Monday, April 11, 2005

Ok, lets calm down
ok, I feel that his life is in more pain now than I could give him in death, so I choose to let him suffer, as for my queen and I I pray daily that she stays safe until and after I can be with her in the flesh..

I must appolgize to her for saturday, It has been said that she needed to speak to me, I'm sorry, but just after freak told me she was through with jojo, the bitch librian turned the computer off while I was waiting for her, and was unable to get to the computer until now...

I was gonna put Duality by slipknot for my queen, but musicvideocodes don't have a code for it right now
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Saturday, April 9, 2005

ASSHOLE!!!!!!
I'LL KILL HIM....JOJO IS CLAIMING SUICIDE IF ROXANNE BREAKS UP WITH HIM...HE SAID I USED DIRTY TRICKS. NO, I DIDN'T HE IS. IF SHE STAYS WITH HIM OVER THIS, THEN I HAVE NOTHING TO LIVE FOR, BECAUSE I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO HAVE HER UNTIL HE IS DEAD, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'LL KILL MYSELF...THAT MEANS I'M MORE ALONE THAN I HAVE EVER BEEN, AND I WILL MAKE HIS TIME IN HELL WORSE THAN HE EVER IMAGINED......
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Frankie J -Obsession(Feat. Baby bash)

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Lyrics
(Check check ...this happened for real ...baby bash..yo.. frankie j.... obession)

Its early in the morning
And my heart is really lonely
Just thinkin bout you baby
Got me twisted in the head
And I dont know how to take it
But its driving me so crazy
I dont know if its right
I'm tossin turning in my bed
Its 5 oclock in the morning
And I still cant sleep
Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me
Weak...
I'm feeling hopeless in my home
I dont know what to do but I think I'm in love
Baby...

[Chorus]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Then what am I feeling (what am I doing wrong)
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?

Now I know you're not my lady I'm just tryin to make this right
I dont know what to do I'm going out of my mind
So baby if u let me could I getchu to say maybe we could ride together
We could do this all nite now I dont care if u got a man
Baby I wish you'd understand
Cuz I kno he cant love u right, quite like I can
Its 5 oclock in the morning
And I still cant sleep
Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me
Weak...
I'm feeling hopeless at home
I dont kno what to do but I think I'm in love

[Chorus]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Then what am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong)
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?

I love the way u freaky like that
I love the way u freaky like that
I love the way u freaky like that
Its an obsession

[Baby Bash]
Hold up let me dream
Shorty got me feelin less supreme
Where my candy, where my cream
Got your boy feel less supreme
Hold up wait a minute baby you so damn independent
Loving everything your representing
Got alot of money, I love to spend it
And thats whats up and I dont care what people scream
You're my blessin when I'm stressin
My superfly beauty queen
I'm gonna keep it saucy
Cuz my money know how I do, we go rendez-vous, mi corazon belongs to you

[Chorus]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Then what am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong) what am I do wrong [echo]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
What am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong?) what am I do so wrong? [echo]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?

Amor

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I'm confused
This whole week has been hell on me, but the weekend is proving to be better, I'm getting where I'm confused with what has gone on this week, and what is going on now, it is tied together, but I can't say how, by choice, I can't say how, nor can I say why it is looking up, until I am sure that everything is sorted out...
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Friday, April 8, 2005

   Ok, I chill
Ok, I have laid all my cards on the table, and now I sew my mouth shut...I have blatently told the king my opinion of him, and told him why...I promised my queen I would say nothing to him after that, but I must rephrase that promise, to as long as he doesn't reply...and who knows, if we can both stay calm, perhaps my opinion can change and things can get back to almost normal for my queen and myself...I blame myself for the rift that has quickly grown b/t her and I, as if it wasn't already large enough, me spending the whole time trying to sew it up like a hole in a blanket...I understood things would change when she said she had fallen in love, but I didn't think I would cause such drastic changes...I'm on the verge of losing her forever, and that I cannot bare.

I mean could you bare to lose someone you were holding in your arms merely a few days ago(ok,it wasn't for real, but I did promise her that one day it would be.), to lose the only person who said they were lucky to have you in there life. A statment like that lets you know that you truly are the lucky one...

I cannot finish, I have tears forming in my eyes as I type, I'll complete this later....

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Thursday, April 7, 2005

Well, Well, Well...
The King and I seem to have one thing in common, and that one things makes me even more willing to take him on. Sorry, If I don't trust him...It seems, we both are good with blade weapons, and have preference for the same on, the difference on that Level, is I use my scyth(I'm a bad speller, so I don't know if thats the right spelling) when I need to throw extra "curve" into the battle, I've worked with my weapons, I've examined them all, well enough to know, exploit, and cover their weaknesses.

[Edited to remove information that should not have been put in]
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

Out of the Norm
ok the norm talks about my queen and what is happening b/t around her and I, well this time I want you all to go visit my freind Eric Draven, Eric has been one of my best freinds for a long long time(Can't say the same for the man behind the name though...lol, but he is kool)

He used to hang out around here some time ago, but something came up, and he took a leave of absence, he is back, so lets make him feel like we missed the big lug...
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   I am Grateful
I must think my queen for the new weapons, but I will put them in the warehouse for later, I'll keep them for when I get my space station, of course, understand your rule will not reach my spacestation, though I will still serve you, there is a certain extent once we are there(namely, it is still my choice as to whom I bring up) For now, I'll keep up close and personal with my victims...

To The King: Feel priveleged, Yesterday, something far worse than evil racoons and leprecuans had it out for you, but they all spoke of it in front of me, needless to say they did not go anywhere....

*pulls the "Colnol's" blades from his side placing left fist at the kings throat, the long side of the blade perpendicular to his shoulder*

Understand, I did it not for you, b/c I would just as soon do to you as they intended, but my queen would rather you alive, thus I must let you live....

*removes the blade from the kings neck, placing it back in its case, stepping back to bow, then turning to walk away*
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Tuesday, April 5, 2005

   I live only to serve
Yes, yesterday you all watched as my most respected split killed me reenacting my favorite scene from HellBoy...Thanks to the Wizard CrushZ, I was alive within the hour...I am no longer the King of Chaos, I stepped down for her sake, she wanted to leave, but I refused, now I am second in command or her army, second only to her, not her new king...Visit her, and her king, make her number one, and him number 2 or perish but my blade....
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Monday, April 4, 2005

What is going on?
I was so happy when I got on line, but now I'm in a frame of mine that all I want to do is weep, and I don't know why

*Xexx walks up behind you taking the form of the Colnol, from Hellboy placing that blade behind his neck*

Xexx: I swear if you do, I will do as I promised when she helped you get over the last two...

Understood, but allow me to know if I have reason to weep over her....

Xexx:Agreed, but I don't leave this spot until I know whether to do this or not

*Xexx thinks to himself," I know I promised him, but my existence is at stake in....why must he be so sentimental..."?*

Ok,I know, do what you must

*Xexx lays his left hand calmly on the fool's shoulder....slight blood splatter is seen as Kerry falls to the floor*

Xexx: I'm not vanishing....great I run the body now...

K-Ba: Wrong, you fool, I was created to be him, but less sentimental...

Xexx:Damn, I forgot...

{On this day a man has died a little inside, the problem is, he was only a little alive on the inside, thus has lost all will to live.... Don't be like him, Don't let your heart command you, it will kill itself and you in the process]
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