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Wednesday, April 25, 2007


Hi Hi Baby!
so im listening to the crayon shin-chan soundtrack.my cousin sent it to me.
i love her agen^^
yay!

so my day was okay.in class i was reading a yaoi and then accidently turned to a certain page and sum ppl saw.i was totally embarrased but all i could say was that boys love to love too....

sheesh.we took this survey also and asked us all these questions.like one of them was:"wut is ur sexuality?
a:str8
b:gay
c:lesbian
d:bisexual

i picked d.
then they asked us y and i got mad so i gave them my damn reason.they aslso asked if we were cutters or used to be cutters.sheesh.they even asked if we had emotional probs.god...i wonder if i was the only one who answered them honestly...

i mean i dont cut anymore.last time i dd it was in february.before me and yuuya started dating.i remember over the summer i cut my self too deep and blacked out.i woke up at the hospital with my arm bandaged.so...i guess that was suicide attemt number two.anywho that was when i was dating my friend aki and then a few months later we got into a fight and we broke up.a day or 2 after teh fight he killed himself by slicing his own throat.i ddnt care back then...

and then when me and yuu began to hanout more often i felt as if he really wanted to protect me.still,i ddnt realize how much he loved me till febraury....i miss yuu so much.he showed me how precious life is.

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life....cherish it.

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