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Sunday, May 29, 2005


A fight

We had a fight.

I told him Im depressed, and he said that hes gonna come to protect me from my mom (I first fought with her, she started calling me names etc. Its not the point here!) And I told him I will be dead before he gets here. He just said 'Dont fucking think like that' And I just asked 'Do you think your better than me'.
This is whats wrong with us: When Im depressed, he couldnt care less. When hes depressed, I try to do everything to make him feel better. Today he text messaged me and asked 'How do you feel today'. Fuck him. He'd better care aboute my depression.
So. Supertoilet, I thank you. I was thinking aboute that myself too. Tho my best friend said 'No' but hey, she still looks like a 10 years old, so what can she say? Thats right. NOTHING. Its my life, and I just want to get rid of him. I havent been free since 11 years old because guys like my nature, which is annoying. I want FREEDOM!! I always had at least someone who had a crush on me.... I just want to be free - even for a while.

So. For now, I gotta deal with few things so..... See you guys later. I wont be on too much next week (My moms a slut and you can gess the rest *Laughs insanely*) So. Have a nice week. Adios, and Viva la Difference!




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