Saturday, October 1, 2005

   Man....
Its half past 3 am.... And Im gonna go to sleep in 15 minutes....
Neji, I wish to chat with ya at monday, or tuesday or so. And Eric, it was really nice to chat with ya too.

Well everyone. Im gonna go to sleep now. Im gonna drink the last class of whine then fall in happy sleep. G'night peopels....




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This sucks.....
If we dont count the very early morning in, the day has sucked. I an my mom have been fighting all friggin day, she started pragging how I got no life and things. Well, now shes regretting and shes trying to buy me back. She even told me we may be going back home todaynight, or she could drive me home, and leave me all alone, finally. Hehehe just what I wanted. Im good at manipultaing.....

Well, last night was fun. I and Neji-kun were chatting on msn and he sent me new picture of himself. The picture was so, so cute. ^^ I just gotta print it and put it on my wall. I start smiling every each time I see that cute face. And the bunny ears. O_o

And Ile is nice too. He didnt even care when I called him 'Lil Ile'. Then Tweety started saying 'He he he hes YOUR lil Ile ofcourse he doesent care' Well it starts scaring me, cuz Ile told me and July that we're cute. I mean c'mon....

Plus I chatted with Magnus last night, till 2 am, senting music to eachother, then her internet connection cutted in the middle and as he didnt come back, I decided to go to sleep too. I and Marko were bored and neither of us got any sleep so we just talked the whole night. And my bro had been asleep a long while ago.

Well now Im going. And Neji, I didnt mean to hurt you. You know I didnt.


Lyrics that discrive me:




Sparkling angel I believed
You were my saviour in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you a reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.







Im really torned apart in the moment. 3 stupid words ruined my day. 3 words that I wish I never heard, or saw. 3 Words.....
I bet none of you knows what it is aboute, no. All I can say is that this hurts....

Ttyl.








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Hey there
....Gess what?

My lil honey Eric is back!!! =^^= Meee-ow. Now I can die happily.

Well, Im at our restaurant now, which means I wont be online at msn, and wont be online so much anyways. Besides my mom is bitching at me like 'you got now life your life cant be all aboute PC' She shouldve learned it already: My life IS all aboute PC. I got no life!!

Okay well I got no time to post Lyrics so I'll just go.... Ttyl....


Oh hey: Me, Heidi, Ile and July yesterday at msn.

July: OMFG !!! JO IS NEKKID AND RUNNING OUTSIDE !!!

Heidi: xD

Ile: Wow

Me: Im not!! You guys are 60kms away from me xD



WHY did Ile say 'wow'!?!?! DAMN PERVERTED GUY!!!

X_X They all love me.....
And Ile said I am cute, and he also said I have a pretty nose..... I hate my nose!! ><
Oh well..... ttyl.


City's breaking down on a camel's back.
They just have to go 'cos they dont hold back
So all you fill the streets it's appealing to see
You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free
You've got a new horizon It's ephemeral style.
A melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they've got to kiss, because I dont get sleep, no..

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let?s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up-a like ass cracks,
Ladies, homies, at the track
its my chocolate attack.
Shit, I'm stepping in the heart of this here
Care bear bumping in the heart of this here
watch me as I gravitate
hahahahahahaa.
Yo, we gonna go ghost town,
this motown,
with yo sound
you're in the place
you gonna bite the dust
Cant fight with us
With yo sound
you kill the INC.
so dont stop, get it, get it
until you're cheddar header.
Yo, watch the way I navigate

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let's turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady,
watch me navigate,
ahahahahahhaa.
Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady, watch me navigate

Gorillaz - Feel good inc.

I couldnt figure anything else so theres lyrics for Gorillaz. Have fun with em.....


....
YOU WANNA ROCK!!!
....
(too much of the 69 eyes)





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Friday, September 30, 2005

Hiya
Oops I did it again....

