Tuesday, May 15, 2007

   ...
so,
alot has happened in the past few days....yesterday was the werst.i stayed after fer the perv teacher and he tuched me!i ended up running home with my shirt half opened.
i ddnt even run to my parents i ran to izumi's arms...

i hate it.i have showed him how weak i am and how much i need sumone to protect me....

well...the teacher is getting fired when they have proof of whut had happened...
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Sunday, May 13, 2007

   Hey everyone!
how have u guys been???sorry i havent been on lately.ive been packing.
yes.im moving!im kinda excited than im not.im excited because i dont have to live with my mom anymore.....
and then im not excited because i'm going to b living in a house with izumi.my mom and his parents bought us a little house a few streets away from my current home.the house is cute but there is only one prob....there is only one bedroom.honestly,im not ready to share the same bed with a boy...even if he is my fiance.i mean,i dont even like him....

i asked fer bunkbeds but they alredy purchased a waterbed.i hate waterbeds for they give me hedakes.so...i think i may buy myself a futon if they give me the money...if they dont i'll just sleep on the couch.i dont understand why it had to b him...why do i have to b engaged to him???if yuuya was alive he'd freak.i always thought sumday i'd b living w/ yuu but insted im screwed with izumi.plus he doesnt even knock.earlier today i was getting ready in my room cuz we were all going out to dinner fer mother's day and he just walked in and tried to start a convo w/ me.i was in my bra.who the hell does that???!???a married couple i tell ya.and i will never be his wife.anyways i yelled at him and thru one of my platforms.^^i missed him by a few centimeters tho..........

im going to be at my new home in a few days.im kinda sad cuz mom always told me that i'd live w/ a guy wen im married...gosh.if only my father knew.i havent bought another calling card so i havent told him about my arranged marriage.he sure as hell is going to flip...i wanna change the subject...hmm...

ooh!i started reading a new book.its called demon in my view.its soooo good>.<

and other than that i dd nothing.but listen to music or talk to ayumi.i miss her.she's so cute.if i could choose one person to b my wife....it would b her...if i had to choose a celeb to b my wife...it would b bai ling.she is soooo cute!!!!as fer a husband...yuuya on the spot even tho he's gone.as a celeb husband...MIYAVI!!!!!
heeeheehee.omg i was talking to my friend earlier today and she asked me:"wut if u were a guy and there was a grl that looked the way u do now???"i answered the question simply,trying not to sound conceited,i sed:"i'd try to get with her..."but of course she sed i was conceited and that she wished i was ugly.i sumtimed wish i was ugly cuz this damned face of mine gets me into truble.^^

eheh..sorry if i do sound conceited.but yeah...i drew a cute pic!its a hara-kid and it took me ferever to do her bleached hair.it was my first time doing bleached hair so it was exciting^^im bleaching my hair fer the summer cuz im going fer the gal look.lol.
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Wednesday, May 9, 2007

   gomen nasai!!
im so sorry!i really am.i kno i havent updated in a while.please fergive me.i feel as if i have neglected u all...so,im going to b posting today.

well,all this time ive been practicing my calligraphy.its very hard and i have a hard time memorizing all the hiragana and katakana characters.i've also been reading alot of comix.i missed u guys.

well im guess i could say im doing good.since i have the upperhand on izumi.he thinks he'll get me.he doesnt stand a chance.nope.hmm.so right now im in computer animation and he is not in skool today.everyone is so quiet in this class.even austin isnt talking....i ddnt even eat breakfast yet.maybe ill munch on sumthing next period.oh but how i hate blco periods!they are so long>.<

but yesterday i was looking at cure magazine...its a japanese fashion mag and it has alot of bands and their styles in it.its pretty rad.lol.but just a while ago i was on myspace.i need to change my song.its getting me aggriv8ed now that my little sister has the same one.she's a fag.

