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Friday, April 8, 2005
Ok, I chill
Ok, I have laid all my cards on the table, and now I sew my mouth shut...I have blatently told the king my opinion of him, and told him why...I promised my queen I would say nothing to him after that, but I must rephrase that promise, to as long as he doesn't reply...and who knows, if we can both stay calm, perhaps my opinion can change and things can get back to almost normal for my queen and myself...I blame myself for the rift that has quickly grown b/t her and I, as if it wasn't already large enough, me spending the whole time trying to sew it up like a hole in a blanket...I understood things would change when she said she had fallen in love, but I didn't think I would cause such drastic changes...I'm on the verge of losing her forever, and that I cannot bare.
I mean could you bare to lose someone you were holding in your arms merely a few days ago(ok,it wasn't for real, but I did promise her that one day it would be.), to lose the only person who said they were lucky to have you in there life. A statment like that lets you know that you truly are the lucky one...
I cannot finish, I have tears forming in my eyes as I type, I'll complete this later....
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