Sunday, August 24, 2008

It's A leoplurodon Charlie!
so i decided to make my site a carnival theme to show my love of ICP :) annnnd i put a badass playlist too Annnnnnnnnd! a VERY new Picture of me, I took it lastnight. I'm sunburnt at the time but in the pictures you can't tell, kinda funny Lol. i went swimming at the apartment pool and i forgot to put sunblock on so i look wretched at the time -_-. anyways, i have absolutely nothing to do, i'm bored, i'm hungry and i miss my baby <3 he goes to work today and i get to help pack his lunch for tonight :) he's sleeping right now i just hope he doesn't over sleep, dear lawd! Lmfao! XD

alright well i'm off to watch some videos on youtube and listen to some music, i hope everyone enjoys there sunday :)

Charlie The Unicorn! XD


CHARLIE!! Wake up you silly sleepy head wake up!!! Hahaha! XD

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Friday, August 22, 2008

She's Back, Hide The Booze! Lmao XD
OMG! *SQUEE!* Lmao. my goodness i haven't been on here in So long! i'm so sorry guys, i've just been busy with stuff. Patrick and i are doing fantabulous! ^_^ he's off today and tomorrow, i got after him to get some rest 'cause he's always telling me when he's going to work 'baby i'm tired'. he's like me he's a heavy sleeper so i can text him all i want and he won't wake up, Lmfhao! he's a third shifter, he goes to work at 10:00PM and gets off at 7:00AM. his birthday is coming up in september and i got him some presents! he told me i'm his first gf to ever buy him something for his birthday, Awww! i got him a bracelet that is flippin' badass! in the inside it has three skulls on the front it says 'Rocker' and inside the clasp it says 'Made with peace and love' :) i got him a ring with an eyeball and a wooden snake 'cause his favorite animal is the snake so i guess he'll love his presents. he told me if i bought him a teddybear he'd sleep with it everynight, Awww! too cute! XD he told me i didn't have to buy him anything but i wanted to so yeah, i win! >:)

well i got good news, i finally got a job! i'm really excited about that, i haven't worked i think since lastyear, i'm going to be getting paid $75 and then my mom is going to give me some cash so that's all good. i'm really happy that i'm going to be working again, i missed it. i took some new pix as you can see, the one on my profile is of me waking up NO MAKEUP whatsoever. a female friend of mine told me that i'm brave taking one without makeup Lmao, she said i still look great without that stuff.

she called me a natural beauty, which i think was sweet of her. i have some new pix of My Patty but i can't decide which one i want to put up, i love all of them! ^_^ i'm going to leave a new voice message on monday and i'm fixing to put a playlist of music that Patty and I enjoy. i'm glad to come back i missed you guys so much, Rosie, Ali, Tristan and all of my other babies ^_^
i hope you guys are doing well.

well my loves i'm off to go fix up mah site a bit, see you all later ^_^

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Saturday, August 2, 2008

   Got That Mad Clown Love
MY BABIES! *hugs all of you guys* god, i haven't been on here in SO long! well it's mucho good to be back :)

Greggy and i have been busy lately but we still find some time to hang out. i got some news as well i got a bf! Lol he's really great. i don't want to jinx it so i told the others to shush 'cause this time it could seriously be different. he's just really amazing. what makes him different from the others is that he's not perverted, the others were SERIOUSLY perverted, of course i didn't mind it 'cause i was just as bad.

my new guy, his name is Patrick, he's 19, he's Irish/German/Native American and he means the world and beyond to me and yes we love to toke, Lmfhao! XD he's also a juggalo! MMFWCL! we met on the 16th of july and started going out on the 20th.

