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Monday, November 1, 2004


   Dude is today like depressed emm day? XD Its a fun holiday! WHERE'S MY PRESENTS!? Oh look I got one Hmm ::opens it:: CONDOMS!?!? WTF... O_O
I've been waiting for so long to be in your arms
To feel your heart beat
To your breathing
But nothing cries like the rain showing my pain at night
I want you to be here with me
I wish upon the lonely stars
I need you to be here with me
I wonder if we'd go far
Nothing today seems to go my way.
And nothing to do will make me feel better
And tomorrow I'll cry again 'cause I can't have you, can I?
I want you here with me
I wish upon the lonely stars
I need you to be here with me
And I wonder, I wonder, If I'm alive anymore. Can I feel the dream? Coming to true from you? I can only see you in my dreams, being there with you and I wake up and scream
And never wish I would leave
I want you here with me
I wish upon the lonely stars
I need you to be here with me
And I wonder, I wonder, If I'm alive anymore
And I wonder oh I wonder So I wonder if I can dream...
-By Emily Barankovich (Me duh. It's a song I made. ::sniffle::)

Nothing much to say. Everyone was crying around us in the assembly cause this guy was talking about his best friend turning gay and the guy wouldnt accept it so his friend shot himself. It is sad. I know, but I'm one of those people that don't know what it's like and so I felt nothing about it. I should have felt sad it's like weird o.O...
He also talked about disorders, socially inept people and whatnot and talked about the people who cut themselves and it feels good. x.X For a long time ever since I accidently cut my arm open from this sharp piece of metal it felt kind of good, like the negativity was in my blood and the blood flowed right out. Plus it felt good XD And anyway I scratched some japanese letters and stuff on my arm with my pocket knife I guess it looks cool but it felt good yet I'm afraid I'll be addicted to cutting myself. I dunno. I better stop cause I'll get in trouble. Well I'm gonna go. WOOHOO No school tomorrow, and thursday and friday off for the 4 day WEEKEND! Shweet Cassie if you're reading this we are SO gonna do something like go to the movies, rent movies, slumber party, videogames. Can't wait. Though I can wait for Wednesday cause I got two quizzes. One for vocab. in english, and one for math. Blerggg. Well see ya around gonna go stalk people XD

-Katana!

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