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• 2007-07-28
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• October, 10 or V

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• Artist. Poet.
Anime Fan Since
• SpeedRacer, MegaMan & SailorMoon
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• Witchblade, VAMPIRE KNIGHT!,Blood+, Boogie Pop Phanthom, Tenjho Tenge, Cowboy Bebop, Deathnote, Trinity Blood, Bleach, Gunslinger Girl, FLCL, FMA, Howl's Moving Castle, Witch Hunter Robin, Ergo Proxy, Samurai Champloo, Rurouni Kenshin
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• To Be Infamous!
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• Taking Pictures Everywhere, Poetry, Watching Movies, Painting, Sleeping, Reading, Listening To Music, Watching Tv, Dancing Around Like A Spaz. Just Being Myself..
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• Back In The Day I Could Tie A Cherry Stem Using My Tongue Only! XD Oh Yeah! And I'm A Funny Drunk Lol




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Friday, August 17, 2007

Depressing Friday..
i shouldn't wake up every morning thinking that i'm going to see Tim everyday when i'm not. i should be used to not seeing him everyday but i'm not. i'm hating this feeling that i'm having right now. some days i'm lucky to see him and tell him how much i love him and others i wait all day and he never shows, that's all due to him being busy i guess. Ugh i feel so fuckin stupid.

anyways yesterday i was sitting on the sofa watching tv and my mom was trying to baby me out of my mood that i'm still in. i saw an commercial for the "doodle bears" you guys seen those? you know, the bears you can write on with markers?

well my mom sat on the seat of the sofa and she told me to lay my head on her lap and she was playing with my hair and when i saw the commercial i said "i never got one of those when i was little" and my mom said "do you want mommy to get you one?" i nodded my head yes. then she said "Baby you need to stop being so depressed, i don't like seeing you like this" i gave her a kiss and went to my room without saying a word.

so i just sat in the middle of my room with one light on, listening to this song called "Knock me out" by linda perry, staring at my easel. i remember i would paint and smoke a cigarette at the same time Lol, but that's all over now, i quit smoking since lastyear. it's dark in my room, pitch black, i have my windows blacked out so no light comes in, that's why when i wake up i still think it's night time.

today and tonight it's suppose to pour, we're getting alot of rain due to the hurricane coming, anyways, i'm going to go wait for Tim but i already know that he's not going to show up. it's already 2:18PM, i will catch you guys later, bye babies..
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