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• They call me Jay
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• Becoming a seme of 2 girls and ONE GUY. He's so cute. Oh yeah. and. I HAVE A SON! <333333
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• Since I saw Ginga. Aboute 4 years old kid.
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• Currently... Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club or... I don't know.
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• To make Omen A ((Our band, Im the drummer and the leader-sama)) to succeed
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• Drawing, collecting manga and candles.
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• Drawing, cooking, messing up
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Monday, July 11, 2005
Sucky day
First of all
Amerill, I havet forgot you. I thought you forgot me.... Im sorry. Dont be angry to me, please keep PMing me. You were the first and only real friend I ever had and trusted so. Dont leave me.
Second
Darsha, stop goddamn lying aboute Amerill. I dunno if you think thats fun or if your jealous, but Im so fucking sick of it.
*sigh*
My best friend was supposed to come to our place tomorrow, but she aint coming anyways.
I SO FUCKING HATE THIS!!!!
Loki is leaving.
He said that hes goin out of the country and we will never meet again. Oh I so hate my life I have been up only 3 hours and Im already crying. Why, oh why why why.....? All shit is goin on, and that goddamn storm at Alabama etc.
Now I reeeeally feel like I wanna die.....
Why is everything so goddamn complicated? Why?
I wanna get hell outta here!! Why everything bad happens in one day!? I lose all my friends, I lose my good mood, everything!!
This is all just one cruel lie. Im really starting to lose faith that someday I would be free... cuz I wont. I will always be chained here, just crying in the dark, all alone. When no-one cares....
Yeah I hell sure are depressed. EVerythings falling apart again.
But I wont do suicide..... No matter how much it hurts to live.... I just gotta take it, I got no other choice.
You wouldnt understand if I told you.
Goodbye, try to have fun while I cry till my eyes are bloodred. Alone.
Why cant someone just come and rip my heart out, instead of just making scars on it...?
I will never get anyone I want. Gess Eric is gonna make a new scar for me soon too.
Oh hey, theres some stupid thunderstorm coming at our way so I dunno when Im on next time....
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