ima put up one of his pics on my pro, so whenever i come on here i can see that sweet face :) i'm also going to put one of our favorite songs up by Insane Clown Posse even with the lyrics XD

right now he's out having fun with his boys, drinking, i told him to be careful and he's all 'of course baby, 'cause in the morning the first thing i want to do is listen to that sweet voice' Lol charmer, he makes me blush alot and he's not even being pervy, just a total sweetheart. i think my mom will like him, he's coming to vist me soon which is great, he told me the first thing he's going to do is give me the longest, greatest hug and the most passionate kiss i ever had, Lmfao!

i can't wait to hold him in my arms, and just have his scent on my skin and clothes and his kisses branded on my lips and cheeks. i already told him that i'm going to cover him in sweet, sweet kisses and he's all 'i would SO love that babe'. i've been dreaming of him for a long time, and i finally found him and i'm not letting go! I Love You Baby <3

which reminds me, i took some new pics and ima be putting up a new one ^_^

TWIZTID

"Spin The Bottle"
(feat. Insane Clown Posse)

Man fuck that shit man
Fuck that, what?
Man what's up with this bitch?
She better come suck my dick or sumthin
Who's going next?
I'm dying to see
Spin the bottle baby and give it to me
It's Paulie baby Paulie with nipple lickin love
Sportin cowboy boots and a florescent glove
I lasso you up and then I jump on your back
I, I, I needs no saddle I just sit on my nut sac
Who's going next?
I'm dying to see
Spin the bottle baby and give it to me
It's Stretch Nuts up to bat
And I finna get this hoe
Bottle still spinnin and my sack about to blow
Up in my pencil
Chickie chick stop the frontin
Let's skip the game and get on the humpin
Who's going next?
I'm dying to see
Spin the bottle baby and give it to me
It's me Jamie Madrox
And Play-doh is green
I tap, and touch, and tickle
Till you melt like ice cream
I know you want my body
Fat kids are so sexy
Take off all your clothes
Come over here and get next to me biatch
Who's going next?
I'm dying to see
Spin the bottle baby and give it to me
It's Violent J baby
The wizard of the streets
Sportin your panties
Just to show you I'm a freak
I slide in your bed for a cotton surprise
And you got clown make-up smeared
On your inner thighs
Give it to me
Give it to me (Man who the bottle pointin on?)
Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me (Somebody better suck my dick in this muthafucka)
Give it to me
Give it to me (I ain't playin no more)
Give it to me
Who's going next?
I'm dying to see
Spin the bottle baby and give it to me
They call me the plumber cause I snake your drain
But buttermilk love nugget that be the name
I swings to the left
Cause I'm swift with my meat
And I tickle twist your nippy nipples off with ease (Damn)
Who's going next?
I'm dying to see
Spin the bottle baby and give it to me
Spin number 2
And my chances lookin good
Already hit one neden
Now I'm goin for her friend
It don't make a difference I really don't care
The size or the shape as long as she got neden hair
Give it to me
Who's going next?
I'm dying to see
Spin the bottle baby and give it to me
Bang, bang, bang
No I ain't trippin
He fucked so wack now my things a dip
But quicker than I bat my eyes
She replied
I could get better traction if I hit from the side
Now baby, baby
Bitch, bitch
Let me get some neden
Try to leave this nut stain on your Mama's bed
Who's going next?
I'm dying to see
Spin the bottle baby and give it to me
It's me again J
I would love to turn you out
But I, I think I'll pass
Cause your shit is blew out
J, j, just hold the shit together
Or sumthin baby yo
Or maybe you could let me holla
At your booty hole, c'mon
Give it to me
Give it to me (Man you gonna suck Violent J's dick)
Give it to me
Give it to me
Give it to me (Lick Shaggy's balls)
Give it to me
Give it to me (Fuck Monoxide)
Give it to me
Give it to me (And you can't even touch my butt)
Who's going next?
I'm dying to see (Bitch I'll choke your ass)
Spin the bottle baby and give it to me (Muthafucka, how many times the bottle gotta land on me?)
Who's going next? (I ain't gettin no love in this muthafucka)
I'm dying to see
Spin the bottle baby and give it to me (Hey look, look touch my butt)
Who's going next? (Touch my butt right now)
I'm dying to see (I'ma pull my butt out)
Spin the bottle baby and give it to me (You better touch my shit)
Who's going next? (I know where you live, touch my butt)
I'm dying to see (Touch my ass right now)
Spin the bottle baby and give it to me (Touch me, touch my ass)
Who's going next? (Girl you better touch my ass)
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Saturday, July 19, 2008

