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• 1991-12-17
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• They call me Jay
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• Becoming a seme of 2 girls and ONE GUY. He's so cute. Oh yeah. and. I HAVE A SON! <333333
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• Since I saw Ginga. Aboute 4 years old kid.
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• Currently... Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club or... I don't know.
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• To make Omen A ((Our band, Im the drummer and the leader-sama)) to succeed
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• Drawing, collecting manga and candles.
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• Drawing, cooking, messing up
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
If the world is bad, close your eyes and dream. We'll meet. In your dreams ~Person X
I dont know whats that supposed to mean but I dont care.
Eric hasnt been on. *sigh* Wonder if he cares anymore. I fight my way to the PC every time I get on it so he should at least try. Tho I think he will get someone else soon. He says hes hated but hey so am I and still guys love me. Im like a manget. Its not fun. I hate being a manget. Of course its nice if guys like me but..... I getting bored of being betrayed. Im just getting bored of guys. And Im not bi anymore. I dont like gals anymore. Not after hearing aboute my ex best friend. Im tired of being me. I want to change. I could start with cutting my hair....
Neji promised to be my slave if I let it grow....
....Im still bored of myself.
Ayanami. It would be easy to be Ayanami. A doll without feelings.
Well, these days Im forever Kyo/Tohru fan. Seeing Kyo and Torhu at Fruits basket vol 6 was so sweet. Kyo cried. Cute guys should cry more. Guys should cry more. It proves your not souless shits. Huh. Well Loki cried but hes still souless. Well. Who cares. I should cry more. I dont even remember last time I cried. Oh, now I do. After BP. *sigh* Yeah... Life sucks.
Im sorry that July left. Now all bad things come to my mind again. Ive survived threw this before so I will survive now.
Now, Im starting to feel that Eric doesent even remember me so I could say Im a single once again in my life. If he doesent show up - well bad thing for him. Yeah, I do love him. I do miss him. I do want to be with him. But I also want someone who has time for me. If there was a way to keep in contact with him I would but.... I think there isnt. Every each time I open the computer I pray that he would be on or that I had a message from him, but it never happens. Hes never there. Life is depressing.
I just cant give up like that. I will never be like Levi is and giving up would be a sing of becoming like him. So I just gotta hang in there like Rei does. Yeah.
Actually NGE has become my faivorite show. Its dramatic. And Eva 01 is cool. Yeah, its old but I like it. I think Im gonna find those three tapes and watch them all over. Yup. Hot chocolate. It wll cheer me, like always. Well yeah. Take care all.
Oh hey, visit Otaku-er called DarkenElf. Shes kinda.... *cough* .....Sister of mine.... Ehm.....
Just visit her, shes brand new
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