"ur stunning and i just want u",he says...im stuck with a song by dir en grey in my head.i was listening to them this morning.heehee.i love them.but just recently i got into gyackmen...they are good.and...the lead singer is a hottie^^

i'll post up a music vid by them.well,they r actually in cncert...but wutev.here they r...



whut do u think???anyways,how was ur day???
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Friday, May 4, 2007

   lalalaaa
today was a good day.
skool wasnt bothersome and izumi ddnt bother me either.

i decided to get facebook cuz a friend of mine is graduating this year and he doesnt have myspace...

i saw his photography and it was awesome>.<

hmm...i also saw sum videos that my friends sent me.they were funny.

thats all that really happened today.
so,how was ur day?did anything interesting happen?
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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

   YES!
HEHEHEHEHEH!
i had such a wonderful day today,i decided to play a prank on izumi since he's in a few of my classes and since he told ppl that we were engaged.heh.i had a few doggy treats in my pocket and i decided to lie to him and say that it was a spanish cookie.so,he ate it^^.i also fed one to my friend it was sooo funny.i dont feel bad at all.ahahahahaha!!!!

ew.i was on myspace in skool and my computer animation teacher kept bugging me cuz he really wanted to see my pix.i kept saying no no no and he asked me why in a flirty way and i simply told him:"ur a teacher,stick with teaching...and stop hitting on me.if u were a bit younger and a way cuter then i'd let u see them."then he just told me he'll just find me and then see them.he's such a perve>.<

so,right now im with ciera.my best friend.she goes to a different skool so its a treat to b seeing her today.we're supposed to go sumwhere to eat.yes!i love food.-sigh-i also need to look fer a job..waitressing.so anyways how was ur day??

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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

T______________T
now i'm hungry.....
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so,im still in class.not doing anything.i must b halucinating or sumthing cuz i could have sworn i just saw izumi in the hallway...
but y would he b at my skool?
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   bored
in computer animation...im very bored...

wuts up?
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Monday, April 30, 2007

aranged marriage...
so..my weekend was odd...

Saturday:i picked up my cousin and went to hiro's an hour later before we left fer karaoke.wen we were about to leave,my mom called saying she'd pick me up cuz we needed to go to an important dinner...well...wut she ddnt tell me was that i was going to b engaged to a demon...he's 16 and he's a german-japanese.he had blonde hair[his mom's]& his dads eyes but the color blue.his name is izumi fujita.
while we were eating he whispered:"ur lucky ur hott otherwise u wouldnt b the one i'd b marrying..."
the jerk!i hate him although i have to admit he is really cute...but anyways,after dinner i dragged my feet way behind our parents.then out of nowhere he pulled me back and gave me a kiss.
THAT BASTARD STOLE A KISS!
last person i kissed was yuu...so saturday sucked.

Sunday:i went to a buddhist church with minna,ate takoyaki...and then watched hiro's band play.after that we did sum shopping.


Today:i lost my stupid homewerk folder!that means ill have to do everything from scratch>.<
and i still have to draw and take pix...today is gay and rite now im starved....i want foooood!


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Friday, April 27, 2007

KAWAII SUGIRU ATASHI...
SO MY DAY IS OK.IT STOPPED RAINING.IM IN COMPUTER ANIMATION AND IM GETTING TIRED OF MAKING VIDEOS.ITS A BIT AGGRIVATING...

I CANT W8 FER TOMORROW!I GET TO SEE MINNA!SHE'S COMING BACK TO ME!

OH HOW I MISS JAPAN.I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS LITLE I WENT THERE FER A VISIT AND I WENT TO MY COUSIN'S SKOOL FER A DAY.A LITTLE BOY YELLED OUT:GAIJIN DA!!!"
MINNA FLIPPED.LOL.

BUT I HATE THE FACT THAT I CANT STAY IN JAPAN...I CAN ONLY GO FER VISITS.TILL COLLEGE OF COURSE.LOL.YAY YAY.
I DK WUT I SHALL GO TO SKOOL FER...I WAS THINKING ABOUT COMPUTER ANIMATION.BUT THEN I WANT TO DO PHOTOGRAPHY OR FASHION DESIGN...I ALSO WANNA DO SUM MODELING FER A JOB...WUTEVER.I'LL KNO WEN THE TIME IS RIGHT...

I WANNA GO HOME NOW....I WANNA LISTEN TO:


TOKIO HOTEL.THEY ARE GERMAN...THEY R COOL...
SO IM LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS WEEKEND.GOING KARAOKE AND STUFF...

WELL I GTG,BUT HOW R U ALL?
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