Thursday, October 9, 2008

Add Smartass Title Here, Lmfhao! XD
Hey my pumpkins! ^_^ *hugs all* how are you all doing?

i'm having a great day today! even though i have to work Lmao. :) i think this is the happiest i have ever been. i feel things are actually in place, all the missing pieces are put together in a sense. i feel free, i feel on cloud nine, i have the greatest boyfriend who's coming to spend the weekend with me, i have a good job, spectacular friends & family. my sister and i are actually getting along, which is very scary Lmao!. plus, we've been bonding lately too :)

i had a good morning as well. i woke up, smoked a joint, had two bowls of cereal and a apple and a banana (the motherfuckin' munchies, Lol) watched Invader Zim, betty boop and popeye, i love the classic's. i have a feeling that my mom is going to like Patty, i feel she's going to see what i see and feel. a great guy. it took me forever to find him, he told me he was looking for me for ten years, well we finally found eatch other and we're never letting go of eatch other for anything or anyone. i love him so much. i went through hell and back and so did he.

i planned out our first date! :) i'm taking him to this carnival that i like to go to when there in town. i hope there still here when he gets here, then after the carnival, i'm taking him to this adult shop called 'Eros' so we can look around and laugh at all the weird shit, Lmao! he told me 'i don't think that's a good idea babe' Lol, i asked him why and he said " 'cause i could get idea's ;)" Lol. he said when we go in he's going to be all 'WOOOW! those are some of the hugest blow up dolls i have ever seen!' Hahaha. i told him the guy or girl working behind the counter is going to think we're on ecstasy, Hahaha. then from the adult shop i wanna take him to the westbury park so we can swing on the swing's and then i'm taking him to denny's to eat. we might get the smoking section. and if others look at us i'ma tell them 'we ain't smoking what you smoking ;)' LMFHAO! Hahaha. maybe stay out a little more and then go home, to watch tv together.

i'm planning on getting my ears pierced again, so that way i'll have three piercings eatch on both ears, then from there i'm getting my nipples pierced plus my belly button. i want barbell's for my nipples. i love getting pierced, i like the pain of it, sounds freaky but i like it. i adore good pain's Lmao. alright well break is up, talk to you all later on, everyone have a great day/evening/night. laterz! *blows kisses* ^_^

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Tuesday, October 7, 2008

They Call Me 'Mad Hatter'!
'sup pumpkins! *hugs all* how you all doing? i'm doing great. just working but i'm on my break for a bit so i decided to give yet another update. to my sweet Rosie, yes my dear, even in these times people are still ignorant about how one dresses. and don't worry, no one not even the devil herself could ever change me. i love the way i am, and i will FOREVER be this way, not give a damn about what anyone thinks of me and love the ones i have in my life :) apperciate and love everyone for who they are, flaws, mistakes, and everything in between.

well lasnight Patrick's sister had her baby! she had another boy, she made him a uncle three times, he sent me a picture of his new nephew, he's so precious! i told Patty that i couldn't get over how beautiful he is and Patty said 'me Either!" ^_^

lets see.. well my monday night was pretty awesome, i smoked a joint and watched some porn. Lol! it sounds like a guy night, but hey, even a girl can enjoy nights like that too. genuine pow-right-in-the-kisser hardcore porn, HAHAHA! then from guy-on-girl, i switched over to my favorite, girl-on-girl! gotta love lesbian porn, at least i do, oh sweet fucking chainsaw! they were doing tribbing! shit, that is so hot! if you don't know what 'tribbing' is then google it. theres other words for it but i'm not getting into it Lol. i'm not much for straight porn i have only one reason why i watch it and Patty made me blush when he figured it out ahaha.

