Monday, October 6, 2008

Ignorence Still Creeps..
hey guys *hugs everyone* i've missed you all so much. it's been awhile since i updated. first off i would like to take the time to say to Britty, thanks for visting me, it's been a long time, huh? i hope your doing well Britt. well alot has happened since the last time i updated, my ma and i made up, i think she missed talking to me or somethin' i dunno. i missed talking with her too.

Patrick told me that he's going to take off from work so he can come by and vist me! he told me it might be one or two weeks that he's going to be with me, i just want to spend time with him i don't care and we're going to make that one or two weeks feel like heaven ^_^ omg, i'm really excited about that, he told me that thursday night when he was drunk Lmao. he told me that a buddy of his told him he could rent a car for $25 bucks up in Lima, Ohio, but he said he could take a bus. 'whichever one that will take me quickest to you baby' Awww! ^_^ *blushes* Lol.

In the wise words of my friend Brenda 'Kissing leads to touching, touching leads to sex' Lmfao! hahaha! but we're not going to have sex 'cause he's going to be sleeping in the living room and i'm going to be spending time with him in there and i don't want my mom or sister getting up and seeing us going wild on the sofa so yeah and besides sex can wait, theres no hurry. i just want to hug him, kiss him and play with his gorgeous hair, tell him jokes like i always do so i can hear that sexy laugh :) i love making him laugh. we're going to take pix together, of us kissing and whatnot.

Now it's time to get serious.

on the 30th of last month i got attacked. i got paid that day and went out. i bought some clothes and i went to the walmart to get my shampoo's and whatnot. then from there i went to the bestbuy to get a cd but it turned out they were closed, so disappointed i went back and got something to eat and waited for the bus to pick me up and drop me off. now mind you, this is at night, around 10 and like always i'm all in my black gear. as i'm sitting at the bus stop waiting, this car pulls up with four caucasion guys they pull up and say 'ma'am, excuse me do you have a light?' i smiled and said no, so they turn around and looked at eatch other and i noticed a loud nosie, they were throwing eggs at me and as they drove off they yelled 'FAT BITCH! GO EAT A DICK, FUCKING VAMPIRE BAT BITCH!'

you know what the sad thing is? the bus stop is close to a police station not ONE OF THEM saw a damn thing nor did a damn thing, not like i expected them too, fucking pigs, i fucking hate cops. there all fucking crooked. so i called Patrick all in shock and told him what happened there was more cussing then talking Lol. he told me he was sorry about what happened and if he was there he'd find them and i knew what he'd have done to them. so pissed off i just started walking home, my apartment isnt far from the bus stop either. this is not the first time that people have attacked me for the way i dress. on my niece's 7th birthday we took her to the mcdonalds and the empolyee's were having a field day with me snickering and whispering 'check out the mass murderer'. i almost had a throw done with one of the worker's too.

but just because that happened then and now is NOT going to stop me from dressing the way i do! i'm going to be dressing in ALL BLACK till i'm a old ass lady i don't give a flying fuck who thinks what of how i dress. i'm comfortable in what i wear at least i'm not showing my tits and ass off. i'm a very modest dresser. i'm not going to give anyone the pleasure of changing me. it is true what i told my ma once 'it's me against the world'

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