Saturday, May 14, 2005

Two sides to everything
Ok, I'm in a very good mood, I woke up to a phone call from my girlfreind, that was a nice voice to wake up to...then again, as always im in a bad mood over my queen, she says she is happy, but then she says she is upset becuase someone used her, so I'm pissed off about that, then again on the other hand, my girlfreind might be coming to the library today...hopefully...which is good, but then I'm not sure If i'm going to be able to keep my joy of having her with me, and my frustration with people upsetting my queen seperated well enough to keep from upsetting my girlfreind...
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Friday, May 13, 2005

semi happy
I'm a little bit happy, I have a girlfreind who likes me, who honestly wants to be with me, and Vice versa, but I'm not as happy as I would be if My queen was truly happy...
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Thursday, May 12, 2005

Weird day
Well, Something good has happened, My Ex- is going to be pissed, I have a new girlfreind, who happens to be my ex-'s enemy, I'm still freinds with my ex- but she can get over it.

Those of you who may read this, are probably wondering what happened to me and Roxanne, I still love her, but I need to keep what sanity she helped me to regain, and I don't think it is healthy to continue to persue a relationship with her until I move to her. Her and I are still freinds, that will never change, as long as I have some say in it, then again, I have no say in much of anything.


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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

*eyes flare Black*
I HATE CETRA'S...that is all for today, go to LadyAlchemist22's page and vote for Xexx to win the dual...
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Well I think I know
I'm sure I know what is wrong now, but considering my feeling went away, but I'm still not entirly sure.
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Something is Wrong
I don't know what it is, but something doesn't feel right, my day has seemed weird today, I'm exhausted, and my energy is draining as I give in to the feeling of something being wrong...if you have any problems you think I might care enough about you for them to affect me, please tell me.
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Monday, May 9, 2005

Apparently
I'm in love with a Zombie, I've been informed that the woman I love is a Zombie, one that cannot die except by way of being hacked into a million tiny peices, Your ass will have to go through me to hack her up, and don't think this brick wall is moving...on a lighter note, I'm glad her body is still functioning, of course I need to ask a few questions to her about it, and no you aren't getting the answers to the questions and you're not finding out why I'm asking them....Life sucks, I want to be a Zombie, too.
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Saturday, May 7, 2005

Apocalyptic soul
I my soul is tearing itself apart from some news I received, I feel so alone, lemme start with what I spoke on yesterday, I did do some thinking on it, which wasn't intened, and I was real close to telling myself yes, but i needed to know two things, but now I can't say yes, I can never say yes, the news I recently received, the woman I love intends to kill herself simply becuase the guy she just broke up with told her to do it herself, I don't know when the message was sent so I don't know if I have time to save her...I love her more than life itself and her life is the only one that matters to me...the pain I feel is one I expect the world to feel in the days to come, if I could release my sould on this world, it would feel my pain, and support the theory I have of myself being the anti-christ, the bringer of the apocalypse.
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Friday, May 6, 2005

The way you look tonight- Frank Sinatra
Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight.

You're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.

With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fears apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
Touches my foolish heart.

Yes you're lovely, never, ever change
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it?
Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight.


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Weird
Ok, this day was strange, I'm gonna leave the school based events for the other page, I'm sure most of you know the nWo Black and red page, Big Sexy Kevin Nash as the Avi...

The strangest thing today was My Freind Sarah trying to set me up with my freind Crystal, Crystal Fucked with my ex-s MyO page a while back, I'm sure alot of you remember when theBlackraven had some stuff wrong with her page, of course with what all of you know as it is, due to conditions of my heart I'm not even sure I'll think about considering that...Sorry, Sarah, I'm just not sure right now...
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