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Friday, August 11, 2006


7 days and not counting...
but I'm not worried about that I have a new girlfreind that I am beyond smitten with. She lives in Arkansas, nearly 6 hour drive from school...I feel so bad becuase I know there is someone that is near her that cares for her as much as me, I can't see her and he can't have her becuase of me. She says I'm so perfect and he is a great guy, she may be pregnant by her ex-(I don't think she is, but she isn't convinced) and both me and the other guy are willing to take care of the child, she feels bad becuase I can't being so far away, and she can't let him do it becuase it is hard not to become emotionally attached to a man taking care of your child, and she would not be able to live with herself if she fell in love with him while her and I are so close to each other. I feel so miserable thinking about this...and I feel bad becuase she has cuased me to get over Roxanne(My queen now and forever) my ex- from last year that I still tweaked over, and a girl that I care about and would really enjoy a real relationship with...all at one time. She doesn't support my dream, but she will not stand in the way of it unless I'm killing myself with it...And I refuse to let her give up on her own dream. I'll do everything in my power to make it work for her, but she isn't sure if she will meet me half way...
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