   I Got A Fever... And The Only Prescription... Is More Cowbell!!!
Hmmm so i got this PM on the 17th and some person was asking me if that's a pic of my boyfriend on my profile and if so he sure looks hott. Hmmm well my dear boy or girl, no that is NOT my bf, he's a singer in the most badass band ever though, KOTTONMOUTH KINGS! XD i do daydream of him and i whoring out though LMFHAO! Hahaha! XD i'm sorry but good gawd he's fine! all those sexy ass tattoo's and that sexy mouth, Mmmm. Hot. ahaha XD

i'm a bit hyper today so shhh! Lol. i'm doing good, way good and better. been hanging out with my boys [Greg & Brandon]. i was telling them about this friend of mine, this dude is 6'2, he's freakin' tall! he's real cool, real sweet too. he calls me V, Haha. he's like the only person that calls me that, which is cool :) what i like about my dude friend patrick is that he loves KOTTONMOUTH KINGS TOO! XD when i first met him and we started to chat it up and he told me i said 'dude, your fuckin' raw' Hahaha which is just another word for badass.

i'm changing my song and i'ma go hangout with mah boys, talk to you all later, i hope everyone enjoys there saturday night! :)

P.S. check this out it's something one of my homies found and i instantly feel in love with the lyrics;

WhEN OCTOBER GOES

And when October goes
The snow begins to fly
Above the smokey roofs
I watch the planes go by

The children running home
Beneath a twilight sky
Oh, for the fun of them
When I was one of them

And when October goes
The same old dream appears
And you are in my arms
To share the happy years

I turn my head away
To hide the helpless tears
Oh how I hate to see October go

I should be over it now I know
It doesn't matter much
How old I grow
I hate to see October go

:)
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Sunday, July 13, 2008

MMFWCL
hey guys! *hugs everyone* well as y'all know today is sunday, also my lastday to be on the compy. i had a really good night. i was chillin' with some of my homies lastnight and it was fuckin' awesome, it was funny as hell but first i want to rant about something. now, the majority of my friends, are gay/lesbian & bi but the ones i hang out the most with are straight and smoke weed and are juggalo's and i hate it when people judge both. judging people just 'cause they enjoy smoking weed, theres NOTHING wrong with it. i took a hit of a joint four times! and it wasn't that long ago that i did that and i plan on smoking weed later on. and with juggalo's they pick on them just because they paint there face and whatnot. they are the most SWEETEST and nicest people i have ever met. just because they paint there face doesn't make them bad people, so what i'm trying to say is if you have a problem with stoners or juggalo's, then fuck off and go eat a dick, k thanx! :)

so anyways, Greggy and i were hanging out and since it was saturday and all he was blazing with some of his friends and he had one beer and two of his friends were drunk and i asked him if he was listening to the Kottonmouth Kings cd that one of his friends let him borrow and he was yelling at one of his friends asking them if they seen it so he can play it on his radio and then i could hear one of them in the background and he's yelling back 'Only Bro's And Bro-Hoes Listen To That Sheiiitt!' LMFAO! i told Greg that he better shut him up or i'll strangle him for saying that shit about KmK. so Greg slapped his friend on the back of his head Hahaha.

i love my new profile! it looks deadly sweet, man. i made that up 'Deadly Sweet'.i hang out with people that make up there own words so i end up making my own Lmao. i was talking to one of my friends just awhile ago, his name is brandon and he flirt's with me sometimes, it gets annoying but the other times it's funny as hell. this was our conversation: [Me] July 13, 2008 11:23AM say what!? ya gotta be kidding me homie, for reals?

