Wednesday, February 1, 2006

Hell
Life is fucked over again
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Monday, November 7, 2005

Damn
I think I over extended my Knee the other day, and it hurts like hell.
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Saturday, November 5, 2005

Wassup
TGITW(Thank god it's the weekend) not much else to say other than, how are things with you?
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

weird
As well as stupid, My spanish teacher quit, now we have a college student teaching our class becuase his college has been shut down due to the hurricanes.
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Monday, October 31, 2005

How is every one?
I had an interesting weekend(Before that don't really matter) but before I get into that, you have to know every weekend of October, I was working the huanted house in Alexandria. Well I've been having conflict with this one guy who works there. Saturday he and I had a total falling out, and he flat out said,"Don't come back monday." So I walked out the door in which I was security for. Now, see This guy always bitches about what I do, he is the only one who bitches. I was having a bad day before going up there, and normally getting there cheers me up, but no. I got depressed while I was there and put into a position that didn't help, I was placed to push the train, the train horn tweaked with my mind, and that screwed me up, so I got moved to poster monster, that sucked, b/c it is all a matter of timing and my timing sucks. and someone bailed, so I was put as backdoor security, That I could do, but I tried to make it interesting, thinking of human nature I stood around the corner I was supposed to tell them to go behind, and had many people say I was the scariest thing they had seen(I know I'm ugly, but damn, scary looking...) the only reason is b/c they weren't expecting me, and The guy I had all the problems with has no fucking imagination, and with the way I was feeling, I wasn't taking his shit, of course after I said I quit he quit bugging me, I was nice, I gave him about three times to pass me without putting someone in my position before I walked out the back door. Then I had to explain my side of it to Col. Dixon, then had to ask for a ride, b/c my parents were in Monroe(thats about two hours away)

And for anyone who cares, I'm finnally over Crystal, it still hurts to see her, but I can look foward as I did before her, I see emptiness, not the scorn of having lost, again.
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Thursday, October 27, 2005

I am alive, just busy
Ok, I'm not alive, but I am busy...I'm sorry to what freinds did look at this on a regular basis, I've been busy, and have been out of my mind, I'm gonna try to get everyone up to dat on what has been going on, and try to get up to date with all of you. If you care, just bare with me.
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

   Ai Shiteru
A japanese phrase, I recently learned, it means I love you. but I'm in so much pain knowing it, I have a person I want to say it to, but I can't tell her...I'm afraid she won't react the same as she use to, especially since, she acts like I don't exist.
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Tuesday, September 6, 2005

   Damn Katrina
My life has been thrown out of whack, and I wasn't hit by the storm in the weather sense, I'm hit with all the refugees and I'm cut short of time here....I'm going to try to get around to people's pages a.s.a.p
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   Damn Katrina
My life has been thrown out of whack, and I wasn't hit by the storm in the weather sense, I'm hit with all the refugees and I'm cut short of time here....I'm going to try to get around to people's pages a.s.a.p
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Friday, August 19, 2005

   School Dayone / day two

Well, the past two days have been alright I'm gonna go ahead and put my scedule up then tell you how everything went, from the clothes I was wearing, to the people I talked to, and the classes I had.

Period Class Teacher Term(s)