Heli sang the version of Oops I did it again by Children of Bodom so now it rangs on my tiny head -_-;

July, first of all, send me those drawings today. Im gonna put them up today so youd better stop playing tweety and be a lazy ass -_-;

Oh hey. I will be online the whole friday, thats cuz Im gonna stay home alone. My mom has work, so does my dad, plus my bro is staying at hes boyfriends house (if they dont suddenly decide to come out here to bother me -_-;) So I got much time. Tho I gotta read on excams too. We are gonna have Fysichs, English, Swedish, History and math excam soon. But Im gonna put the voice in maximum so I will hear if someone is online. On msn ofcourse.

*yawn* Im gonna go now. My little more loved breo brought me some food so I will survive ^^. Cookies!! O_O Gotta go. Besides Ile is on msn ^^ ttyl

Lyrics of the day:


Who ha who ha
Nanananananana.....Nanananana...
have you ever been in love?
he's my best friend, best of all best friends,
do you have a best friend too? It tickles in my tummy
he's so yummy yummy, hey, you should get a best friend too.
who ha who ha
hello baby, can i see a smile?
i'm going to a party and it's gonna be wild, (ok)
Can i come i am sitting alone?
NO, friends are never alone, (that's right)
Maybe some pretty girls are in your world,
excuse me I could also girl,
lately everyone is making fun
Nananananana....
he's my best friend best of all best friends,
do you have a best friend to,
it tickles in my tummy, he's so yummy yummy,
hey, you should get a best friend too. (a best friend)
who ha who ha
(ah, hahahaha)
who ha who ha ( nananananana...)
who ha who ha
Hola baby, let's go to the beach
yea, girls in binki are waiting for me
but i was hoping for a summer romance
so why can't you take a chance? (ok)
maybe some pretty girls are in your world,
excuse me i could also be your girl,
lately everyone is making fun
Nananananana.....
he's my best friend, best of all best friends,
do you have a best friend too?
it tickles in my tummy he's so yummy yummy,
hey you should get a best friend too. (a best friend)
Who ha, who ha,who ha who ha( who ha, nanananana..)
maybe some pretty girls are in your world,
excuse(yea) me i could also be your girl,
lately everyone is making fun....
let's get this party on, hit me with lazer gun
eww woah woah ( c'mom boys)
who ha who ha who ha
eww woah woah
you should get a best friend too,
he's my friend best of all best friends,
do you have a best friend too?
it tickles in my tummy he's so yummy yummy,
hey you should get a best friend too ( a best friend).
who ha who ha
who ha who ha ( he's sooooo sweet, nananananana...)
Ahhh...choo

Best friend by Toy box. I own the lyrics to.... Amerill and Supertoilet ^^ Tho Im not inlove with you guys. You just are so cool n my best friends.
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Thursday, September 29, 2005

*sigh*
I was actually in happy mood and was gonna post Resting here with me by Dido lyrics, but now Im little sad. Alot of reasons.
I¨ll post it anyways...

Anyways... I noticed there still is a song that can make me cry, and thats My heart will go on by Celine Dion. I heard it last night and started crying, first time in a long while actually. NO, its not the music, its the words.

First, Neji-kun, Im not pissed. It happens to me all the time, besides I had to leave anyways cuz we went to our restaurant. So Im not mad. Dont worrie. I was a little yesterday but that was cuz my day sucked anyways. Its just the pheromones, lets put it like that.... Too tired to excplaine anything

A7S, I fixed the PC. Thats still one thing I can do.
Now, Ive been stressing over a guy for a while. As its been going on for a little while, Im gonna talk aboute him a little. I think that I havent said a word of him before this....
I really like him, hes cool and sweet and all. He once told me he loves me, but he acts different way. He treats me as a friend, and it annoyns me, Like Im nothing to him... And I seariously start thinking if he likes me or not.

Well, aboute my day. Its was ordinary. At Home Economichs we did some friggin bread-thingys. They were okay. Tho for the last hour I was alone with the guys in our group, which werent nice. Their stupid asses. If even Samuli was with me I wouldve survived it. Hes so nice and cute.... T_T And hes nice to me.

