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• 1991-12-17
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• They call me Jay
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• Becoming a seme of 2 girls and ONE GUY. He's so cute. Oh yeah. and. I HAVE A SON! <333333
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• Since I saw Ginga. Aboute 4 years old kid.
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• Currently... Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club or... I don't know.
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• To make Omen A ((Our band, Im the drummer and the leader-sama)) to succeed
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• Drawing, collecting manga and candles.
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• Drawing, cooking, messing up
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Monday, June 20, 2005
*sigh*
So.....
You remember the guy I was crying for the whole night...
I DONT EVEN REMEMBER HIM ANYMORE!!! ^_____^ Tee hee Im so so so happy. 'cept one thing.
You remember Loki? Well, he knows I hate him now. But, I just realized, Im not sure if I do or not. I..... Just remembered the time we met. He was so kind. Tender. And he really had feelings. Unlike everyone else I know.... He werent ashamed to cry.... And what happened. I started hearing that he had way too many others too. And everyone kept telling he cheats on me and hes an ass.... and I belived them.
Now, Im not sure if any of that shit was true. I dont know if I hate or love Loki, I just DONT KNOW! Aww..... My head is going to blow up.... And this weekend sucked anyway. Juho was sick and just kept whining how hes tummy hearted. Well try to go threw the legendary 'the time of the month' and you know what pain is *glares with flames in her eyes* I just feel so pissed. Im so glad he leaved today. He was going to leave tomorrow.... but Im happy he left already.
You know there are demons that live inside human.... at least few of you do. Well, I have found one new. But that is really the real me. Cruel me. Inside me. Her name is Catherine, girl who lived in me in 1600.... and I kinda like it. I just cant stop smiling, tho I were depressed.
Huh. Many of you doesent even know what Im talking aboute..... That doesent matter. The thing is, Im myself again. And it feels greate.... Tho this feeling inside me grows day by day..... Its called bloodlust. Hmm. The more peoples keep making me feel angry, sad, depressed.... the more I feel it. And for this long, I have been keeping it down with drtawing and writing. Hmm.
Wekoronshei, Thank you very much. Your right. Im not that weak. I have found one strength in me. Catherine. Im the real me now.
Peoples.... Dont even try to understood. Well, Im back and Im pretty fine. Well. Gotta go. See you later.
Take care.
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