01 JROTC 4 Dixon 1,2,3,4

02 Webmastering Drayton 1,2,3,4

03 Spanish I O'Neal 1,2

03 Spanish II O'Neal 3,4

04 Fine Arts Survey-Music/Theater Richards 1

04 Fine Art Survey-art/Dance Nugent 2

04 ACT Prep Moore 3

04 Computer Tech and Lit Drayton 4

05 English IV Bolyer 1,2,3,4



Well Thursday: I was awake at 5:15, my alarm goes off then to alert me that I soon need to be up, I was awake at the time and my alarm was not going off, weird, I could not lay there, my body was awake enough to make it feel like I had been up for hours, with a full night's rest(and I went to sleep around 11:15) well, I washed my face to make sure I was awake and not dreaming. then it was tiem to get dressed, I had told my self I'm not wearing Polo shirts anylonger, they have so many downsides and no upsides, so I've gotten rid of about 20 and replaced them with 6 button down shirts. I got on my Navy Blue Slacks and a long sleeve black Puritan dress shirt my new shoes for school and a tie. By the time I was dressed, it was only 5:45, I drank a couple bottles of water to pass the time rather than watching TV, becuase I likely wouldn't have pulled myself from the TV. and I was out of the house before 6:00(bored out of my skull) I needed to be up to the school by 6:30 to show my cousin her classes, a sophmore that just transferred over from Marksville, and who happens to have 1st block with me(double curse there,I'll explain later why I say that) well she showed up about 6:40 or so, i showed her the map by the office. Well, 1st block I went to ROTC, Extremely pissed off about being in Alpha company, This is the 1st year I'm not in Charlie, and I feel that I'm one of the reason's Chalie has moved up to being the best company, I was screwed in it by the fact that I was pretty much laid out for the year as long as I had the luck to remain in Charlie company, but now, there is no telling what I will get, all I can do is pray. second block, the teacher didn't like me much for the exact same class last year, and it is the same class Joe was in when all the controversy about this site when he wrote about Mr. alwell...the teacher has the class alittle more structured than she did last year and a lot less people...but the class time also has the newspaper and the student editor isn't in the class. Well, that class got me into a slightly better mood, I went to spanish I, the teacher is nicer than student's iin the past has given her credit for, the class is easy(I remeber most of what Senorita Hardin taught me in eight grade) we got spanish names that we were aloud to choose on our own, my fave name is Javier, it translates to Xavier(I must like it if my that which you all know me as is Xexx Javier Demone here) and I had 1st pick of the name, so I am Javier in my spanish class...MR. Richards makes the FA-survey fun, and MRs. Bolyer had a Migraine during 2nd Lunch, so she had to go home, and Mr. Bennett had to sub...that class was boring and I'm surrounded by so many people I know and have never seen eye to eye with, also my Ex- is in the english I class next door(She failed it last year b/c she is like me, hates the english language) after school is my time, yard work, help my ex-s dad with his trailer and a men's meeting at church to discuss Land and improvments to the church to make make it larger...

Friday: Woke up with my alarm, rolled over wen to sleep until 6:30, washed my face to wake up, grabbed my 2002-2003 C-co Warrior BTN t-shirt with my initial's on the back out of the Dryer through it on grabbed my shoes and belt put them on(I sleep in my pants for school today) and was out the door by 6:45. nothing speacial before school, 1st block, we went outside and trained the newbies(Freshman and other's who joined for the 1st time simply to get a P.E credit with out P.E) in the positions at the halt, Atention, Parade Rest, Stand at ease, At ease(There is a difference), and rest. I ended up training my cousin...so I was very nit pickky with her about the minor details, most people think if you're hard on them, you don't like them, while the person doing it only knows that by their opinion of the person, many are harder on you b/c they know you have it in you to be greater than them, I was hard on her for both reasons, I knwo she can be much better than I am, all I got to do is train her, not to mention I was having fun making her listen to me...2nd block, we got on the computer's and ran a typing program b/c the class hadn't officailly began, she hasn't got all the computers switch from bell south to Cox so not all have internet. Third, we got introduced into the spanish language with introductions, 4th class began, book in order notes and a journal, Lunch I took my I.D picture, 5th, the teacher was there, we went over everything we had gone over yesterday and watched part of a video....thats about it,

the only thing really good is that hopefully next week my partner in Crime should be back at school, he was supposed to graduate last year, but he broke fell 20 feet from atree after going up to get his cat, broke his ankle, had to have surgery about a week before thanksgiving, didn't come back to school for the rest of the year b/c he couldn't get all his credits to graduate, so he waited to this year, though he didn't drop out, they took him out of the computers and monday or tuesday he is coming in to get it straightened out and be able to out do his entire family, he intends to graduate.

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