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Birthday
• 1991-12-17
Location
• Finland. Unfortunately
Member Since
• 2004-11-20
Occupation
• Heavy Hippy
Real Name
• They call me Jay

Personal

Achievements
• Becoming a seme of 2 girls and ONE GUY. He's so cute. Oh yeah. and. I HAVE A SON! <333333
Anime Fan Since
• Since I saw Ginga. Aboute 4 years old kid.
Favorite Anime
• Currently... Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club or... I don't know.
Goals
• To make Omen A ((Our band, Im the drummer and the leader-sama)) to succeed
Hobbies
• Drawing, collecting manga and candles.
Talents
• Drawing, cooking, messing up

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

I hate grannys!!!
Well, first of all, A7S, I STILL cant draw Melfina T___T Waaah!!! I have drawed too many guys!!! I cant handle girls anymore!!

Well, anyways, I really HATE old grannys. Today, I had a change to sit next to the asian guy, but noooo those damn old harpies sitted next to me!! and all around me!!! MAN that sucks.
No, JD, I have no chances over him, and its the same with everyone. Im too ugly or annoying or something. No-one even talks to me.
July, shut up. Your not a guy.

Now now. I REEEALLY gotta practise drawing Melfina. Really. I just.... Cant draw her! Just like Kurogane. Its so hard..... *murmurs* Man, man, man. And I should draw Hor-- Errr.... Gang Generation too. As well as I should go on with the manga that is aboute Vampires. Im too busy for an artist.... -_-; And Im hungry. I havent ate anything on 9 long hours..... T__T Someone gimme fooood..... Oh waite we had home economichs.... But we made some stupid cabbage food so eww I didnt wanna eat that. I couldve eat that if I was really, REALLY hungry but..... Oh god no....

And the bitch is bitching again. Seariously, someone save me from her and you will get my soul. Im not joking here!!! You havent seen her the way she is!!
July, shes even more horrible than what youve seen her.

Now, NEJI-KUUUN!!! Your DEAD meat if your not on tomorrow, Plus saturday!! Im going to Julys JUST so I could chat with ya in msn (and ofcourse to see Fatty ^.^ And the pink froggy....) But the main thing is I wanna chat and if I dont see you on even one time..... Thats really, REALLY bad for you. Just know it.

Now, Im gonna go. I made a sandwich. And I need coffee so I can finally wake up.... T_T Well, ttyl peoples, take care.

And hey, heres few cool pictures. Their all from Breath Of Fire, IV or III. Adylia will notice ^.^

REI! ^.^ OMG hes so handsome!
Ershin and... Err.... Some weird guy from North Chamba.....
X___X AWWWW That is so friggin cute!! *gets a nosebleed and passes out*
Young Rei. Best of them all.

Im going now. Good day.

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Neji-kuuun...
Yawn....

Ahhh.... For first time in a long while I feel extremely GOOD. Few of my friends have abadoned me, yes, but that is their choice. Not mine. Ofcourse I could try to do something for it. But I can never quarantee if they will come back.
Ah.... Min Älskad.... min min min...
^___^ Dont ask.
Ehh-m. July, you dont have to borrow your biologhy notebook anymore, cuz I found mine, finally. It was at my real home. Not at moms restaurant like my all schoolbooks should've been. But hey, at least I found them.
Man Im tired. We has PE the last two hours and we played football. I got nothing against it, but first of all I like basket ball more and second I cant play football at all. I suck it. I suck even badder than I do at maths. And thats ALOT.
Yayyy me and the cute asian were at the same bus today! ^.^ I and Nina got bored on Linda because she was teasing us like a 5 years old would so I and Nina changed our place. We sitted right in front of the Asian. ^.^ And when we left, the friggin cutie stared at me!! X////X My my my nosebleed an FAINT!!! Ahhh hes so damn damn damn adorable.... How can a guy be so cute.... T__T Oh waite Neji-kun can ^^ Tee hee.

And hey I got something sad too.

