao! then the cop started moving his horse slowly to the left and we were all "oh shit!" so we left and went to a different part Lol.

i totally grinded this rail, i did badass, man. the boys kept on clapping Lol, i told Tim i was going to do a trick for him and i did it perfect, cause usually i fall on my ass, this one time i fell on my hands it effin hurt! next time we're going to have to catch it on video. so we left downtown and we went to the target and just chilled in the parking lot, then we went inside and i went looking around at the electronics and henry ran to get me and he was all "Tobie! seth's going to do it, come on!" i was all "aw shit"

so we were all giggling and seth picked up the phone from the innercom and he mimicked the voices from charlie the unicorn Lol. "Heeyy charlieee! we're going on a adventure, an adventure charlieee!!!" Haha. then the manager was all "HEY! HEY! GET AWAY FROM THERE! don't you kids have anything better to do?!" and we all started laughing and said "no" Lol so we went home after that. the night was still young it was about 10:35PM. i went home, took a bath changed into a big shirt and pj pants and watched cartoons then i started thinking of Tim Lol.
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Saturday, August 25, 2007

Something Wicked This Way Comes..
Mehehehe!!! i'm back loveys *hugs and kisses everyone* it's good to be back. they wanted me to stay longer at the hospital but they said if the doctor didn't show then i could go home. i talked to some threapist's, they wanted to know how my home and personal life is going *rolls eyes* i wanted to be a smartass so i told them "it's peachy effin kin" Lol. nah, they were cool. one of the threapist's asked me if i tryed smoking? that it's very "threaputic"

i told them i quit lastyear and besides i'm not old enough to smoke. yesterday my male nurse ian was checking my heartbeat and when he left the room seth looked at me and said "Psh! he just wants to cop a feel on your chest" Hahaha. seth caught me singing when i was alone in my room, Lol i don't like singing when people are around, but when he walked in he was all "Awww you were singing like a little bird" Lol, i kept saying that it wasn't me and then i finally gave in and told him that it was Lol.

sooo today i'm going to be talking to all of my Babies! i'm going to be on messenger and on my other site and of course here on myO. i hope i can talk to Tim today, i'm not going to call his home phone, cause when i called him on friday i told him i would call but i don't think i should. i just want to know what i did or say wrong, i don't think he'll be on messenger today, he does still have school but we'll see.

okay i have to go answer PM's, later loveys *hugs*

P.S. thank you for all the hugs, kisses and i love you's, that's what kept me going to get out of there, to see you guys..
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Friday, August 24, 2007

hey guys, seth again. well i visted tobie yesterday she's doing somewhat better they gave her a male nurse the dude is fucking young. october asked him how old he is and he's all like *i'm 23* i was fucking shocked cause he's the same age as me lol. they gave him to tobie friday and when he walked in the room he introduced himself to us and i told tobie *man i would so bang that man of a nurse* hahaha she couldn't stop laughing so she told me to behave lol. i sent her hugs and kisses and i love you's from you guys to her. she says thank you and gives you all her love she said when she gets back she's going to cover you guys in hugs and kisses lol. she told me that yesterday she called tim's house and no one answered she hates answering machines but she left a message anyways. i swear if tim breaks her heart i'm going to break his dick. i honestly don't think he loves her maybe he just wants her so he can get in pants but then again i could be wrong. then she told me she called brittany and that she was making her laugh. today when i went to go vist her i brought her white roses, scott, todd, henry and i all bought her some, her face lit up like the fourth of july she loved them. she told me that no one has ever given her flowers well besides her mom but that's on valentines day lol. she's getting excited about coming back so she can see you guys, she wants me to go to her other site and change her screen name to *your a virgin who can't drive* lmfao from that movie clueless when that redhead tells the blonde so i'm fixing to go do that for october i hate this song on her site it's so goddamn depressing but she loves it, it's interesting how depressing songs make her happy. okay well i'm going to go vist her and crack jokes about her male nurse lol. bye take care everyone

-seth
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Thursday, August 23, 2007

hi guys this is seth, i don't know how to say this but tobie's in the hospital. she was at home when whatever happened, she's not really talking that much. she keeps on crying and saying *all i wanted was to talk to him* i asked her what she was talking about and she said she called tim so she could talk and he told her off in a way i can't really say what happened all i know is that whatever happened it upsetted her and just added more to what she's going through right now. the nurses bandaged her arm from the time she cut it i asked the doctor what happened and he sayed it's stress and her lack of eating. i asked him when do they think they'll be able to release her, he said saturday. october feels that tim is loosing interest in her but i don't think so he's probably just tired or something. i was telling her that when i was in the room with her. i asked her what happened she said she fainted in the hallway and then she started crying when she was telling me, i don't like seeing or hearing my little sister cry if you ever heard her cry itd break your heart like it does mine. october told me to go home and take rach cause we look tired lol. i'm going to check on her in the morning if they let me. she said she wanted me to go and change her song on her site lol. she told me to tell you guys that she loves you all so very much and that she'll see you all soon.

