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Monday, May 23, 2005
interesting...
OK, everyone remember the post I made saturday.
Well, I can't get the words out of my head, and I've found how the love I spoke of, helps to prove my personal analogy true...and the crueler she is to me the more I love her, which baffles my mind, it should be me loving her less, but I guess it is why she is so cruel to me. I upset her with the words I use to about her boyfreind, but most of those were explaining what would happen, done out of self-defense, as well as the fact that I don't trust him. She cares for him as much as my heart yearns for her, and I can respect that, I wouldn't honestly know where his heart lies in reference to her, but that is not a statment of insult it is one based on observation, anytime I have spoken to him, or vice versa he is always to angry, and I fear that his anger may one day put her life in jeopardy, and with how protective of him she is. I would not be allowed to protect her in that time...I know he claims he will never hurt her-I honestly beleived I never would, then the next day I had her crying, it was unintentional, but it was my fualt- But I have seen people wrapped in anger, hurt everyone they cared about, it is not a pretty sight, and can be very straining on a relationship...I pray that things work out for her, and that he finds an outlet for his rage before he does something he will regret.
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