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Tuesday, May 17, 2005


Pissed, once again
Okay peoples, now what the fuck is wrong with you!? Does guy/girl have to be somekinda Brad Pitt ot Kate Winslet so you will like them!? Besides, they dont even look good!!!

Okay, so, today I heard from my best friend how she heard that few guys were saying that 'Yeah, Johannas boyfriend is ugly' FUCK OFF!!
Well, heres two thing I want to bring out: Its new that they didnt call ME ugly, but him! And thats the second thing: How DARE they call him ugly!? Fuck them, They dont look any better!
The point in here is: Why looks matter so much to peoples? I honestly could even marry Frankenstein if he was nice enough. Whats wrong with this world? Why looks matter so much? I dont get you peoples why do we have to be thin and blond and sexy and just like all the others, I mean, whats the point in it!? As you maybe have understood, Im not one of the most beutifullest persons, actually, Im the most ugliest girl in our school, at least what I and my friends have been hearing, But still theres now like 9 guys who like me.
I already got pissed to one guy in our class.
They were once again telling me Im a satanist, which pissed me off so badly. Then, one of them said the words that they shouldnt
"Why dont you just get some nigger powder and put it on, then you and Paloma would be like sister, brown as shit"
Everyone laughed.
You could just imagine how damn much I got angry! I jumped up from the chair, walked in front of the boy who said it, first slapped him, then hitted his head on the wall. In that minute, it felt so good to hear a little 'CRACK' from hes head. see a little bit blood on the wall, coming from hes head. just walked back to my place then. Even the teacher didnt notice anything.
Only thing that I hate in this world so much, is racism. My mom is actually a little racist. and thats one of those many reasons I hate her. The boy said 'Paloma'. Well, shes black, only black in our school actually, and shes my friend. Thats why I got so pissed. Shes not very close to me, but I STILL hate racism.

Now.... The rain is hitting the window. Tho I love the weather.... there aint any other lights but the one coming from this PC... And I feel comfortable... I feel so home in darkness..... No one can see me. I love rai. Rain is freedom.... Tho these days I feel lonely. No matter if I did my boyfriend doesent care.... I feel so lonely.....

Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we're one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not
go away

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on


~Celine Dion, My heart will go on



All for today.
Think aboute this, peoples.

Good day.....





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