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• 1991-12-17
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• They call me Jay
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• Becoming a seme of 2 girls and ONE GUY. He's so cute. Oh yeah. and. I HAVE A SON! <333333
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• Since I saw Ginga. Aboute 4 years old kid.
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• Currently... Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club or... I don't know.
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• To make Omen A ((Our band, Im the drummer and the leader-sama)) to succeed
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• Drawing, collecting manga and candles.
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• Drawing, cooking, messing up
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Monday, July 25, 2005
Hiya....
Umm hello
Yeah I werent on yesterday. I know I know Im sorry usually I let you know if Im not on but I couldnt even think aboute internet.... My mom woke me up so we could go to home and when we got there I just started to wake up and remembered that 'oh hey, I should've posted on MyO, bad thing'. So yeah, Im here now.
We had pretty fun. last night I mean. But today was annoying.
My mom started complaining to me once again how I should go to diet. I have been on diet last 3 years of my life. I would be happy if even once mom would accpet the way I am. That Im a girl, goth, good at english, arts, history and biology, not in every subject, that I suck at maths, that Im not as pretty as everyone else, that Im a dark person, that Im just me. She never understands the way I am. She told me I gotta start studying. I do study really do, I do my homeworks without asking, I read for the tests, it just doesent go on my head I dont remember anything while the excams goin.... Cant do nothing aboute it. Im just me.
Then she ordered me to clean up. The whole house. Living room, my own room, do the dishes, and clean their bedroom. Hello, Im justa kid, why do I have to take care of the whole house? I didnt even sleep so much last night, I went to bed at 3 and felled asleep at 4 woked up at 08:15 to see Fresh Prince, Im tired, why cant you get it? Besides I miss Eric-kun. I think hes the only thing I have been thinking these few days.
Well theres other thing too: I dont wanna go back to my old class. I dont want to. I cant. I wont. You peoples cant understand what kinda hell it is to me. I have been thinking aboute suicide for a year now, and the half of it is because of my class. I just hate them, they always call me names, make fun of me, point at me with a finger... I dont know anyone from that class that doesent hate me. Really. I dont want to go back there.
No, Im not actually depressed or sad.... I dont care if mom hits me few times, I dont care aboute our class really so seariously, I dont care if I have to study. I would just like to have a break from this. A long, long break. Well.
Oh well I got to go now. I see you later. Take care. I wont be on today cuz 'Dude, wheres my car' is coming on tv tonight ^^
And hey Eric-kun, glad your back, really missed you. Love you hun.
Hey! Dad made pancakes!! ^____^ Yayy first good thing today. 'cept for Eric-kun coming back...
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