Hi everyone! How have you all been? Good, I hope.
~Emotions Gone Wild~
I have no idea what kind of mood I'm in right now. I have SO much on my mind, I'm going nuts. I stayed up late talking to my cousin last night because I haven't been able to really sit down and talk to Kayla since she's been pretty busy between work and her personal life. ^_- We talked until three in the morning about anything and everything. It made me feel better, but it didn't make the things that I worry about dissapear. *sigh*
~Bobby~
My friend from Alabama is finally here, and that's got me twisted in a knot because I have no idea if he even wants to see me or if his real purpose here is to see his old friends from his old school and nothing more. He makes me feel kind of worthless sometimes. He tends to blow me off a lot. At least I'll get to see him.
Anyways, I'll be seeing him and his friend Chris and his mother and brother on Thursday.
~Movie~
I'm also going to see Harry Potter and The Order Of The Phenoix tommorrow at 6:30 with my cousin, Kayla, Ashley (SesshysBride2Be), and Shawn ( Kayla's brother). It should be interesting. I havent seen Ashley in years. She moved away a few years ago, and I haven't seen her since then. Kayla has told me that she has changed quite a bit from the last time I saw her. It should be fun, I suppose.
~Alex~
And then there's Alex. The dreaded Alex (my best friend's ex). He has called SO MANY TIMES today and yesterday, it's not even funny. And today I wanted to punch him in the face over the phone for reasons I'd rather not get into. It just makes me mad, so I'll let it go for now.
~School~
I don't exactly know why, but the pressure of school coming is starting to overwhelm me. It's not even August yet, but I feel awful worring about it. There are so many things I will have to do. All new classes, all new teachers, no cafeteria ( which is great because we get to eat day old bag lunches. yum. >_< ), and I will get to see all of the WONDERFUL people that populate the student body, including the new FRESHMEAT. It's making my head spin, and I honestly feel like I could sleep through the rest of my life and forget everything for awhile. I'm mentally exausted, and I'm trying the best I can to try and relax and enjoy the second half of my summer, but it's hard. I'm terribly scared that I won't do well enough to get into college and live the life I want when I get older. Sorry for the huge speech, but I needed to get it off my chest. I am so tired. -_-
Well, I hope everyone is having fun and enjoying their summer. I will be around to visit sites later.