[Brandon] July 13, 2008 11:26AM Babygirl i'm for reals. i got a new compy, it's so bomb! i gots all kinds of goodies on it and shit, oh yeah, i'm going to go on Adultswim and play some METALOCALYPSE! XD

[Me] July 13, 2008 11:30AM Hahaha! your such a dork Brandon, Geezy. Awww i wish i had a new lap top compy :( will you share with me Brandy?

[Brandon] July 13, 2008 11:33AM Of course I will share with you Sweetheart. I would share everything with you. MY bed, my drink, my skittles, MY BODY :P

LMFAO! i called him a ho-bag after that and he just thought it was the funniest thing ever XD it was awesome :) i'm the only one he lets call him 'Brandy' Lol, this one time one of his friend's called him Brandy and he said 'Dude, do you have a death wish on yourself or something?' Haha. this one time i was depressed [when am i NEVER depressed? Lol] and he gave me a 'Self Esteem Booster' he told me 'BabyGirl, whenever your feeling depressed or ever think your worthless which your not, not to your mom or to me or Greg or to your other homeboys. i want you to remember out of the billions of spermies you were the strongest out of ALL of them, your here, not them. 'cause you were the strongest and still are. so whenever you get sad just remember that'. i thought that was the funniest shit and it did kinda make me feel a bit better

okay well i'ma go. i didn't get any mail back from Rosie :( maybe whenever i get back on i will have mail. i hope to hear from her again. alright will i hope you all will have a good sunday/afternoon/evening/night. Until next friday, see you all later! :)

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Saturday, July 12, 2008

Something Wicked This Way Comes..
Hey my beauties! the queen has returned *confetti falls from the heavens* Lmfao! XD i hang around Greggy to much Hahaha. well i've been okay, i've been a little odd, i feel good out of nowhere then i start feeling depressed, pretty messed up, huh? well for now i feel good, until later on, i hate being like this but i can't do shit about it so, eh.

on another note, i'm SO, so sorry that i'm late coming on myO, i was hanging out with some friends and just chillin', listening to music and just trying to have a good time, i took some new pic's just awhile ago, you guys will be the first to see them! my myspace friends will be the second to see them, Lmfao! i'm changing my song to something with more, BAM! Lol, ya know? so i'm thinking about changing it to 'Darkest Hour' theres this one song i love from them it's called 'A Paradox With Flies' it's fuckin' awesome! if some of you check it out when i have it up on my site and if you have some time, listen to it, Please and thank you ^_^

i have to go check my PM box and see what she left me, with Rosie i know it's something that'll put a smile on my face, she's like the only person that can make me feel so... *inhales and exhales* like i'm real, ya know? like she knows how to make me not feel like shit. so anyways... when i post the pic's don't be shocked, i look WAY different, i don't look the same, plus i made my eyebrows thin O_O

anyways, here's my new pic's, they're ok but here chu go!



Weird Smile, Lol



Rosaries Never Tasted SO Good, Lol



i was going 'Awww' 'cause a friend of mine called me 'Flithy Gorgeous'


the first one i posted is like the first pic i have taken with me smiling, 'cause if anyone knows me, knows i don't smile in pictures and because i don't like my smile, Lol. i have some more but i will post them next time, talk to you all tomorrow, goodnight guys ^_^


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Thursday, July 10, 2008

It's The Greg Show! Starring... Greg! XD
HAHAHAHA i'm so awesome *looks pleased* lmfao. well like the title says 'It's The Greg Show' babeh's. well i thought i come on and let you all know how my little tobie is doing, she's doing ok, not her best but she's getting by, we'll be talking and sometimes she crys out of nowhere. i got upset at the point where i cryed with her, i just wish i could make her not feel this way, she asked her little bro Axel[not her ACTUAL brother just a friend she sees as a sibling, like me!], if he could punch her so that way she wouldn't be feeling the way she does.