This is my ex best friends dog. Yes, the one I loved. Yes, its dead. It died yesterday. It was supposed to be fallen asleep at thursday..... *sigh*

RIP dear Milla.

Well, as shes dead Im gonna join the friggin life, and make my Fatty
Happy. And, we have a lil puppy to go on.
Tina. My friends another dog ^.^ Arent she CUTE!?

Neji, you havent been on, now Im sad. T__T Sigh. Well. I gotta go. I still havent eated anything. So ttyl.

And hey Alex, was it really THAT funny....? Then you would laugh at me all the time if you met me. Im like that almost all the time.... July may proof X_X

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Yawneys.....
Nyaaa!!!

I had alots of free time today, because my school ended at 1pm. But, there was no electricity out here so I couldnt draw. You wonder what those do have to do together? Well, July knows that my radio is on all nights and days. Well I couldnt concerate without any kinda sound T_T Awww man.....Well, as you can see, electricy is back so Im fine now. And I gave some pics for July to scan and she'd better do scan them, Because I want them up. My ex bestfriend had them for half a year and didnt scan them. Damn her.
Ehm. Now. I have been yelling all day 'min älskar!' and ..... Uhmm..... 'Carrot'. July, Neji, you know close enoguh whats the deal with carrots....
July told me I cant eat bananas or carrots when Neji-kun is here. Or if he is anyways coming by here. Whyyyy? I know Im a pervert but..... but.... I was somekinda caffinedrunk when the.... Carrot thingy happend. Uhm. *cough cough* Ehhhm.

Ahh well. I gess I got nothing more to say so Im gonna go check DeviantArt etc. And play TheSims. See ya fellows.

Min älskar!! Jag tycker om du!! ^.^
(Translated from swedish: My honey, I like you)
My, I CAN speak swedish O_o this is new.

And hey, the ranking is 413!! Go peoples GO!! I love you guys!!

Och ja älskar Neji-kun!! ^.^

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Monday, September 12, 2005

Fanart
OMG I feel myself so tiny when I watch Devianart-ers drawing. Im one of them too, yeah, but just watch these.

And these are just excamples I found from my friends sites O_o God. Gotta start training. They had cool KakaSaku pics too (^.^) But I wanted something least pedophilelike.
Not that. I still love the couple. TT_TT

And hey, my ranking is 417!! Keep going guys!! And if it goes lower.... You will SUFFER.... *narrows eyes*

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IT
So yeah. Im at IT class and as I got a lil freetime Im writing this post.

Eric still haven’t been on. I think I should forget aboute him. Besides I got someone in my sight. If Eric doesent care enough to drag himself on a PC, then I don’t care either. Ill get someone. Im the mysterious magnet.
Anyways, my mom told me these things yesterday: “You used to be a human before. Now you are sucha troll. I have to say aboute everything to you. You never brush your hair, you never clean up if I don’t tell you to. And you never do your homework, do I have to check that you have done them? And you always just eat and eat and get fatter” And she kept going like that. And all of that was just a lie. Man I hate her. then I asked her ‘Your gonna drive me to school at the morning aren’t you?’ She said “No-one said so”. Hello, there was no other choice. Dad wasn’t home and No-one else was either so yeah. *sigh* I know. I shouldn’t get down because of that but she has done it many times. And always will.
Besides, I AM the one that always cleans up the whole house.

I will pay for the one that gets me out of here. Ill do anything. Please, someone, save me…..
And Neji-kun… Thanks for being there. When no-one else was. Thanks Neji.

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*sigh*
I will sell my soul to the one that gets me outta here.

My mom has been bitching me all night and day. Aboute how fat and ugly I am and things. And shes bitchin aboute my clothing, and she says I never do my homeworks. Yeah, sure.

Uhh Im so sick and tired of this. I gotta go now. my IT class break is over.

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

yaaa~Y!
*yawn*

So Im back. Now now. Im going crazy. A stupid lil boy came to wacth me as I played sims, and something impossible happened: I didnt kick him!! I was actually nice to him. I let him be. Later, I heard he got a cancer. I mean I hate kids, and I didnt hurt this one. How did I know I shouldnt? Man Im a geanious. Im making the world better already. This goes well.

