Thursday, July 10, 2008

It's The Greg Show! Starring... Greg! XD
HAHAHAHA i'm so awesome *looks pleased* lmfao. well like the title says 'It's The Greg Show' babeh's. well i thought i come on and let you all know how my little tobie is doing, she's doing ok, not her best but she's getting by, we'll be talking and sometimes she crys out of nowhere. i got upset at the point where i cryed with her, i just wish i could make her not feel this way, she asked her little bro Axel[not her ACTUAL brother just a friend she sees as a sibling, like me!], if he could punch her so that way she wouldn't be feeling the way she does.


of course he didn't do it hahaha. she's going through it really bad but she doesn't show her family, she disguises it with them, she smiles, laughs and just act's like nothing is wrong, like she's not hurting but she only disguises it so she doesn't worry family or friends. i call her and we talk, she gets quiet on the phone, and i have to ask if she's there and she just says 'yeah, i'm here, i'm just thinking, that's all Greggy' i wish i could kick his damn ass for what he has done to her but she told me to leave him alone 'cause he could really hurt me, Psh, i have a gang of friends alls we need is some bottles and chains and he's down but since she told me no i will leave him alone. i thought i share something with you guys off of her myspace page, she gave me the pass to her site 'cause she told me she trust's me only with it and knows i will behave ^_^ lol

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Sunday, July 06, 2008


There’s No Such Thing As Forever Current mood: Pissed Off Beyond Anything
Category: Pissed Off Beyond Anything Romance and Relationships

good god. i feel like i'm dieing right now. Aubrey has really done a number on me. while he's off with this new girl, i'm here fucking hurting. i'm pretty sure some of you know how it feels when you see someone that use to be your whole world with someone else that it just kills you like no other. to see someone that use to tell you 'Baby I Love You' tell someone else, makes you just wanna die. it pisses me off so much. Aubrey NEVER thought how i'd take this shit, i'm not taking it very well.

my body is all shaky, i haven't eaten anything, i'm pissed off, i want to go out and start a fight with some random person, i really wouldn't care, i just need something to numb the pain, just to make me stop feeling like this. his new girl was talking to me yesterday. she was acting all fake and shit, trying to be nice to me and whatnot, all i have to say is 'whatever bitch' i didn't tell her that, even though i should have. but no, i had to play stupid and act like i don't know what the fuck is going on and just act like everything is peachy fucking kin. i'm not going to fight with her over Aubrey. the sad thing is i still very much love him, i'm so stupid.

fucking bastard, damn douche 'tard, goddamn cum guzzler, fucking whore bag, the list of names that i want to call him keep going and going. I Love You Aubrey, You Fucking Fucker! ugh. i still can't believe this shit.

i honestly thought he'd be the one man i could actually trust with my heart but nope, that shit just rolled down hill. hell, he isn't even a man, he's just a fucking little boy! damn 19 year old assfuck.

damn men i swear. at least when i was with girls they never did this shit to me, 'cause unlike guys girls aren't fucking heartless, well at least the girls i knew weren't heartless. if i ever was to go out with a guy it will be when hell freezes over that's for damn sure. well not really, 'cause ever since the break up i've been getting digits but i just look the other way 'cause i really don't care for that shit at this time and moment. i got my heart broken by a damn skater/stoner/drunk. wow.

but he was my damn skater/stoner/drunk. fucker. how can someone still love the person that fucked them up? how can someone love with a broken heart? thats like saying 'how can you breath without lungs?' ya know. think about that.

well even though my heart is shattered, i will still love him with all the little broken piece's that are on the floor, looking patheic. i just realized i cussed more then my usual, and i'm not going to apologize for that. it's called freedom of speech, people.
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she's VERY passionate, she's the only true passionate person i've EVER met. she's passionate about, life, love, human rights and many other things. she's like a radical, lol, i love calling her a 'Radical' 'cause she really is one :) she wants me to change her song to a new one that's she's been listening to NONSTOP! it's great though alright well october well be on tomorrow, like always, it was great posting for her :)
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