ANYWHO!...

sorry about that guys! >_< guess what? my family and i are moving to a new apartment soon, we're going to start packing on friday, i'm really happy about that ^_^ the reason why we're moving is a long story too, which needs more time to write down, on my off day i will explain. & yet again i'm having my own room! XD

the title you ask? why yes they call me mad hatter! ^_^ Greg calls me mad hatter 'cause i'm very eccentric like the mad hatter on alice in wonderland Lol. i have many nicknames that it's not even funny. TOO many, Lol.

well i have to go break is up and i have to go back, well i hope everyone has a great week and i will see you all on friday! ^_^ *hugs and blows kisses*

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Monday, October 6, 2008

Ignorence Still Creeps..
hey guys *hugs everyone* i've missed you all so much. it's been awhile since i updated. first off i would like to take the time to say to Britty, thanks for visting me, it's been a long time, huh? i hope your doing well Britt. well alot has happened since the last time i updated, my ma and i made up, i think she missed talking to me or somethin' i dunno. i missed talking with her too.

Patrick told me that he's going to take off from work so he can come by and vist me! he told me it might be one or two weeks that he's going to be with me, i just want to spend time with him i don't care and we're going to make that one or two weeks feel like heaven ^_^ omg, i'm really excited about that, he told me that thursday night when he was drunk Lmao. he told me that a buddy of his told him he could rent a car for $25 bucks up in Lima, Ohio, but he said he could take a bus. 'whichever one that will take me quickest to you baby' Awww! ^_^ *blushes* Lol.

In the wise words of my friend Brenda 'Kissing leads to touching, touching leads to sex' Lmfao! hahaha! but we're not going to have sex 'cause he's going to be sleeping in the living room and i'm going to be spending time with him in there and i don't want my mom or sister getting up and seeing us going wild on the sofa so yeah and besides sex can wait, theres no hurry. i just want to hug him, kiss him and play with his gorgeous hair, tell him jokes like i always do so i can hear that sexy laugh :) i love making him laugh. we're going to take pix together, of us kissing and whatnot.

Now it's time to get serious.

on the 30th of last month i got attacked. i got paid that day and went out. i bought some clothes and i went to the walmart to get my shampoo's and whatnot. then from there i went to the bestbuy to get a cd but it turned out they were closed, so disappointed i went back and got something to eat and waited for the bus to pick me up and drop me off. now mind you, this is at night, around 10 and like always i'm all in my black gear. as i'm sitting at the bus stop waiting, this car pulls up with four caucasion guys they pull up and say 'ma'am, excuse me do you have a light?' i smiled and said no, so they turn around and looked at eatch other and i noticed a loud nosie, they were throwing eggs at me and as they drove off they yelled 'FAT BITCH! GO EAT A DICK, FUCKING VAMPIRE BAT BITCH!'

you know what the sad thing is? the bus stop is close to a police station not ONE OF THEM saw a damn thing nor did a damn thing, not like i expected them too, fucking pigs, i fucking hate cops. there all fucking crooked. so i called Patrick all in shock and told him what happened there was more cussing then talking Lol. he told me he was sorry about what happened and if he was there he'd find them and i knew what he'd have done to them. so pissed off i just started walking home, my apartment isnt far from the bus stop either. this is not the first time that people have attacked me for the way i dress. on my niece's 7th birthday we took her to the mcdonalds and the empolyee's were having a field day with me snickering and whispering 'check out the mass murderer'. i almost had a throw done with one of the worker's too.

but just because that happened then and now is NOT going to stop me from dressing the way i do! i'm going to be dressing in ALL BLACK till i'm a old ass lady i don't give a flying fuck who thinks what of how i dress. i'm comfortable in what i wear at least i'm not showing my tits and ass off. i'm a very modest dresser. i'm not going to give anyone the pleasure of changing me. it is true what i told my ma once 'it's me against the world'

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Saturday, September 27, 2008

Blah, blah, blaaaaah...
yesterday i had a great day, i really did. i had two highlights, i babysat my nieces, we played and whatnot and Patrick texted me. he was out shoppin' and paying bills, and telling me that even when i wake i look stunning, he told me that 'cause i sent him a picture of me waking up.

but lastnight wasn't so good. i had a arguement with my ma. and i'm no longer in her good graces. said some things that shouldn't have been said and now theres 'Rule Changes'. she told me that i can no longer sleep late, i'm going to have to buy my own soaps and shampoos, when i'm hungry i'm going to have to make something for myself which i'm guessing i have to buy it myself AND! i have to do my own laundry.