Now, I gotta say something aboute yesterdays post: I do have Neji-kun but its not like hes always there when hes needed. Ender, I do need you. You were my second real friend in MyO, and no-one can ever replace you. Your priceless, just like all my friends are. And I mean just real friends. But theres four of you that goes ahead of all the others and your one of them. I just.... Got annoyned. I fight alot and I cant do anything aboute it. Just wanted to say Im sorry, and sorry for you too, Neji-kun. I didnt mean it that way. *hugs both*

Man, I gotta go again. Mom needs me to help her. Again. Well, c ya later. Have a nice day, all.

Hey! Hey! Heeey!!

I found a Gr~Eat site. Check it.
http://fan.divine-revelation.net/kakasaku/

*nod nod* Its KakaSaku fanlisting.

....Man, that made me think aboute Eric.... *sigh* Aww man.... Eric-kun.... Its 3 weeks already....

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

Hi.... Ya.....
....Pissed....

Well first of all my mom started yelling at me cuz I didnt make a good bed for July. Oh c'mon if I knew where the sheets and all were I would, but I didnt so it was a prob. Besides July didnt actually say anything. *narrows eyes*
Then todaymorning she made me work. And went to eat by herself. Even tho I was hungry too. And so was July. So It was so friggin annoying.
Now this starts to annoyn me. Ender, I DONT have Neji-kun. I dont think we will ever be anything, I mean he likes me hair, so!? Your still my VERYgood friend. You were the second good friend I had in MyO, first was Will. Dont think that you just one annoying shit to me, Im jealous to you! F7's back but your depressed. I see Eric every 2 weeks. Or now its three. Yeah, f7 was gone for a long time but when she comes back shes on almost every day. Just - Gahhh....

And please, try to get a better reason to not to hug me. Because your depressed?! Oh c'mon....

*deep breath* I am NOT gonna start to yell out here. It will end up pretty badly so Im just gonna go and play TheSims with July *nod nod* Have nicer day.

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Friday, September 9, 2005

My hairs so silky today....
Hi all....

I watched Vampire Hunter D. It was cool, tho I hated the bitch called Leila. And it was sad that the vampire, Link whatever, losed hes beloved. Well. Thats how it goes.

It was really a sad movie. I watched it with my bro and he left just few minutes ago. He told me to say greets to everyone, and warn Neji and Eric that he will be back. Well hell sure he will. Hes so damn overprotective. Duhh...
Talking aboute Eric: 3rd week going and he STILL aint on. Im starting to get disappointed. Well. I will just waite. If Ender waited for 2 months I can do the same too. Heh Ender is a good rolemodel even tho hes younger than me.... Well. Tho Will is the best I will ever have *grin*

Now when Im thinking aboute it.... Even tho if my friends didnt trust me, why should I care? At least my ex bestfriend still does. Last night she textmessaged me that her family is a shit and that she writes poems (I know that. Like, 'We're not going to hell, we are already there' is by her too) and they are pretty depressive ones, but her familymembers read them. I mean c'mon even my mom doesent do that. She knows I hate it when she reads my poems or watches my drawings so she stays out of it. Well, may be because she hates them but hey shes my mom, she has to. Anyways she said that it feels like her family tries to make her cry. Now I started wondering: Why didnt he tell this to her other friends? Like Jenny, Juulia (Not meaning you, July) or Hanna? Their obivosly her better friends. Well.

Now now. I will have a friend that lasts forever, and thats my older sister. YES, Meet Adylia. We have secrets that others dont know, we have known eachother like forever, and all. So theres one that I can trust. *nod nod*

Now now. I have kinda losed my interest on drawing. Last night I didnt feel like drawing at all. Well, this happened before, I will make it. I will get the inspiration.

Anyways I gotta go. Its 10:19AM out here and Im hungry. Im gonna first drink that cup of coffee, then eat something, and then get a muffin. And maybe call my older sister later today, I dunno. Something. Then fix my poem and then..... Listen to 'Life Burns' by Apocalyptica all day. Yeah. Thats what Im gonna do. Take care guys.

