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• 1991-12-17
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• 2004-11-20
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• Heavy Hippy
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• They call me Jay
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• Becoming a seme of 2 girls and ONE GUY. He's so cute. Oh yeah. and. I HAVE A SON! <333333
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• Since I saw Ginga. Aboute 4 years old kid.
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• Currently... Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club or... I don't know.
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• To make Omen A ((Our band, Im the drummer and the leader-sama)) to succeed
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• Drawing, collecting manga and candles.
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• Drawing, cooking, messing up
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005
Fight. Again.
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
Okay so I and Juho argued, once again, surprise.
He was depressed again. I tried my best to make him feel better. It didnt help. So, I told him this:
"C'mon! Okay, fine. You couldnt care fuck ofg my depress, so starting today, I wont care aboute yours. Okay!?"
Well he just said "Ok".
Next day, meaning today, He started speaking aboute hes depression again. I was as bitchy as I can and made him quiet. The plan goes on: We're going to go to the city at frieday with my best friend (FINALLY just two of us!) And our summerbreak starts on saturday. Well. Juho said hes going to the city at friday too. We wont tell anything that we're going too. So when he sees us at the city, we're gonna be like 'Oh, we didnt know your here too' or 'Hey, were kinda hurry with curing my depress so we gotta go.... Bye!'
*laughs insanely* Soon, I will be single and FREE from all this love anf guy shit!! YES!! Free!! Honestly I dont want any guy on my life anymore!! Im sorry, all of you I care aboute and who cares 'bout me, but theres few things that I know and that has destroyed our relationships so..... IM FREE!! Fucking free and I will trust guys next time when Im 40!! Im so sick and tired on this life and that fugly cow (my mom) screaming at me and telling me 'your fat, your ugly, your satanist' And that pisses me off SOOO bad.
So, every guy who loves me or at least cares: We can always be friends. But Im sick and tired on these tricks that guys keep playing with my heart, and Im not gonna fall into it anymore.
I can seem to be a little angry, but you know what? Im not. Im FURIOUS.
Dont fucking phunk with my heart!
Have a nice day.
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