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• They call me Jay
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• Becoming a seme of 2 girls and ONE GUY. He's so cute. Oh yeah. and. I HAVE A SON! <333333
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• Currently... Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club or... I don't know.
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• To make Omen A ((Our band, Im the drummer and the leader-sama)) to succeed
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
*hits her head on a wall*
Why everything feels like crushing down? Why?
First of all, even aboute my friends who are guys (Theres only one person in Otaku, the rest are in here) I have noticed one thing: They dont know what word 'Love' means. But they know what 'Fuck' means. I mean c'mon whats wrong with peoples why are looks so important!? Im gonna KILL next who complains aboute someones looks. *glares at everyone* And I MEAN it.
I have talked aboute it like hundred times but I STILL cant get it!! Fuck to you all who dont care a shit aboute the people itself!! I mean when I really hate someone (Like girl named Taija, she threw coca-cola in my white shirt once at school) I always call them names and tell everyone how ugly they are no matter if they really look good but ARRGH!!! Gimme something that calms me down! Alcohol, drugs, a knife.... anything!!
*Breaths deep* damn.
The one passion that deeply burns in your soul is
longing for love... You're often depressed and
you've been hurt so many times that you tears
seem meaningless, if you even have any left to
cry! You want to be able to reach out and tell
someone everything, making your troubles go
away... But... You jsut can't bring yourself to
do so... Everyday you wish that all of the pain
will just go away... Just disappear... However,
it just seems to get worse and you try to
bottle everything up inside as best as you can!
However, your plan sometimes fails, making you
lash out or break down emotionally. You just
wish to be like everyone else... You want to be
able to tell someone all of your problems...
But you're afraid of admitting your weakness...
You're that outside, loner, mistunderstood
person that has been pushed out of everyones'
life. You desperately try to break through the
barrier, but you guts tell you no... You'll
just be hurt again and again... So why bother?
Your sanctuary is your room, where you can hide
out and be out of 'their' visions. You like to
express your thoughts and feelings through
various forms of art, and try ridding of your
pain in 'different ways.' You're so busy caught
up in your own little, lost world, that you
have yet to realize that a light burns inside
of the darkness of the pack. You might not know
it, but out there... Someone is watching your
every move... Enjoying your presence...
Enjoying you for who YOU are! Wipe away those
tears and open up those beautiful eyes, see the
light! See what you're missing and grasp ahold,
break out of that crust, and mold... Smile your
way through life because the most beautiful
things cannot be concealed forever :)
What Passion Burns In Your Soul?
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NO KIDDING! *Laughs* Thats so like me. Yeah Im in veeery pissed mood I mean everythings fucking up I have been working TEN HOURS today first painting then with the friggin dishes the water was so hot that my hands are all burnt and Im so friggin tired and I want to sleep and NO-ONE CARES!! *breaths deep* Need.... to.... calm.... down.... *sigh* Its true I am lonely. I dont even know if I have real friends. My best friend is always chattin in her msn my second best friend never answers on calls or notes or anything and my other friends.... I dont have them.
Well. News flash: My friend is goin to Florida next winter. Its not far away from Mobile or Houston, so now I got a change to go meet few of my friends. *sigh*
Im SO friggin lonely....
Well. Im not on tomorrow.
See ya.
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