myOtaku.com: Xiao Shen

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Birthday
• 1987-05-30
Gender
• Female
Location
• Your closet, no, really, go look
Member Since
• 2004-11-12
Occupation
• Web graphic/Newsletter Designer
Real Name
• Magdalena Zubiate

Personal

Achievements
• T-shirt Screening business!! n_________n
Anime Fan Since
• Can't remember.. I think I was born with a plushie of Inuyasha. o.o..
Favorite Anime
• CLAMP (all of it), Tokyo Mew Mew/Mew Mew Power (ugh, reminds me of Sailor Moon, really), Cowboy Bebop, Yamei no Matsui, Gravitation, Inuyasha, Blue Seed, Trigun, Full Metal Alchemist, Cresent Moon, Saber Marionette, .//hack legend of the twilight bracelet
Goals
• To become a full otaku
Hobbies
• Anime, graphics, writing
Talents
• Music, sketching, and painting sculptures

myOtaku.com: Xiao Shen

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Cuz I'm broken..
Friday afternoon, at exactly 6:45 pm, I witnessed my now ex best friend's little sister get abused by there mother.

She launched herself at her, and tried to suffocate her. She then tried to dive after the other daughter, and when that didn't work, she came after me..

The problem is, this wasn't the first time she'd tried to hurt someone in the family.. She'd broken her son's ribs, abused her elder daughter, and her husband.. But.. No one believes me now.

We called the cops and everything, but SHE wanted to have a party, so, she lied. She lied to the cops because SHE wanted a party.. And now she'll never be able to stop her mother.. She lost her only chance to do something about it.. She told the cops that I lied to my mother, that my mother was some kind of Jehovah's witness and all this stuff..

To this DAY she still says I'm a liar.. Even though I've been traumatized for life because her mother tried coming after me.. She says that I made it all up because I didn't like her mother. I don't like her mother, because of what she did to everyone..

I don't know what to do.. I really don't. It's torn me up inside that I lost my best friend.. And now, I feel like there's no one else out there.. Period..

I've been trying my best to get it off of my mind, but, there's nothing I can really do anymore.. I'm just so tired now.. So tired and weary..

I can't draw that well right now, not anything that doesn't involve some huge amount of violence that I can put on here.. It's too bloody, even for me.. It's made me sick how you think you know a person, and then they go and do something like this..

I'm sorry for anyone that reads this and is depressed, but I tend to treat this like an actual journal. Gomen.

The good thing is, I've managed to find a cousin of mine through marriage. She's a really nice person, so, that's the only good thing that's happened to me the past few days.

I'll try and upload something asap.
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