-seth
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Sunday, August 19, 2007

Mudd Football Is The Sh*t!..
i shouldn't even post today, cause 1 it's a sunday Lol but oh well. well i had fun with seth, conner, todd and some of our old friends they came back into town some days back, henry and scott. we played mudd football it was awesome! XD

i told Tim about it earlier he was all like "Eww" Lol. yeah!!! i got mudd everywhere, it's pouring rain over here so the guys and i are taking advantge of it while we still can. after that we had to go to the walgreens cause, todd pulled a muscle when he got tackled so he got some icy hot. and while they were looking around i went to my favorite aile of them all THE CONDOM AREA XD

that aile always makes me laugh then i saw the ky lube i started laughing even more, so i took a picture of the condoms Hahaha. i was bored.


Ugh! and tomorrow Tim goes back to school, i'm going to miss him sooo much. but it's okay cause by the time he's done with school he's going to have a sexy brain Lmfao. this morning i asked my mom if she remembered when i showed her the pic of Tim, he was rocking the stubble, i always find stubble VERY sexy, anyways, she said yes that she remembered and she wanted to know why i was asking and i told her "because...i want to lick his stubble VERY slowly!" Hahaha and she was like "Oh My God! Veronica behave yourself!" Lmfao! well i gots to go babies, it's already 6:23PM, i will see you all tomorrow..
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Saturday, August 18, 2007

okay as promised i told you all of you i was going to post the movie. so when one ends just go to the next one. thank you bunny, what you said really meant alot to me dear.

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Friday, August 17, 2007

Depressing Friday..
i shouldn't wake up every morning thinking that i'm going to see Tim everyday when i'm not. i should be used to not seeing him everyday but i'm not. i'm hating this feeling that i'm having right now. some days i'm lucky to see him and tell him how much i love him and others i wait all day and he never shows, that's all due to him being busy i guess. Ugh i feel so fuckin stupid.

anyways yesterday i was sitting on the sofa watching tv and my mom was trying to baby me out of my mood that i'm still in. i saw an commercial for the "doodle bears" you guys seen those? you know, the bears you can write on with markers?

well my mom sat on the seat of the sofa and she told me to lay my head on her lap and she was playing with my hair and when i saw the commercial i said "i never got one of those when i was little" and my mom said "do you want mommy to get you one?" i nodded my head yes. then she said "Baby you need to stop being so depressed, i don't like seeing you like this" i gave her a kiss and went to my room without saying a word.

so i just sat in the middle of my room with one light on, listening to this song called "Knock me out" by linda perry, staring at my easel. i remember i would paint and smoke a cigarette at the same time Lol, but that's all over now, i quit smoking since lastyear. it's dark in my room, pitch black, i have my windows blacked out so no light comes in, that's why when i wake up i still think it's night time.

today and tonight it's suppose to pour, we're getting alot of rain due to the hurricane coming, anyways, i'm going to go wait for Tim but i already know that he's not going to show up. it's already 2:18PM, i will catch you guys later, bye babies..
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Thursday, August 16, 2007

I Try And Laugh About It, Hiding The Tears In My Eyes 'Cause Girls Don't Cry
the rain is really starting to come down right now *dances like a geek* Lol.i finally got to see Tim today, we talked then he wasn't feeling good. poor Baby. so while he was gone for a bit, i waited for him on the sofa. then when he got back, i told him if he wasn't feeling good for him to just go lay down, cause i didn't want him to pass or black out, it worries me when that happens and then he said "you deserve better" i hate it when he says things like that, he hasn't told me that in awhile but tonight he said it.

it pisses me off when he says that. i got quiet, somewhat. the only reason was because i got pissed off, he already knows that my temper is short. i love him so much, he's an amazing guy but he never sees it. i don't think he knows how spectacular he really is. when he left i just got away from the comp and i was walking back and forth in the hall, trying to get unfrustrated. it's something i do whenever i'm really mad. i will get over it, i'm a tough girl, not all the times, just when i need to be.

i just feel like i'm not a good girlfriend, i feel like i'm not doing enough for him or something. Ugh now i'm sounding whiny and shit. whatever. i'm watching "Mallrats" i like that movie then after that i'm going to watch "London" i really like that movie it has that brittish dude, Jason Statham A.K.A. "the transporter" dude. it's already 2:21AM. i might log into myspace and hang-out in band sites. anyways. i'm going to go wallow in my gothicness and i will catch you beauties later.

P.S. i'm going to be having a movie night if you all want to watch it. it's my #1 favorite movie it's called "The Crow" this is the trailer and saturday night i will post the movie.

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