Monday, April 25, 2005

This sucks ass...
I'm having more mood swings latly then a woman with PMS...Something upsetting has been brought to my attention, and for once I'm not gonna let the whole damn world know about it...I actually can't say I'm not surprised considering recent species changes...but what I'm asking myself is what I did to fuck my own life up so bad, while trying to help another...
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Usher: You got it Bad

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Miserable
I'm not getting over the weekend, as quickly as I did before, but I'm slightly better than I was saturday...I'm still pleading for my heart and have come to decision...I'm intending to study Alchemy as much as possible...My Life in exchange for Roxanne's Freedom from pain and sorrow...I have a critic, who doesn't understand that Roxanne's freedom is as valuable to me as my life is to the universe...
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Saturday, April 23, 2005

I have lost everything
once again...I have lost everything to the hands of love...It tortures me so...making me do things in its name that I know can't be right...then making ache for doing as it tells me...

Love is a vile creature that I must respect as much as I despise...If you have to ask why I am miserable, apparently you haven't been paying attention...
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J-Lo: Baby I Love you
I hate when I songs say all the words I want to...but I can't, b/c i looks like I'm quoting the song, and that I may not mean what I say, but this is everythin I mean when I speak to Roxanne...Some of the words have to be altered, since a female is singing it...but you get the message

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Sorry About Yesterday
I wasn't able to get obn yesterday
b/c my uncle was in the hospital,
and I was made to go sit with
him...I hate hospitals with a
Passion, and he gets ticked off
too easily...12 hours of putting
up with him...I'm happy to be back
today...and I mentally wrote a
poem on my way up to the
library...this morning... it is
supposed to be read like a
song...so think of soft music too
it at you read it

S is for the sorrow we both have felt with eachother
M is for the moment our eyes first meet
I is for the innocence I wish to one day return to you
L is for the luaghter I yearn to hear
E is for the Extasy of your soul in mine...
Becuase all you do it make me SMILE.
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Thursday, April 21, 2005

Amanda Perez
This might be giving the wrong message, iff I don't elborate...

This is the way I felt for to long...I put this video now, becuase I finally got it, also. the site doesn't have Angel by Shaggy (which would be more appropriate)

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Wassupp
I'm in a better mood today...Yesterday Something wonderful happened(again)...I noticed my hy heart isn't crying anymore, so I'm not ignoring it again...lol...ask and I might tell you what happened...Roxanne knows why I'm so happy, and no it isn't what rest on my head, its the symbolic nature of what rest on my head...

Lol, I'll try to get a video up today...or I'll link to somthing funny...
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Not much to say
I over slept this morning, so, needless to say, I'm not at school...I'm bored out my skull...but I think I'm getting better at chossing the words I use...
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

I couldn't do it...
My popularity Ranking was moving to fast for me to quit...So, I'm sticking around, I'm gonna let those that don't like me feel how they feel, its no skin of my back...
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