Thursday, April 14, 2005

   No Expression for this Pain..
Broken

Hidden in a case of white
Shrouded by a darker burn
Never to come to see the light
Freedom, a concept, to never learn
Bound by the chains of reality
Locked by the paralyzing fear
Kindness only to the insanity
Of living a lie for another year

I’m broken and torn
Between fantasy and reality
I’m tired and worn
From facing lack of security
Of the world the past has made
Mistakes that form my future
My heart and mind start to cave
Trying to find what to search for

I hold the light and the darkness of my heart
Trembling I will embrace those shadows
Pain seering through of every kind
Drowning in the blood of the shallows
The blanket of lies has been lifted
My eyes have been opened to see the death
It’s no longer a secret for the gifted
I have now taken my last breath

My mind’s foundation’s cracked long ago
Leaving me a teetering ground to stand on
No longer certain of memories I know
No longer a person to lean on
Broken and alone, I’m deaf to the masses
I’m now blind to the facts of the truth
Lying to me, wearing rose tinted glasses
I’ve locked myself tight in an imaginary booth.

I hold the light and the darkness of my heart
Trembling I will embrace those shadows
Pain seering through of every kind
Drowning in the blood of the shallows
The blanket of lies has been lifted
My eyes have been opened to see the death
It’s no longer a secret for the gifted
I have now taken my last breath

Shattered into tiny pieces
My mind, now broken on the floor
Nothing left for me to believe in
It’s been shut, that once open door
Opportunity knocked and left me a message
To wake up and capture the signs
But I’ve been lied to, I didn’t trust it
I never really could read between the lines

I hold the light and the darkness of my heart
Trembling I will embrace those shadows
Pain seering through of every kind
Drowning in the blood of the shallows
The blanket of lies has been lifted
My eyes have been opened to see the death
It’s no longer a secret for the gifted
I have now taken my last breath


I don't really know what inspired me to write this.. I don't, really. But, I hope the best is yet to come, ya know..?

I really need to get back in the swing of life. I'm so obsessed with anime, it's not funny, most of the time..

I just finished reading all six volumes of Tokyo Mew Mew, and I plan on getting the seventh.. Somday.. Uh, it might be a while, considering the fact I have little to no money whatsoever. T_T

Anyway, life's been okay, I've returned to my obsession with cats, especially, considering the fact I've had the Meow-Mix commercial theme song stuck in my head for an official week now.

Scary. Anyway, I've met a lot of new people, and I think I'll name them all that keep in contact with me and are uber cool!

GTK: Totally awesome. We both are cat fanatics, well, atleast about the movie The Cat Returns.. So broke, though T_T WE NEED MONEY! *making picket signs*

dragonnova: Ohmigosh. Totally awesome art! She's the coolest person, too! She, and myself, are both fanatics over Link and The Legend of Zelda Series.. Gamecube.. +_+.. I need to get that back, actually..

Abbis: She's so stinking cool! She lets me color her artwork! You've got to check her out, she's the coolest!

Tien-Kun: So totally cool and amazingly sweet. Beautiful artwork and a loving person to boot! Be sure to leave comments, she loves those!

takaidoshie: She's not on that much, but she's still got some awesome art, and she does answer her pm's, which is more than I can say for SOME people..

Naru_Atshushi: Ohmigosh she's so sweet and nice! I absolutely lover her as a buddy! She has some really interesting art, and a lovely style!

Okay, that's all for now, since not a whole lot of people actually keep in contact with me JUST yet. n_n;

Hmm, well, I can't really say much has happened to me in the past few days, save I made my first batch of sushi the other day. We didn't have raw fish, so, we used that bagged salmon stuff that resembles tuna. Kinda interesting, kinda funny! n_n; My cat kept trying to bite my fingers all night afterwards..

And I got back my Cresent Moon manga! Yaaay! I LOVE CM! It's, like, the coolest manga evar! Yes, EVAR!
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