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Friday, April 6, 2007


   hello everyone.

how was ur day?my day was alright.
i 8 a cheeto that looked like italy.
man it took me ferever to get on.my mom's an uber bitch.i was supposed
to go buy an outfit fer easter....
but i told my mom i ddnt wanna go cuz i alredy knew wut i was wearing.
easter is on sunday.
i dress in harajuku especially that day.i am not gonna dress up like a churchlike thing.i dont even go to church.she makes me go on the major holidays.
american holidays are quite odd.i dont understand y we have to celebrate them.i
mean...im not from america.
if my real dad was alive im sure he'd go back to japan.
i hate hispanic side of me.why couldnt i just be one thing?why couldnt dad be one thing?
im 50%hispanic,1/4 japanese,and 1/4 chinese.those 2 are my dad's.i wasnt even suppose to kno about him.my mom doesnt kno i found out i was the child of a previous marriage...i never got to really spend time with my dad.i couldnt risk having my mom found out i knew.
i wish dad was still alive tho...just like i wish yuuya was alive.
speaking of wich i found out wut i should wear to the ceremony tommorow.
im borowing my cousin's koi fish kimono.to represent the koi yuuya was and the dragon he shall become.his parents want me to say a speech...im kinda nervous.
i break down and cry real easily.
im listening to dir en grey rite now...as im usually doing.yuuya's song just ended.
heh.i remember he sang that song wen we went to karaoke.it was so much fun!
hell,today i was supposed to be having fun.im supposed to b living 2 lives rite now.mine and yuu's.im trying to live life to the fullest.
hopefully i will get thechance to move outta this damn town.hopefully to quincy with my cousin.
i need to start over.anyways ,im sorry i wrote alot.wut is everyone up to?

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