of course he didn't do it hahaha. she's going through it really bad but she doesn't show her family, she disguises it with them, she smiles, laughs and just act's like nothing is wrong, like she's not hurting but she only disguises it so she doesn't worry family or friends. i call her and we talk, she gets quiet on the phone, and i have to ask if she's there and she just says 'yeah, i'm here, i'm just thinking, that's all Greggy' i wish i could kick his damn ass for what he has done to her but she told me to leave him alone 'cause he could really hurt me, Psh, i have a gang of friends alls we need is some bottles and chains and he's down but since she told me no i will leave him alone. i thought i share something with you guys off of her myspace page, she gave me the pass to her site 'cause she told me she trust's me only with it and knows i will behave ^_^ lol

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Sunday, July 06, 2008


There’s No Such Thing As Forever Current mood: Pissed Off Beyond Anything
Category: Pissed Off Beyond Anything Romance and Relationships

good god. i feel like i'm dieing right now. Aubrey has really done a number on me. while he's off with this new girl, i'm here fucking hurting. i'm pretty sure some of you know how it feels when you see someone that use to be your whole world with someone else that it just kills you like no other. to see someone that use to tell you 'Baby I Love You' tell someone else, makes you just wanna die. it pisses me off so much. Aubrey NEVER thought how i'd take this shit, i'm not taking it very well.

my body is all shaky, i haven't eaten anything, i'm pissed off, i want to go out and start a fight with some random person, i really wouldn't care, i just need something to numb the pain, just to make me stop feeling like this. his new girl was talking to me yesterday. she was acting all fake and shit, trying to be nice to me and whatnot, all i have to say is 'whatever bitch' i didn't tell her that, even though i should have. but no, i had to play stupid and act like i don't know what the fuck is going on and just act like everything is peachy fucking kin. i'm not going to fight with her over Aubrey. the sad thing is i still very much love him, i'm so stupid.

fucking bastard, damn douche 'tard, goddamn cum guzzler, fucking whore bag, the list of names that i want to call him keep going and going. I Love You Aubrey, You Fucking Fucker! ugh. i still can't believe this shit.

i honestly thought he'd be the one man i could actually trust with my heart but nope, that shit just rolled down hill. hell, he isn't even a man, he's just a fucking little boy! damn 19 year old assfuck.

damn men i swear. at least when i was with girls they never did this shit to me, 'cause unlike guys girls aren't fucking heartless, well at least the girls i knew weren't heartless. if i ever was to go out with a guy it will be when hell freezes over that's for damn sure. well not really, 'cause ever since the break up i've been getting digits but i just look the other way 'cause i really don't care for that shit at this time and moment. i got my heart broken by a damn skater/stoner/drunk. wow.

but he was my damn skater/stoner/drunk. fucker. how can someone still love the person that fucked them up? how can someone love with a broken heart? thats like saying 'how can you breath without lungs?' ya know. think about that.

well even though my heart is shattered, i will still love him with all the little broken piece's that are on the floor, looking patheic. i just realized i cussed more then my usual, and i'm not going to apologize for that. it's called freedom of speech, people.
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she's VERY passionate, she's the only true passionate person i've EVER met. she's passionate about, life, love, human rights and many other things. she's like a radical, lol, i love calling her a 'Radical' 'cause she really is one :) she wants me to change her song to a new one that's she's been listening to NONSTOP! it's great though alright well october well be on tomorrow, like always, it was great posting for her :)
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Sunday, July 6, 2008

This Is Flippin Hilarious
check this out, this is what that damn douche 'tard wrote. i SO wanna kick her ass with a passion.

