Tuesday, August 9, 2005

Job done, school back...FUCK...
Well, My Job is finnally finished...School is about to start and I'm annoyed at that...I need a permanent job...I might be able to get on at Stanalker's(Sp?), my ex-'s Uncle has been working off and on for over 10 years, and he is about to quick, he said he would see about getting me a job, I'm gonna talk to him and ask him to get me on his time slot, that way I have time during the week for other work, like helping my dad tear down a trailer for our landlord, helping my ex-'s dad on other jobs....he has a few things to do at his house, I'm going to try to help with, and in about three weeks I'm going to be helping him on biulding a house for some people...I can have my parent's bring me over there after school, or I can ride with Crystal if she goes, and that payment will be decent, but hey a job like that, I ain't worried about payment, I'm worried about getting that old couple a place to live that isn't draining their finances, see about 2 years ago, my boss and Ex-, built a large porch for them...onto their brand new trailer...now they are talking about giving the trailer back and and with the size of the porch(and carport) it can be biult into a one bedroom with a living room and kitchen, they have a shed they want to pull up to it after the trailer is gone, and turn it into a bathroom and a second bedroom...well with the way the porch is biult now, It'll change very easily with very little in the way of knew matterials....but they are doing this job whiole still paying on the trailer so it'll take time...they aren't intending to let the trailer go back until december...if you know someone who is trying to buy a place, this is a 16 x 84 trailer 2003 model, and I can find out how much will be owed on it at that time, they are more than will to allow someonw else to take up payments, then legally turn the deed over to you once it is done....leave me a comment if you'd like more information, either for yourself, or for another...

THS '06 Fuck all yall below me...but don't worry yo time will come...sooner or never....(I beleive thet latter)
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Monday, July 25, 2005

Stupid little Fool
How many of you who actually read this think I'm and idiot as is...

well either way you'll probably think I am on now...

Aparrently my girlfreind and I have been broken up for 3 freaking weeks, and I just found out this past friday night....I know I mentioned somthing about this, and that everything was worked out, but apparently that was over excited wishing that I mistook for reality...
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Saturday, July 16, 2005

Iggnorant doctors
My boss got to the hospital and the do and evaluation and rescedule to the removal for next monday(the 25) but the did tell him the was benign...

For whatsoever things were written aforetime were written for our learning, that we through patience and comfort of the scriptures might have hope. Rom 15:4
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

   Surgery
I am off today, why is not a reason one would like to here...My girlfreind's father has a tumor on the backside of his head, they are taking it off today...my girlfreind is up there with him and have no way of finding out how he will be after the surgery, I know not what hospital they are at, and I know not if they will call me with an update, I've known this man near two months, and I respect him, he is my boss on the job, and a very understanding boss, I want nothing to happen, for those reasons and that I am and old fashioned guy, if am to marry Crystal when I get older, then I wish to do it right and part of doing it right is getting permission from the parents, I will ask her father, if he is lost then I will ask the mother whom we both dislike greatly...I also wish his healing and life merely for the sake of my Angel...she is plagued by depression and at the time is only willing to speak to him about it, and I feel that if she loses him, she will feel as though there is noone to turn to considering the only person whom was able to keep her depression under control has abandoned her making it three times she has been abandoned, I beleive I have went through all of those before...and wish to not go through them again...This man means so much to her and I respect him too much to not be hurt by any mishaps that may happen...

But unto you that fear my name shall the Sun of righteousness arise with healing in his wings; and ye shall go forth, and grow up as calves of the stall. -Mal 4:2
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Monday, July 11, 2005

how has everything been
I'm kool, Crystal never acted like anything changed, and its been so long that nothing has, so we're still together....been working and spending alot of time at church...I'm getting real pissed off at the person who set her and I up, becuase she was Crystal's best freind by the time school let out, and now claims to hate Crystal and the supposed reason is stupid, its a reason one should be happy about, but she fears the worst results from that reason, not to mention she is listening to her mother, something she hates doing...but the way I see it, either she doesn't hate crystal, other wise they wouldn't have been freinds for over 3 yrs. or she has always hated her and simply put up with her until she had someone she knew she drop Crystal on...if the later is true, then I'm glad it was me but it pisses me off that she would be so cruel anyway...

Micheal, I have nothing against you, but your girl is on my last nerve, but don't worry I'm not gonna step on any toes...

I'm trying to get my life right with god, so I'm trying not to hate anyone, I'm letting as much of my negaqtive feelings go, but they aren't leaving fast enough...

I pray for all of you who read this, many who don't...and I ask that if it is not against your religion, please do the same for me...
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Friday, July 1, 2005

Hey
Crystal's fine, she just had to go to an astma(SP?) class, she ran into my grandmother up at the hospital, they knew eachother really well, my grandmother didn't know that me and crystal were going out and crystal didn't know it was my grandmother, Crystal broke up with me wednesday, but we still act as though nothing has changed, I can understand and I accept why, but I'm not able to say why yet...I told her more than I week before that if she came to the point she felt that was the best choice to make, that I would accept it, I don't regret it, but it is still a little painful...and the person around here I talk to my problem's about isn't home and I don't know when he will be...

not much else to say other than I got paid today, $75 is all he could afford, and it's more than I was asking, I was merely asking for respect and to be able to call in a favor with Crystal's dad whenever I needed something other than financially...

WEll lata...

-P.S.
Hey, Rox...It's Storming here dark skies, rain, lightning, electricity flipping....The works...
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

   Sorry I been a way
well, I went to camp for a week, on the 13th, came back and the computer's were screwed up, for over a week, I've been working with my girlfreind's dad on a construction job since tuesday of last week, making decent money. anyway I'm off today b/c my girfreind has a doctors appointment today so I thought I'd check to see if the computer's were back up, since they are I thought I'd appollogize and update everyone.

holla back

later...
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Saturday, June 11, 2005

DAMN DAMN DAMN
I hate this, I haven't seen Crystal since thursday, she went to stay the night at her aunt's after I left there, then yesterday she was supposed to go to her mother's for a few days, she comes back tomorrow evening about 5:00 the only way I get to see her, is if I go to her church, but My mother is being a bitch b/c I leave for camp Monday and good chance that more information will be given to us tomorrow evening. ok, as I mentioned I leave for camp monday morning, I don't return until friday evening, which mean, I don't get to see her until next saturday, then the monday after I get back she goes back to her mother's for three weeks...I'm more pissed off about tomorrow, becuase her and I will have been together for an entire month, and I'm unable to spend the day with her...this sucks ass
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Friday, June 10, 2005

Been awhile
I'm soorry I've been away, I really missed alot. I've been grounded, from the library, so I couldn't get to a computer, I'm going to try to catch up with everyone, I hope nothing majorly bad happened while I was detained...I hope your summer has been fun...later everyone
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Friday, May 27, 2005

Kool.
This dahy wasn't bad...but I'm upset b/c I got to busy to talk to my queen yesterday, and I probably will again today...If plans fall through tomorrow, then I should be able to speak with her, it feels weird getting to a computer and unable to talk to her...
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