as i sit here i just shrug that shit off 'cause i really don't care. she thinks i can't do it, well you know what? just watch me.

i called her a liar and she called me a cold heartless bitch. this morning when i came back here to this hell hole she said to me 'you want a bitch of a mother? well your not going to like me so much'

Ugh how i wish i could runaway from all of this shit, Runaway with Patrick but that's the thing i can't, i can't make him drop everything for me. he has responsibilities unlike me. he has a job, bills to pay, and a mom that needs him. but then again he is crazy enough to come ALL the way from Ohio to Houston Tx. i could actually picture me being with him, him driving and me in the passenger seat, having my head a little bit out the window having the wind blow in my face, smiling and turning, looking at him with that huge smile on my face. having freedom with him.

everything is just so fucked up now, i can no longer act like a little girl, now i have to grow up, i knew the time was coming for me to get out of that stage i just didn't know it'd be this early. at least i still have someone. now i feel fucking alone, ah well. i'm fixing to call Patty, it's already 3:02PM, it's 4:00 already in Ohio. well i will see if i can post again and let you guys know how everything is going over here.

Love you all *hugs and blows kisses*

P.S. i really love, LOVE your pix Rosie! ^_^ there so gorgeous. i always knew you are a beautiful girl. i love your smile :) i just love the way your face lit up in those pictures. the glasses are badass too! XD is it ok if i save some of your pix? i want to put them up on my site, which i think would be awesome! ^_^
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Hurricane Ike
That fucker. well i haven't been able to get on obviously 'cause of the hurricane that hit us here in houston. it was pretty bad. they said it was like Katrina ALL over again, but for us the devastation was worse, not that many fatalities as katrina. 22 people died here though. they said theres another hurricane coming but not for us, Joesphine, that damn bitch but the waether people say it's going to hit Florida not houston.

you bet your ass i was out on the patio dancing in the rain, then i had to go back inside 'cause the winds were picking up and it was getting wild so yeah. my family and i have been through five hurricanes already this one is on the list now. we went through 10 days and 9 nights without lights and it was pretty fucking rough but hell, we survived it and got through it. we're tough women ^_^ we barely got our lights back just yesterday. it's great to have hot water again and tv! XD Lol. well i have some good news; i finally got my camera phone! XD annd i took some pix on it annd i took some other pix on my little camera that i have. i will post them in a bit. Patrick and i are doing great, love my baby bear ^_^

we actually had our first arguement on the 17th. oddly, it's like we've bonded more. it's weird, Lol. we apologized to eatch other then became all lovey dovey all over again, Lmao! at this time and moment he's sick. Patty sent me a text message yesterday saying 'I'm still very tired and your going to be mad at me 'cause i'm cooking chicken' Lol. so i called him and i knew just by hearing his voice that he was sick. so i got after him to go lay down and he's all, 'i can't babe, i need to eat and i have to go to work' so i just felt his pain with him and just told him i wish i was with him to take care of him and just baby him even though i was already babying him at the moment Lol.

i came out to my mom that i smoke weed and told her the whole truth. i told her that i've actually been smoking since i was sixteen, cigarettes and weed. she told me she knew, i was shocked, Lol, she said 'why else would you be asking for a lighter when your going out?' so she's not mad at me. so that's cool. alright well i thought i tell everyone that i'm fine. i hope everyone will have a great week ^_^

I'mma Thinking XD


Mwah!


Patrick Ownz


Tangerine Sky


Tangerine Sky Pt.2


Kiss, Kiss :)


That's all well i will be back friday, later guys! *blows kisses all around* ^_^

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Saturday, September 6, 2008

Baby, I'm A Rockstar Now, Running With The Devil ^_^
Hey my darlings! :) well it's saturday and i'm spending my days off power napping. dear god i swear to you it flet like i was freaking drained of energy. i slept all day and i'm planning on having a movie night in my room, just lock myself in my bedroom and watch a ton of movies. i'm talking to a friend of mine right now, i've known her for some time, since i was 17, her name is Angela. she's cool.

