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Birthday
• 1991-12-17
Location
• Finland. Unfortunately
Member Since
• 2004-11-20
Occupation
• Heavy Hippy
Real Name
• They call me Jay

Personal

Achievements
• Becoming a seme of 2 girls and ONE GUY. He's so cute. Oh yeah. and. I HAVE A SON! <333333
Anime Fan Since
• Since I saw Ginga. Aboute 4 years old kid.
Favorite Anime
• Currently... Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club or... I don't know.
Goals
• To make Omen A ((Our band, Im the drummer and the leader-sama)) to succeed
Hobbies
• Drawing, collecting manga and candles.
Talents
• Drawing, cooking, messing up

myOtaku.com: xSakurax

Tuesday, August 2, 2005

Hair, Hair, my silky hair ^^;
Hiya Guys (And gals :P) !

Its gonna be long post so just saying that you dont have to read all of it.

I hate my moms best friend. Okay shes not her best friend but close cuz she doesent really have any other friends but anyways, she said that Grinner is selfish. OMG I cant belive it I havent ever met so cool girl as she is (well ofcourse my best friend bu tthats another thing) So it so pisses me off to hear that! I mean c'mon that slut screws with every guy she just meets! Yeah there is provements, I know 12 guys she has been screwing with and theres even more, so how can she say that July is selfish!? I goddamn hate that bitch!! I HATE!! Shes so..... so.... Slut!!
Okay yeah I am angry but I have reason to be, huh!? Damnit.
Well, I was reading Naruto manga vol3 and I realized something: Sasuke also likes Sakura! Even a little. He blushed when he went to ask Naruto what Sakura had said to him. Why would he be interested if he didnt like Kura-chan? Yeah its a good point. Besides he was pretty terrifited when he heard Sakura screaming. *nod nod* These are the provements. Heh tho Im still Saku/Naru and Saku/Kaka fan. Tho Sakura would look cute with Rock Lee too..... *thinks* Well yeah.
Hmm. I had something to say. Sure had..... O yeh, do you still remember when I told you I met the finnish guy on a chat that used name Uzumaki Naruto-kun? Well, he has no change on me, and you know why? Hes rapper. No dont get it wrong, I have nothing against rap, I mean I listen to it alot too, specially Jay-Z, but as some of you know Goths and Rappers have this somekinda war going on. Usually rappers here start saying bad things aboute Goths, goths get back to 'em and theres gonna be lotta blood. Yea Finland is a bad place. Theres no gangs, just different peoples start fighting against the rest of the world. So this cant be good.
Well anyways Im listening this great song. I'll put first the finnish words up the translate it.
Tänä yönä taivaaseen,
toinen meistä pakenee
toinen yön kanssa taistelee.
Tänä yönä taivaaseen,
kuka portit aukaisee?
kuka uskoo rakkauteen?

Todaynight to the heaven,
the other of us escapes
the other fights with night
Todaynight to the heaven,
who opens the gates?
Who belives in love?

Its hard to translate but its close to that. So yeah.

I just realized something: I have never dated anyone at my own age. I just dont get along with guys at my age their so.... Childish. Sounds stupid but it really is so. I always date older guy. Oldest was 46 -_-;; Hehe I got fetish on older guys. Maybe thats why I love Kakashi-sensei ^^. Well I had a crush on guy who was year younger than me but he had girlfriend so thats fucking it. I do like the guy still, but I will never get him. I just dont get it why he said he loves me if he aint ready to sacrifice hes relationship to hes gal. Its just not fair I dont want to be tricked like that it happens way too much. Im always the second choice.

You know what? I noticed somethin: Little words make me feel good. Just little words make me feel happy. Like once Eric-kun said "Thank you for accepting me". It was so clear to me I accept everyone who wants to be around me. I just were happy to hear those words. That someone is happy that Im here. Yeah I know it sounds stupid but it really cheered me up. Then when peoples say Im their best friend, on IRL or then online, it makes me feel happy too. That happens alot actually. Hehehe Im so popular. I also got happy when Eric-kun said that he cant let me be alone, and when he asked why Im depressed. I dunno why it makes me so happy, maybe I got happy when he asked why Im depressed cuz Juho never cared. Or any of my boyfriends actually. Hey thats true I've always been the part who takes care of the other O_o OMG do I do this because Im a masocist or something!?

Peoples tell me that I gotta find something else to do than the computer. Fuck them. Yeah I actually cant live a day without using computer, but so what? I have no real life and all my friends are at the internet, so why the hell should I give up of them? Huh. No matter how much I get hurted here or bad things here depress me, I need you guys. I just dont have so many real friends. So yeah. I need computer.

Gess thats all for today. I feel like Im the only one here who can speak english. I have to translate that cute guys words to my mom but hey at least I ge tto talk to him ^^ Hehehe pity hes so old. Well yeah have a nice day.

Oh hey, I met a Japanese guy on iteenchat ^^ He is so goddamn cool I mean hes so fun we like the same artists and all I havent ever met someone so cool as him! Heh I gotta go check my e-mail if hes mailed to me. Cya!

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