Anyways I gotta go. Im gonna chat with Ile. So here are the lyrics for today


I didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory


Oh I am what I am
I do what I want
But I can't hide


And I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me


And I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me


I don't want to call my friends
For they might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that's been


Oh I am what I am
I do what I want
But I can't hide


And I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me


I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here


I won't go
And I won't sleep
And I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me


And I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me


Oh I am what I am
I do what I want
But I can't hide


And I won't go
I won't sleep
And I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me


I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here


And I won't go
And I won't sleep
And I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me


I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me

Resting Here With Me by Dido.
For Eric.

I miss you Eric, please come back....





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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

The one I love....
Hes STILL striking me down on me knees.


Im hurt in the moment. Dont ask me why. I have my reasons. And Its damn cold we had football on PE even tho it was raining. Man it sucked... I like rain, but hate football, so together their a chaos.

Now now, what should I write aboute...`?

Well, I found some muaic from BOF 3 n 4, plus the intro for BOF 4. Its so cool. I love it. Plus all the music from BOF rocks. I specially love Saredo Shoutai Ha Iku and Hitsujidemo Kaoukana ^^

Anyways I dont want to start preaching here, it aint nice, but Im already warning you: Im gonna be online this week, and next week too, but then Im gonna be gone for 2 weeks. Im gonna go to see my two older bros, plus go shopping, and theres alot of manga books in Vaasa, so Im gonna be rich when I get back. Ha-HA!!! YOUR GONNA SUFFER IN SCHOOL, JULY, WHILE IM SHOPPING!!!!

Now I was thinking aboute posting a part of a lyric every each day, which just discrives me. So here goes.

I try to fly away but it's impossible
And every breath I take gives birth to deeper sighs
And for a moment I am weak
So it's hard for me to speak
Even though we're underneath the same blue sky

If I could paint a picture of this melody
It would be a violin without its strings
And the canvas in my mind
Sings the songs I left behind
Like pretty flowers and a sunset

[CHORUS:]
It's heavy on my heart
I can't make it alone
Heavy on my heart
I can't find my way home
Heavy on my heart
So come and free me
It's so heavy on my heart

I've had my share of pleasure
And I've tasted pain
I never thought that I would touch an angel's wings
There's a journey in my eyes
It's getting hard for me to hide
Like the ocean at the sunrise

[CHORUS:]
It's heavy on my heart
I can't make it alone
Heavy on my heart
I can't find my way home
Heavy on my heart
So come and free me
It's so heavy on my heart

Love, can you find me in the darkness, and love,
Don't let me down
There's a journey in my eyes
It's getting hard for my to hide
And I never thought I'd touch an angel's wings

Whooo...
[Repeat chorus til end]


Heavy On My Heart by Anastacia


But theres one yay thing: FRIGGIN WEDNESDAY IS OVER!!!!

Yeah I hate wednesday

Anyways. Ttyl peoples.







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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

The one I love
Haven't slept in a week,
my bed has become my coffin.
Cannot breath, cannot speak..
My head's like a bomb, still waiting.
Take my heart and take my soul..
I don't need them anymore!

The one I love,
Is striking me down on my knees..
The one I love,
Drowning me in my dreams..
The one I love ,
Over and over again..
Dragging me under

Hypnotized by the night,
silently rising beside me.
Emptyness, nothingness
is burning a hole inside me.
Take my faith and take my pride
I don't need them anymore..

The one I love,
Is striking me down on my knees..
The one I love,
Drowning me in my dreams..
The one I love ,
Over and over again..
Dragging me under

The one I love,
Is striking me down on my knees..
The one I love,
Drowning me in my dreams..
The one I love ,
Over and over again..
Dragging me under

This bed has become my chapel of stone,
a garden of darkness to where I'm thrown.
So take my life, I don't need it anymore...

....

It would go on but I stop it here. The one I love by The Rasmus. Discrives how I feel in the moment. Another one would be Ever Dream by Nightwish but its too.... Eric kinda.

Sey, Atreyu, sent me some music when you got time. I NEED music. Im tired of listening Linkin Park and Nightwish. They allways pull me down. Oh waite Im always down anyways, lol.