i'm fixing to go E-mail my best friend. I told Keith i would E-mail him on my days off. i miss my two favorite boys so much, my guy and my bestie ;_; Ugh... and Greg too! Hahaha XD but anyways, this saturday seems to bore me and guess what? someone has been calling me and hanging up, it's really starting to piss me off or in the words of Peter Griffin From 'Family Guy' it's really starting to grind my gears! and the dumbfuck left a fucking text message. okay, i don't have that many people on my cell the only ones i have are;

1. Patrick

2. Noe

3. Greg

4. Brandon

5. Alexander

THAT'S ALL! i don't have that many people on my cell, i have a small group of friends and i like it that way. everyone on my cell knows that you can't text me no more 'cause the screen is fucked up and it's pitch black. i have to tell Alexander about it though. jesus fucking christ! i told Greg today that i hope it's not that fucking douche 'tard Aubrey that's doing that shit. i really don't care 'cause soon i'm getting a new cell! but not just any cell, i'm getting a camera phone! XD Hahaha i'm really excited about that ^_^

okay well i see that Rosie posted today i'ma go see what she posted about, i miss you so much! i can't wait till we can talk like we use to, i know you can't wait till you get your freedom back too sweetheart ^_^

alright well it's already 9:39PM. i will post again tomorrow bye guys! :)

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Yay! XD
Hey kiddo's! *hugs Rosie and everyone else* damn i just got off of work, i'm sleepy Lol. my day was good, it's already raining right now. i see Greg is still a friggen CHATTY CATHY! >_< goddamn YOU GREG! Lmao. yeah my best friend keith told me that he HAD a crush on me and no i'm not in denile of whatever -_- he knows i don't like him that way and he KNOWS i have Patrick. i told him when we were catching up. I told him all the shit that jack put me through and he told me that he never really liked him. who did? no one liked jack, period.

on another note thanks for asking what people love about me the most. and Rose thank you for answering that goofball's question :) and that's right, i love everything about a person, no one is perfect but they should be loved no matter what. the faults, the imperfections, the not so sunny side, i love it all, but hey that's just me.

my sister and her husband are breaking up. there not going to be seeing eatch other anymore. and now my sister is more determined then ever to move back to fort worth, i was thinking to myself 'what took you so long Vanessa?' so now everything is starting to go by pretty fast, which is a good thing.

i got pissed off 'cause Kooby didn't call me on sunday and then i called him yesterday to see what was up he told me that it's 'cause his phone is starting to screw up on him too. Patrick and his mama are getting a new home and i'm very happy for the both of them! ^_^ he told me if i get my camera phone that he's going to send me pictures of all the rooms of there new place, there getting it in december which is badass! speaking of Kooby, him and i are still growing strong still, god i swear i fall more and more for him everyday ^_^ oh! he told me that he got a new bed yesterday, it's a feather mattress. he eats like a king and now sleeps like one, Lol i told him that today, my sister let me borrow her cell XD

he needs to get his comp fixed too -_- we even eatch other out, i act like a kid and he acts mature ^_^ he wants me to live with him, i can't wait when we live together. but it's not going to be overnight of course, that's going to take some time but it's worth the wait ^_^

it's already 9:20PM alright well i'ma go to sleep goodnight guys love you all! :)

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Monday, September 1, 2008

Did You Just Say 'Goof 'tarded' Tobie? Haha! XD
hello all! it's me greg coming to post for tobie lol. my homegirl is all about her job now, i'm really proud of her plus she's great at it too. she's kinda pissed at patrick 'cause he didn't call her yesterday, she knows how he is, he gets drunk and gets bad fucking hangovers. so i told her to not worry about it but with her when she hears his voice it's keeps her sane and makes her as she says; 'goof 'tarded' hahaha. i admit, i haven't been spending that much time with her, i've been busy with work and flirting with the gorgeous ladies and gentlemen, lmao. i go to work, get off, go to my room chill out with my bong and shit and get something to eat and fall asleep. i told her that i will spend some time with her. she's been feeling abandoned but she says it's ok 'cause now she has a great job and she doesn't have to worry about nothin'.

