Birthday • 1988-01-25 Gender •
Female Location • Insane Asylum Member Since • 2007-07-28 Occupation • Artist/Stoner/Babysitter Real Name • October, 10 or V
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Achievements • Artist. Poet. Anime Fan Since • SpeedRacer, MegaMan & SailorMoon Favorite Anime • Witchblade, VAMPIRE KNIGHT!,Blood+, Boogie Pop Phanthom, Tenjho Tenge, Cowboy Bebop, Deathnote, Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, FLCL, FMA, Howl's Moving Castle, Witch Hunter Robin, Ergo Proxy, Samurai Champloo, Rurouni Kenshin Goals • To Be Infamous! Hobbies • Taking Pictures Everywhere, Poetry, Watching Movies, Painting, Sleeping, Reading, Listening To Music, Watching Tv, Dancing Around Like A Spaz. Just Being Myself.. Talents • Back In The Day I Could Tie A Cherry Stem Using My Tongue Only! XD Oh Yeah! And I'm A Funny Drunk Lol
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Thursday, August 16, 2007
I Try And Laugh About It, Hiding The Tears In My Eyes 'Cause Girls Don't Cry
the rain is really starting to come down right now *dances like a geek* Lol.i finally got to see Tim today, we talked then he wasn't feeling good. poor Baby. so while he was gone for a bit, i waited for him on the sofa. then when he got back, i told him if he wasn't feeling good for him to just go lay down, cause i didn't want him to pass or black out, it worries me when that happens and then he said "you deserve better" i hate it when he says things like that, he hasn't told me that in awhile but tonight he said it.
it pisses me off when he says that. i got quiet, somewhat. the only reason was because i got pissed off, he already knows that my temper is short. i love him so much, he's an amazing guy but he never sees it. i don't think he knows how spectacular he really is. when he left i just got away from the comp and i was walking back and forth in the hall, trying to get unfrustrated. it's something i do whenever i'm really mad. i will get over it, i'm a tough girl, not all the times, just when i need to be.
i just feel like i'm not a good girlfriend, i feel like i'm not doing enough for him or something. Ugh now i'm sounding whiny and shit. whatever. i'm watching "Mallrats" i like that movie then after that i'm going to watch "London" i really like that movie it has that brittish dude, Jason Statham A.K.A. "the transporter" dude. it's already 2:21AM. i might log into myspace and hang-out in band sites. anyways. i'm going to go wallow in my gothicness and i will catch you beauties later.
P.S. i'm going to be having a movie night if you all want to watch it. it's my #1 favorite movie it's called "The Crow" this is the trailer and saturday night i will post the movie.
