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Thursday, October 21, 2004

Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
Have you ever had those times where you just don't want to love?Maybe? Maybe not? Well for the past few months I thought I knew what love was. I've talked to my friend, whom I told her that I don't truly believe in love anymore. She says "Love is important. Friendship is too. But the love depends on the person." Maybe I do believe in love but I'm misunderstood. My definition of love is "An affection for one another." I can't really make out this philosophy. So here I am with my boyfriend who is mad at me, refuses to talk to me etc. So Ido the same thing. I'm not gonna take this bullcrap from him so its a Silent war I guess. Anyways, I know someday I may find someone in the future who fits the last piece of the puzzle to my heart.
Guess what though?
I'm not worried about it. And I won't worry about it anytime soon. I have better things to do. Spend some time with friends, etc. I have to concentrate on schoolwork as well so I don't think daydreaming about love is in my agenda. And I'm in the state where I just want to be left alone for a bit, to collect my inner feelings and consider what is going on in my life. In conclusion, I think love is something I haven't been ready for, and I have learned the hard way through this. Well I'm gonna go. Leave me some comments, lemme know how this rant makes you think about stuff. Or if your bored. Same difference. I got some homework to finish. Bye ^_^
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