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Thursday, January 4, 2007


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Yeah yeah, i know. lol. i need to stay in school, and i was plannin on stayin in school. lol. I plan on goin to college as well, i just dunno what i wanna be or where i wanna go. but hey, i still have like 2 and a half years to worry bout it so, i dont have to think that hard bout it yet. hehe.

Well, for the first time in a long, long time, i am really sad and depressed. I told people at school that i was gonna be leaving unless a miracle happened in the next week or so, and i got a bunch of people tellin me how horrible it would be if i left. It was good to know that i will be missed, but it just makes it that much harder to leave.

On top of that, I just found out that one of my Bestest buddies in the world is movin to the opposite side of the country! *sniff* he is movin to california, and i wont see him hardly ever! and then, at the end of the school year, there is a very strong possiblity that my other bestest buddie in the world is moving to oklahoma, so i wont see her her hardly ever! *sniff* I mean, i am just gonna end up leavin the school, i still coulda hung out with them and stuffs, but they are moving away!!

Sorry, just hasnt been the best of days, and i am still really sick. I have had this same fricken cold for, like, two months. It seems to go away, and then i get it again. It never leaves me alone! lol.

Guess what? i still have more stuffs to say. I apologize once again, cause i know this is a negative post.

Well, and on top of that, i dont like goin to bed cause lately i have been havin all these horrible dreams where all of my friends end up either dying or turnin against me just cause this one guy is chasing me. it is kinda creepy. in all of my dreams, the guy chasin me and killin friends looks the same. unfortunately, i cant ever really see his face.

and i keep finding bruises that i dont remember getting, and i am normally a fast healer, like give me a week and i can heal from almost anything (unless it is like really super horrible) and i injured my self ice skatin a while ago, and it hasnt healed either. I think that my stress must be getting to me... hehe.

wow, this is a pretty long post for me....

anyways, in conculsion, Night! Lol. sorry to put you guys through that horribly long thing. :)


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