"We break our enemies with fear, and
we've seen how the tears come around
We've built our confidence on wasteland
We've seen how the walls come down

Life burns

A man dies like a butterfly
Life burns from the touch of the reaper
All things must pass
One love is a crooked lie
The world lies in the hands of evil
We pray it would last

Life burns

We have no sympathy for the lost souls
we've chosen the path of disgrace
We give this life to our children
and teach them to hate this place

A man dies like a butterfly
Life burns from the touch of the reaper
All things must pass
One love is a crooked lie
The world lies in the hands of evil
We pray it would last
...."

And peoples, I never said your not my friends. It just starts to feel you guys dont trust me. Yeah, you think its no big deal if you leave me out this one time, but when you all do it.... Yeah. Im feeling left alone.
Ender - Im glad that you trust me. Really am. *hugs* Now. Good day.

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Thursday, September 8, 2005

Hiya
Im in lil better mood today....

'One love is a crooked lie,
world lies in hands of evil,
we pray it would last'

Life burns by Apocalyptica. Bought a CD that has it in it. Plus all kinda other fun.

Neji-kun, no worries. That wasnt the reason. Im just friggin tired of feeling like an useless ass. Feels like all my friends are like 'I shouldnt trust her' and it feels like no-one keeps their promise.... *sigh*

I had a long, long convertation with Juho today.
July, I know that now your gonna laugh and say 'why the heck', but the thing is, no-one else understands me. Its like I and Juho were copies, tho Im the better half of us. But Juho is the only one that has the same feelings with me. He has used drugs now, and cutted himself. It was nice to talk to someone that understands. And it was as friends. I dont think we're gonna talk ever again. But it was nice, for this one time.

Well. ABoute things I bought: Ofcourse alotta manga, two anime magazines (other was only for girls, straight from America ^.^) plus I found this cool anime DVD: Vampire hunter Robin. I also saw Full metal panic at the Free Records shop. And The Last Vampire too. But I only bought The Godfathers of Tokyo or something, and VHR. My ex bestfriend has TGOT right now and I got VHR. Tired of writing the full names....
Plus I bought socks. Again. Man, I got a fetish on socks.... These are Kneesocks tho. I will need them at the winter. Really.

What else did I buy...? Oh yeah. My friend has birthday at 11th of september (Yea yea, World trate senter, I know) And I bought her shackles. I had to translate her a text from a shirt. It told aboute hedgehog. I was surprised she couldnt translate.... Well, Im born to be American.

You know what? First time Juho cared aboute me this whole time. He told me hes happy that Chris is going to check me. He knows the hell Im having here. Yeah.

*sigh* Now Kate is yelling at me.

Peoples, you know what pisses me off? None of you actually tells me anything. WHy your depressed or anything. You know how I feel out here!? Im not the kinda people that gets depressed because you are. Im the kind that wants to know and help. So why doesent anyone gimme a chance? Specially Kate. Its always aboute V and her, and her and V.

I FEEL A FRIGGIN OUTSIDER HERE!!!

It wouldnt make a difference to quit MyO. I have a cellphone. And mail. Will, Chris, Eric, youd better tell me friggin everything. You guys are keeping me here.

Well. Im gonna go. And for FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE Im not gonna be sorry.

Good day.

No-one ever talks to me. Now - it really feels like everyone hates me. Every each of my friends used to ask for help - now they dont want it. They dont want me.

Im losing the dearest ones I have..... But I will never, ever give up from Eric. Never. Or neither Neji or Amerill. Never.

And Neji-Kun, your Kakashi. If Im Sakura-chan, Heli is Sasuke, That M-whatever is Tsunade, July is Shikamaru and Heidi is Temari we need a pervert too. And it cant be Jiraiya. No no. A goodlooking one. Oh waite I beated July with the great Itachi technique so we could call her Sasuke.... This doesent work, am I Itachi or Sakura now!?

And I gotta ask if Eric wants to be Naruto then.....

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