Saturday, April 21, 2007

   yeah yeah...
how is everyone?
srry i couldnt update yesterday...i was quite busy all day.
i went out with a friend of mine.we went to the mall and then we went to ruby tuesday.um...that was a very strange restaurant for me.
all i could seem to choose to eat was a burger.
when i got it that thing was the motherload.it was yummy tho.
i ate it even tho i was craving sum crab....

anyways today i went to boston with ayumi.she took me to the quincy marketplace...i ate sum good old chinese food=D
i couldnt really seem to find okonomiyaki or takoyaki anywhere....
oh well.

so we met sum guys.and one of them was very interesting.his name was hiro.
he's in a band>w<
i totally fergot wut its called tho^^;;;
sumimasen.
BUT...we exchanged numbers and stuff.he invited me and ayu-dear to check out his band sumtime.i'm pretty excited.
ooh!but boy does he speak japanese very well.
i felt a bit left out since ayumi started to talk to him in japanese and asked him wut part of japan he was from.
i just smiled and stared talking to his friend.^^ that way i ddnt look like a total loser face....

there were alot of couples there...i kinda envy couples.at least they have that special sumone,y'kno?the only other person i can think of is ayumi.i alredy kno she likes me but im not ready to b in a relationship...fer quite sum time....
man...i fell so dumb.but wut are u supposed to do when u think u'll fall inluv with another person.i mean i understand the saying:"till death do us part",but...is it still bad that death has parted me and yuuya?i feel as if tho i cant really truly understand....>_______<

-clears throat-OMG!!!im totally afraid to go back...i have so many stuff here now...how am i supposed to take them with me?and i definetly cannot leave my stuffed animals behind.gosh...i dont wanna keep relying on others that much...so in tokyo...i will either live in a dorm or im going to have to live in a one bedroom apartment.but now....to get there....i'll have to ride a plane...i wasnt afraid to get on a plane before....and now im afraid.i rode a plane to get here...i dont think i wanna ride a plane to go back....i must b brave.yuuya would want me to b brave>D

how am i to do that if i have no parental support???

ooh!but i got juice on my dad.he was a transfer student who soon adotped the name enrique.i found out his last name so i may find him by that.his last name is asano.in my mom's letter's i found a fone number...enrique's fone number.
i will call him later on today.to ask him if he knows about me.i dont understand y he wouldnt..but i'll soon find out.^^im a little nervous tho.

sooo...my cousin got to meet miya-chan.im a bit envious of her right now.they met at this huge dinner thing.ah well....maybe i'll get a chance to meet him.lol.as if.who would wanna meet a little mutt like me???i am adorable so i may b a ble to use that as my advantage...yayayay^v^

welp.enuff about me.how was ur day??

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