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Saturday, October 18, 2008

hey guys *hugs all*

well i dunno what to think or say, i really don't.
lastnight i called Patty's home in the hopes of hearing him but i didn't get to talk with him. he's ok 'cause his mom told me that he left the home to go somewhere. he has a cell phone and a home phone he could call me but he hasn't, for 9 days already i haven't heard from him and i dunno what the fuck is going on.

i don't ask for much i really don't, all i want is to hear his voice that's all i want but i have the feeling he's breaking up with me and i should take the hint but he has told me that he loves me too much to leave me but then again who knows. i don't know what the fuck to do. i feel so goddamn sick, i'm on the verge of breaking down in tears, i feel so alone like almost everyone has abandoned me, i would go to my mom but she has seen me go through this too many times.

i'm slowly dieing in silence and no one sees it and maybe that's a good thing that no one sees it 'cause i'm no one special. i will see what happens and i will let you guys know
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