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Friday, July 8, 2005


Why!?
What the FUCK is wrong with guys!?

Once again its proved all they think is sex: Nothing else! Theres no young guys who just want to date, so Im starting to date the 39 years old then. HAPPY!? Every goddamn guy either hates me, just tries to be nice or then wants sex.
Okay, all you guys out there, I wanna ask ALL of you, what the HELL is wrong with you!? Just.... Just.... FINE! Theres no nice guys, Im gonna live here, suffer here, cry here and finally die here! Im not leaving anywhere from here, freedom is a fuckin lie, just like love!!
Oh hey, I just realized something.... Starting now, I a lesbian!!! *laughs manically* No hell Im bi but date pnöly the 35 years old guys.

We break our enemies with fear, and
we've seen how the tears come around
We've built our confidence on wasteland
We've seen how the walls come down

Life burns

A man dies like a butterfly
Life burns from the touch of the reaper
All things must pass
One love is a crooked lie
The world lies in the hands of evil
We pray it would last

Life burns

We have no sympathy for the lost souls
we've chosen the path of disgrace
We give this life to our children
and teach them to hate this place

A man dies like a butterfly
Life burns from the touch of the reaper
All things must pass
One love is a crooked lie
The world lies in the hands of evil
We pray it would last

A man dies like a butterfly
Life burns from the touch of the reaper
One love is a crooked lie
The world lies in the hands of evil [5 x]

A man dies like a butterfly
Life burns from the touch of the reaper
All things must pass
One love is a crooked lie

The world lies in the hands of evil
We pray it would last (2 x)

Life burns (3 x)

Theres good Lyrics for you: Apocalyptica Life Burns.

One love is a crooked lie.

Its should be 'cruel' lie.

Just.... Just.... I hate guys!!! Not to be mean to anyone, actually I feel like only guys I can TRUST here are Supertoilet and Telk27. THANK YOU guys.

Well, I got one adorer. Hes 17 years old guy named Markus. He honors me 'cuz I made hes life better by saving him from suicide, and telling him that theres still things what to live for. Fun.

Now guys: You dont have to read this if you dont want, cuz its kinda sad. I only told this for 3 peoples.
I got to tell you how Christian actually died.
It was beutiful and nice day. We had spent it together. whole day.
We were at our lil villages shop to buy lemonade and cookies. I still remember it.
Then a guy with a gun ran in. In a village where havent happened anything in 100 years. Guy pointed Christian with the gun, and shot. He died right next to me. I just stared at the guy. But he didnt shot me. I dont know what he did, if he robbed the shop, I was too shocked to even think. I stand there like 5 minutes before I turned my head to Christian. Hes dead cold, bloody body. Hes restless face.
If you havent losed a close peoples like that, you cant even imagine how it felt. I still remember the blood, how it smelled. and I can remember Christians smile few minutes before he got shot. I remember the words 'I love you'.
Maybe Christian knew it was coming. Or why else would he spent THAT day with me? Why would he suddenly say 'I love you' when I was asking him which lemonade we should take?
Maybe that day is also a reason why I drink Pepsi Max. Thats what we were gonna buy.

Well. I just gotta get over it.


Have a nice day all of you.

'cept guys, think aboute it: WHY!? Why are boys like that....? I want a clear answer!



Oh yeah, Loki feels better now. Hes not as mean anymore and he wants chocolate ^^; Maybe I should get some too. It may calm me down...




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