earlier today i called her to see how she's doing, she told me the only one that has been spending time with her is Keith. keith is this guy that she's known since she was 18, so they've known eatch other for three years already. she ran into him on the 26th of july and now they're catching up on the good times, he's a great guy from what she has told me. she told me that keith was always trying to get her to leave jack, 'cause keith didn't like the way jack treated her. when they had they're little reunion they were all giddy and shit haha. it's pretty cute.

now he's there for her all the time, she gave him her E-mail and all that other stuff. he had a myspace but he deleted it a day after they ran into eatch other, damn that's fucked up! XD hahaha. she told me that he's 23 years old now, 6'2, he has brown wavy hair and brown eyes. that's sexy! i asked her to hook me up and she told me 'he's not gay or bi greggy! geezy, now leave my sweet canadian alone!' hahaha. oh yeah i left that part out too, HE'S A CANADIAN! that's fuckin awesome man. she told me that when they were catching up that he told her he always had a crush on her. lol she was in shock and didn't know what to say hahaha, classic october. keith told her 'but i'm pretty sure i wasn't the only one crushing on you' and guess what!? now they're best friends! but i think he's still crushing on her though and she's in denile that he isn't! SOAP OPERA SHIT! AHAHAHAHA XD the thing is she told me she never liked keith like that, like a bf ya know? *plays a soap opera theme song* lmao XD

when we were in mid conversation she sighed and said 'i miss my two favorite boys' lol and i said 'who? me and patrick?' and she said 'NO! Patrick and keith.... ugh and you too!' hahaha XD. i still can't stop laughing. i have to ask you guys something, what do you love the most about october? i mean like keith for instance, she told me that keith always liked her 'cause she's sweet, great to hang out with and he just thinks she's awesome. what makes her so loveable guys? alrighty well i'ma go i done made a long post, lol sorry. it's already....DAMN, it's 5:20pm already. ok well i'ma go hit the bong and watch some cartoons, laterz!

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Sunday, August 31, 2008

This Is Where I Want To Fuckin' Choke Someone -_-
hey kiddies! *hugs everyone* i haven't been on in a while, sorry guys. well Patty and i are doing good, he's already at work. it's 9:16pm here already so it's 10 somethin' over there. he's still sweet as ever! ^_^

remember how i said i was going to leave a voice message on my snapvine thingymahbob? about that, well my cell finally decided to fuck up on me from all those times that i dropped it. so now i'm fucked. i might get a new one or! take it and get it fixed, whichever, i really don't care, as long as i can talk to patrick is what matters. i don't care how much the cell will cost.

i've been hanging out with my homies, found out certain things, things i can't really post on here. in the state of shock and more shock Lmao. and thank you my sweet Rose! ^_^ i'm excited about the job too.

well i hope everyone will have a great labor day weekend, have fun and stay safe! ^_^

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Greg Is The Shyte! XD
that's right sucka! XD hahaha. i haven't posted for my babygirl in a while. her and patrick are doing really great, they make such a cute couple that it's not even funny. she started working yesterday and as i'm typing this she's working at the moment as well. she goes in at 2:00pm and gets off at 9:00pm, she told me she'll try and leave a voice message if she gets a break. she told me that her friend justin is converting her to this band called 'Dark Lotus' lol. yes more juggalo music, geez!

she has a new hero too she told me about him his name is jamie madrox. she likes him cause he's a big guy and he doesn't give a shit about what anybody thinks of him or his weight. she showed me a picture of him. he's scary looking but she says he's hot, hahaha she has the weirdest taste in men. she wants me to change her icon to a jamie madrox one so i told her i would do it, she has alot of them on her photobucket account. she likes serial killers and psychopathic clowns lol silly girl.

which reminds me lastnight she told me that she found out that a friend of hers is pregnant! and i was like 'tobie, is it you?' she flipped and started laughing and said no that it's not her and she told me who it was and i was like 'OMG i'm so happy for her!' we're both happy and so is the mommy to be! so yeah all three of us are really excited about that :) tobie told me that patrick's mom wants grandchildern before she passes away and tobies mom wants a blonde grandchild, hahaha. but patrick and october aren't having kids anytime soon, i mean geez they barely started to date last month. so she's not preggers XD

alright well i'ma go get tobie her sexy avi that she told me to get for her. i hope to post for her again bye everyone :)

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