AS WRITTEN ON BULLETIN
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Sitting here bored and can't think of anyhting to do to get him off my mind!! He is AMAZING and theres so much more I could say about him but I don't think anyone wants to read that much!~ He is so sweet so caring. I often finding myself counting the minutes till I talk to him again. What do you do to get someone like that off your mind for only a few minutes so you don't go crazy!! Haha. I am happy and in love! And I think I may finally find myself again!!! My love. They say when you meet the one you will know; Well I know I met the one. The feelings I feel when I talk to him are so amazing I have never felt anything like them! My heart POUNDS and my mind fades when we talk and for those moments it is only me and him in the world.

Only a few people in the world get lucky enough to meet someone like him! I got lucky! God really does answer prayers!!! And I couldn't be happier! I love you!!!!
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I MEAN COME ON! she is SO fake man. and i should know i actually had a conversation with the bitch. i will post the convo i had with the whore bag on friday if not friday then on saturday. sorry for the way i'm talking i just really can't stand her one bit. anyways, i've been okay, finally fixed myself up today, i was starting to look like hell, my mom called and i said 'I Look Pretty' :) Lol.

Rosie i'm sorry i didn't send you an E-mail yesterday, i'm just going through this stuff and i just need to be alone for a bit but i promise i will send you a E-mail on friday Doll :) i hope your doing okay, miss talking with you alot sweetie.
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Saturday, July 5, 2008

Never Say Forever And Ever, 'Cause Theres No Such Thing
so Greg is on the phone with me making sure i don't do nothing stupid or whatnot, 'cause he knows at the moment i'm capable of anything right now. he said he's keeping an eye on me for Rosie. i'm no one special. i'm really not. i'm making a new playlist on Imeem, getting some badass music.

if anyone just started reading this post and doesn't know what the fuck is going on, then read the post on the bottom.

i miss Rosie so much right now. i'm fixing to E-mail her in a mintue, i got my e-mail back. that's a good thing.
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Would You Still Love Me & Mean It?
well it takes a 5th guy to show me that guys are fucking bastards. some not all, just the ones i find and get attached to. i swear i think this guy is finally going to be the death of me. I'M SUCH A STUPID, FUCKING NAIVE BITCH! what the fuck is wrong with me? can someone tell me? please?

well as you all know i broke up with Aubrey and i will tell you all how this came to be. on the 26th of june i asked Aubrey a question and it was 'do you think i'm holding you back from certain things?' his answer was 'kinda' so i took it the wrong way thinking he meant sex and i still believe that's what it was even though he said he doesn't care for that, but i call bullshit. i asked again after the break up and his answer was 'school and work' that's what he felt that i was holding him back from. oh wow.

you know, i had a really fun time watching the fireworks, i have some voice comments that i recorded of me watching the fireworks, you can hear them in the background it sounds like gunshots going off. but when i came home i didn't think i would come home to something that would break me, i didn't think i would come home to something that would hurt me. my best buddy Greg called me and mind you i just got home from all the fun and excitement. i come home and i get comfortable, and Greg calls me and asks if i'm sitting down..

i told him 'no, i'm not, why? whats wrong sweetie?' and Greg says 'Hun, i love you we all do, i think it's best if you sit down' so i go to my room and sit on my bed and Greg says 'once again we love you and when i say we, i mean Rosie, your mom and i. sweetie, Aubrey has a new girlfriend' when he said that it felt like someone took a fucking knife and just stabbed me to death. i couldn't stop crying and i still am, i have to take breaks from typing. Aubrey is all happy and shit with this girl, she's my age and has two kids. and you know, i don't think he ever wondered how i would take this, how i would react to this shit.

he's all 'im so in love with her. Shes the one ive been looking for my whole life' and 'I dont need 2 meet anyone when i have her in my life' i shouldn't say shit. i guess he didn't like the fact that i wouldn't give it up to him. well i'm sorry for that, i'm just a good girl in that fucking department. i promised myself i would only give myself to the person i truly love. i come with a lot of problems and issues and i just wouldn't want to take Rosie down with me. Rose deserves better, not some fucked up girl.

to be honest i just want to sleep for days on end and never wake up, i want to sleep like i'm dead to the world..
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