Well well. Ile is gonna chat with me on msn today. He was asking whole last night from my friend tweety 'When is Jo gonna be online? When? When?' -_-;; All because I know Warcraft....
Well, at least someone likes me for some reason.

Well anyways peoples. Im gonna go now. I got nothing more to say so just take care there.

Ttyl.

And hey Neji, you were supposed to be online today. Now I really do feel like your ignoring me.

Which Guilty Gear X character are you?







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Monday, September 26, 2005

July: Dont worrie, eggs will command you if you give them a real good blowjob Jo: Im doing it already xD ~Me and July, today after school at msn, I made eggs.
Hiya there

Say was boring.

Will, if Neji-kun wont help me, you have your first mission as my faivourite Ninja. You gotta kill Robert and Ville!! Our english/swedish teacher gave us new sitting places and Im sitting between them!! NO!!
I said aboute it for my teacher. First time they saw me talk. Shocking. But I changed my seat. Now Im sitting next to other VIlle (theres two in our class...) And hes the half that at least had a crush on me. Damn. Well. At least its not close to Robert :P
Well well. I just ate ice cream, Im chatting in msn with July and Im happy. Yay.
Now Im gonna go load some BOF 4 music. Ttyl peoples.




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IT!!
Hey there

Im at computerstudies class again. I just decided something: I want a red hair. My new idol is Momo. Shes so cool ^^ I love redheads and I love geeks. And eyeglasses. Specially them.
Neh well red hair wouldn’t look so good on me as black does. I should dye it again anyways. My blond hair is starting to show again…. Damn.
Anyways its boring out here again. That crazy old man is just talking all the friggin time. And I cant belive some of these students don’t know anything about computers… Man, I feel myself a geanious…
*yawn* I gotta start listening. Ill post after school more. And hey, anyone that has msn messenger, please gimme your msn address. Im lonely here I feel like your trying to ignore me. Not you, July. All else. Yeah, you too Neji-kun.

Well, ttyl. Have a nice day.

I found a cute chibi Hola girl from this PC ^^ Aww. Theres something nice about this PC.

….
Why am I bleeding from my
Bleeding from my soul
Why am I bleeding for a girl?
...

Lovex – Bleeding
A finnish boyband. July and I made a dance for it…. NO, you DON’T wanna see it -_-;;







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Sunday, September 25, 2005

Drunken hottie and breasts.... -_-;
DG is Drunken guy J is me.

J:*Sitting in front of my PC once again, at our restaurants bar*
DG: You have definately good lungs
J: .... *sweatdrop* ....What...?
DG: You have good lungs
J: .....
DG: Well boobies then
J: You know I got it in your first sentence...
DG: Good. Watcha up to tonight? Wanna doo something fun? Come to my room?
J: Im virgin
DG: I can help you
J: ....No. No. Im gonna go. Bye. *I leave to the backroom*
DG: *yells something after me that I didnt hear*

T__T That actually happened....
That guy was like 20 and He was AbSoLuTeLy HOT but he was drunk and.... Im virgin. And happy. No Im not. But. You dont get me just saying 'Hey you got goo lungs wanna have sex?'. T__T Im crying!! Why do these maniacs run after meee? GOD. I dont like this.
Waite. If I went to hes room and put him to sleep, then when hes aboute to awake jump in hes bed on hes lap and when he wakes up he asks what Im doin I say 'dont you remember, we had smex?' He would have to take responsibility of it and date me or I would tell police....
....Why didnt I do it I like older guys anyway.... Man. Once again I losed a good chanse. Man..... I act before I think.... I wanna be like Momichi.... -_- Oh hey talking aboute her visit DemonMomo she put few awesome anime pics up at her site.

Well Im gonna go now. Im afraid to sit in the PC now....
....Do I really got good 'lungs'?....
Someone want to chek?
XDDD MAN Im a MANIAC!!
July shaddap Neji wont be volunteered. I do know.
....Will? ^.^
*hits herself* Slap me!! Someone slap me!!!




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