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Friday, January 18, 2008

And So It Ends..
i knew it was going to happen. i'm never good enough for anyone. i'm giving up on everything i can't do it anymore, i don't want to get hurt anymore [emotionally]. i'm not going to get close to anyone. when someone tells you that she's Bipolar that should at least be a fucking warning sign.

i'm going to get on the compy tonight, so i hope Britty will be on. i have this one chick friend off-line, i told her lastnight that i want to slit my throat, she said "your neck is too pretty to be cut, now snap out of it before i slap you" i told her not to slap me 'cause it might turn me on, Lol. she played her straight girl part, she just laughed. i've been listening to that song by Styx "come sail away" little things pop up and remind me of him, it just makes me feel worse. instead of deleting the site i'm just going to make another one and abandon this one.

her name is Sarah but i call her "Roxxi" she told me that i shouldn't be so hard on myself. nothing can snap me out of this damn depression. i told roxxi that Josh probably thinks i'm a slut or something, she said that i'm not a slut and that what i did to him wasn't a slutty move but i dunno. i kissed him on our first date.
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